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[nellie]

i'm in one of those shitty moods! i feel alone and when i need my best friend the most, he decides not to come into school. i hate this shit!!!!!

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[AngelAmy]

whats on your mind, maybe i can help

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[nellie]

thank you. i feel alone, that i'm alone now, and i will always be alone. it's kind of a funky feeling, and sometimes i don't know why i feel it because i'm surrounded by people that care, and i have my best friends to talk to, but it doesn't seem like it's enough. like no matter how many people i hang w/, i always have the feeling that i'm alone. sometimes it seems like no one cares about how i feel at all.
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This message was edited by nellie on 3-13-02 @ 11:49 AM

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[Silly Puddy]

nellie, it sounds like you might need to talk to someone who'll just listen to you. You realize you're not really alone, but still feel that way. My guess is you don't need advise, but just someone to let you vent your frustrations. If you can, try and find someone who's a good listener, who doesn't feel the need to "solve all your problems". You know the solution. Perhaps you just need to get it off your chest and verbalize what you're feeling. Hope this helps.

One suggestion...FoundryMusicJeff may not be the best option for a friendly ear. ;)


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[zathrus]

nellie
i think everyone feels like that at times, i know i do. find someone to talk to, a teacher, guidance counselor, another friend. after you talk to someone i'm sure you'll feel better. you can always talk to us here on the board. take care

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[nellie]

i don't know how to talk about how i feel. i've been alone (friends wise) most of my life. i kind a learned how to bottle them up. it's kind a difficult to do it this way, but it's easier than trying to express how i feel verbally. i usually start to cry when i try to do that.

i want to tell lea (the transgendered dude i'm interested in), but he's got so much to deal w/ already, and i don't want to push him away.

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This message was edited by nellie on 3-13-02 @ 12:17 PM

[Silly Puddy]

Crying isn't always a bad thing. Sometimes, it's exactly what a person needs.

If talking about things is hard for you (I have first-hand experience of that with people in my life), maybe you can try writing down whatever comes to mind. Sometimes, it's easier to be completely honest and forthcoming to a piece of paper. But the thing a piece of paper can't give you that a person can is a hug. Just try not to keep it inside.


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[nellie]

i want to tell lea, but i feel my problems would further burden him. he's got a lot on his shoulders, and i don't want to add to that. but you're right silly puddy, i need some one to hold me. and maybe i do need to let the emotions out, it's just to who?...

sometimes, i try to tell my best friend, but it doesn't seem like he's listening sometimes, like he's trying to ignore my hurt. he makes silly faces and voices, but he doesn't really listen to me. i think he tries to cheer me up, though some times it seems like he doesn't care at all.
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This message was edited by nellie on 3-13-02 @ 12:48 PM

[nellie]

do y'all think i'll end up all alone?

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[AngelAmy]

i feel the same way

no matter how much people are here for me, i always feel like there is no one

i think ive gotten better but i used to feel so alone even when in a room full of people

you just need to find a good friend that could lend you their shoulder when you need it

until you find a great person like that, you'll always feel like you have no one

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[Silly Puddy]

do y'all think i'll end up all alone?

Considering the fact you're asking for feedback and help, I'm pretty sure you won't end up alone. You're too courageous for that to happen. :)


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[nellie]

thank you everybody so much, even by getting replys makes me feel less alone. maybe i'll feel better tomorrow, lea's in school tomorrow, and he always cheers me up (even if he's just giving me a hug). i think i am going to tell him how i feel.

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[Alice S. Fuzzybutt]

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Nellie, I've been where you're at-- not knowing who to turn to and feeling all alone. Well, first off, you're not alone. You're part of this dysfunctional family called RonFez.net (whether you like it or not). Most of us are just an IM away. And if you still feel uncomfortable about reaching out, I've found that writing helps. I have oodles of journals from a very dark period of my life ("the winter of my discontent"). I wouldn't have survived it without writing.

Hang in there, hun!!!!!

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[HordeKing1]

NELLIE - I'm sorry you're so despondent. Hopefully the feeling is transient and will not last long.

You mention one friend in particular. If he or she isn't available, why not try calling one of your other friends? It is usually very helpful to share your problems with someone.

Feeling lonly is awful. Nonetheless you're able to recognize that there are people who care about you and even surround you.

There are times that people just get into a funk and they come out of it fairly quickly. On the other hand, it may be indicative of depression which you cannot just "snap out of."

Give yourself a little time and see if talking to your friends and getting out of the house cheers you up. If it does not, a consultation with a therapist is in order.



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