my shyness messed me up again

[sexy bastard]

i was at the station on friday going there to show support to icg, and when i came up there, I said hi to the guys had no prob i met them all before so no prob, but the minute the ladies came out of the studio my shyness came right out i mean all of you there could probably notice it that i was like in the corner all quiete and did not know what to say, i mean i met alot of the ladies and guys before and they are very friendly i guess my insecurity of how i look came over me cause i know i am not the best looking guy in the world...hell i make the elephant man look like tom cruise, and with my glasses that is my huge insecurity because they are so strong that freaking ray charles could see with them,so i just buckled up and hid in the corner then a few minutes later i was making eye contact and starting saying hi,and then after the kidnapping everyone left and i just found myself there all alone sitting on the couch i felt like such a tool. I am sorry that i was not more friendly, i just feel like such an ass.
sorry guys and gals

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[erinmoran]

your only human....and shouldnt be judged based upon this.

When i first met everyone at Fight Night....i was nervous and shy.....only because thats first time meeting these people.

The next time i hope i act different

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[sexy bastard]

but that is just it it wasnt the first time...i hope i am not like that if i am invited up again, i mean even when playing fooz ball i was shy and just trying to loosen up
i dont know i messed up but i do have to thank ron and fez for trying to make me feel welcome and frenchie for talking to me while we killed our lungs, and also christy for trying to make me smile
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This message was edited by sexy bastard on 4-13-02 @ 9:54 AM

[Christy]

FRIDAY NIGHT SUCKED FOR ME! LONG STORY SHORT ... I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET UP WITH ICG AND SEXY BASTARD, NEVER MET UP WITH ICG, I GOT LOST, COULDN'T FIND THE STUDIO, FINALLY GET IN THE STUDIO, GET RUSHED OUT BY SEXY BASTARD, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH ...

THANKS SEXY BASTARD FOR THE FLOWERS ... THAT WAS NICE OF YOU!

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[ChrisTheCop]

Bastard...Everyone has insecurities. Some people just deal with them better than others. I'm guessing I'm older than you, so lemme give u just one point of advice: Women are more interested in personality than in looks. Unbelievable, right? But true! You're obviously liked well enough to be invited up there more than once. I've read some of your postings, and I can tell that u have a great sense of humor...that is VERY important; everyone loves to laugh...even hot women. Shyness is an endearing quality in this world of pompous assholes, just dont let it control you. Okay?!!?

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Women are more interested in personality than in looks.


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[sexy bastard]

it isnt really about the women, it basically is 1. i am naturally shy at first, number 2 i hate these damn coke bottles on my face....like i said even when i was first there and the guys were there i was very quiete...hell i mean if you wanted to hear the quietest foosball game in history you should have seen me play i hardly made a peep..it just akes me a little while to get out of my shell...i just wish i would have been able to loosen up more you know...i think i need to get lasik surgery...maybe i will do that once i get the money.

that is why the whole sexy bastard thing is funny i rememebr when i first met people from the board i todl them my name and i got faces like funny guy...or like ummm is he serious...lot of the people caught right off the bat its a joke...i dont know it stinks to be that shy actually let me rephrase that it sucks to be like that
lol
i just hope i did not make to big of an ass of myself

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[Knocked]

i just hope i did not make to big of an ass of myself
I was there,,,,it didn't look like you made an ass of yourself, it's just that we all left so fast and we never got to really talk to you because it was so hectic. You should have gone to the strip clubs, you would have had a blast, besides with a little alcohol you would have been feeling as comfortable as anyone.

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[JustinR]

I have on and off shyness too. But alcohol seems to lift that.

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[loophole]

I suggest tipping back a few prior to going to the studio, thus achieving something in the range of beer muscles.


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[A.J.]

Sexy bastard...I'm the same way -- incredibly shy and nervous. I'm always a wallflower and never speak unless spoken to.

You're probably younger than me too so let me impart a little advice if you don't mind. I'm 31 and "wasted" my high school years, my college years and my 20s because I let my shyness get the best of me. Now I spend my time thinking "I wish I had done this or that differently" or "I wish I had taken a chance." Don't let yourself fall into this pattern! Just be yourself.

As ChrisThecop said you WERE invited to the studio -- so obviously you ARE liked! Maybe if you opened up a little more they'll get to know you and they'll learn that you're a good guy. So you see, the "door has been opened" so to speak. It's up to you to walk through.

As for your glasses --- my friend had the same type. He got contacts and things dramatically improved for him. Can you get contacts in lieu of Lasix?

[FaggotOfTheOpera]

screw alcohol. do some coke and you'll be everyone's best friend.

Disclaimer: I'm not really gay.

[sexy bastard]

the contact sthing i tried..i have myopia and stigmatism...whch means becuase of one of them i might be wrogn i think my retna or pupil is a different size so when i get contacts one is always either to loose and rolling around my eye or one is to tight
so i decided why pay 400 bucks for contacts and just pay 400 for geeky glasses and try to save money for lasik surgery

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[ROMEO]

SB, dude you are way cool bro. Overcome it bro,you know what kinda person you are. <P>
It's not the glasses that makes the man, it's whats inside. <P>
Just be youself, if they judge you on your looks, whats that say about them? <P>
Only you know whats in your heart, and if your happy with it , then what else really matters. <P>

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[sexy bastard]

thats just it romeo i am not happy with it
lol
if i was i wouldnt be so shy
lol
but i also want to thank you guys for making me feel better and those of you who were there that were kidn enough to tell me i wasnt being rude and a tool i really appreciate iti did not want to offend anyone or have them think badly of me
so thanks =)

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This message was edited by sexy bastard on 4-14-02 @ 2:12 AM