ALL OF MY POEMS (INCLUDING 3 I HAVEN'T POSTED)(There are over 20 of them)

[nellie]

"Beauty"

What is beauty
Is it what the vain girls before me think
Perfection on the outside
No matter what the cost
Does it matter
Weither or not I look high class
Does it matter at all
Isn't beauty in the eye of the beholder
Isn't true beauty from within
How can inner beauty
Be faslely duplicated on the outside
No matter how much make up you put on
If you're ugly on the inside
Won't it show on the outside?

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I wear my innocence like armor
It is my shield from the cruelties that reality brings...
My innocence is a little girl
Always at my side
Questioning the harshness of humanity
Wondering how people could be so cruel
She sees people as pure, made of love
Yet there is destruction
Hope is lost
Innocence is forever lost in the world
Yet the little girl always remains by my side...
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[Sheeplovr]

I refuse to read a word cause im a REBLE

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[Dan]

First of all, thanks for putting these all in one thread, Nellie. It really is helpful

Second, I've read through these poems and you truly have talent for creating indelible images. I don't know if you write simply for your own enjoyment (which is great) or if you want to take poetry to the next level to showcase or publish your work. Either way, though, you have definate skill.

If you do want to take it to the next level (and I have a feeling you do since you enjoy posting the poems here) do you mind if I give you a little advice from what I've learned over the years? I hope you don't because I'm gonna give it to you anyway. :)

Don't be so formal with your construction. All your poems have the same basic layout (step back and look at the poems themselves, not at the individual words and they all look the same). This is not a bad thing, you are just missing an opportunity for even more creativity.

Let me show you. I'm going to write your Poem, "Me." I'm not trying to tell you a better way to write it. I'm not saying my way is better, I just want to show you that you can experiment in poetry even more than just with the words. Here goes:

"Me"

I'm right
here in front
of you. Don't
you fucking care?

I try to show you
what's on
the inside. Why
aren't you looking?

I hold myself
up to you. You
let me fall. Don't
you want to see what's in me?

What makes me, me.

My emotions and
feelings. My hopes
and dreams. My anger
and sadness. Or
are you easily fooled
by my faceade?

Or maybe you
don't care afterall....

Again, my way is certainly no better than yours. In fact, it's certainly worse because it didn't come from your creative soul. I stole your words. BUT, don't you see how much more creativity you can squeeze into a simple poem if you break up the form. If you break your conventions. Poetry is great because you make your own rules. The more conventional rules you break, the better.

So, happy poem writing! Enjoy yourself. Let yourself go. Have fun. Let my words just be suggestions, not rules. Certainly not criticism. I think you have much talent to share, I just wanted to let you know that there are more and more ways for you to showcase that talent.

Also, practically, if you ever want to sell a poem to even the smallest of journals, they'll never accept that format. It's too conventional. Convention sucks with editors. Of course, you may be expressing your own creativity by following the convention, but editors don't see it that way.

p.s. Also, you know you don't always have to write about pain and heartache and despair. Trust me, more mundane topics (with a hint of despair) can be fun to write about too. It's also more liberating to toss aside depression for an hour or two by writing fascinating imagery about brushing your teeth, riding in a taxi, or waiting for a bus. Try it, it's fun.


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[nellie]

this is where i'm going to put all of the poems that i write.

i am a hopeless romantic, i am in love......

[nellie]

Also, practically, if you ever want to sell a poem to even the smallest of journals, they'll never accept that format. It's too conventional. Convention sucks with editors. Of course, you may be expressing your own creativity by following the convention, but editors don't see it that way

umm, i don't plan on selling my poems to journals. i'm going to try to publish a book of poems when i have enough

i am a hopeless romantic, i am in love......

[Christy]

Sweetie ... write about whatever you want, in whatever way you want! It doesn't matter! Just get it all out on paper!

If you only want to write about pain and heartbreak, go ahead! Just write!

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[Tall_James]

Here is a Haiku...

Me Chinese
Me Play Joke
Me Put Pee-Pee in your Coke.

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[nellie]

lmfao james!!!!

i am a hopeless romantic, i am in love......

[FMJeff]

poems are good, thread title is enormous...let's keep it down to a couple of words...




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[sexy bastard]

i would like to say something on this, it is wonderful to see you use a gift that you have, i do not know if its for your enjoyment or maybe you want to become a professional. But i would like to say something from my own experience in writing poetry.
Whether its for a loved one or for yourself, if your going to let others read it you should get it copyrighted and or easiest way of having some proof of owner ship mail it to yourself in a sealed envelope, i say this because i use to work with a guy who i let read some of my love poems and he had a girlfriend well without my knowledge he gave her some of my poems and brushed it off as his own, i found this out after she took one and sent it to a poetry contest and it hurt. so copyright it or if you cant afford to do that just mail them to your self and then a few weeks later let others see them.
another thing if you are published or not and i do believe there others here who have published works in my eexperience i have learned their pretty expensive so shop around for the best deal you can afford.
anyway good job and take care.
talk to you soon

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[cheezeemee]

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[ADF]

Haikus are 5/7/5--

Dark vanilla bean,
Wrinkly like an old man's schlong,
You taste soft and sweet.

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[Dan]

I've seen it on the board a few times, so I have to say: you can't copyright something by sending it to yourself in a sealed (or certified) envelope. They call that a Poor-Man's Copyright and no court in the land views it as actual ownership.

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[sexy bastard]

true true but at least that way if you have something dated by the us postal service and you open it and if some one says they wrote it a few months after you have the postmarked date that you have it helps alot though

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[Captain Rooster]

Nellie, I have been inspired by your work, and I would like you to read some of my work.

I wrote this poem a few yeras ago and I dug it up from my files. Tell me what you think, or just vommit and rid your mind of this lame attempt at writing.

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Sorrow

I wait through the to see is she will
come. I stand undaunted, waiting for her.
Car headlights slide along my windowsill.
The ink on her letter runs while I tear

The remnants of a life built for her, not
me. The dark blue room where I stand calls for
submission; I touch the glass pane's fog,
smearing the chilled breath of a man whose sore

swelling pain runs salty down his clenched face.
The tunnel of my world runs only to
a woman who forgot the embraces
of a man who wants her to cling to

the past. Crouching in the corner of my
room, I beg for heaven to help me die.


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[ROMEO]

Cool nellie has her own place,but she's also got a place in my heart.



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[synthfiend]

Sweet Dreams
Sweet torturous night to drown within
Your spires so mummify my sin
Sweet dreams of you in cream
Invade me once again
Lust the flavor of the night
Taste of cherry juice and spice
Sticky sweet drops to entice
Savored nectar drunk at night
Bonbons rest upon thy chest
Chocolate pools within thine eyes
Juleps form thy parted lips
Sweet wine and caramel within thy thighs
Scent of mint upon thy skin
Delicious all but where to begin
This sugar smorgasboard of sin
The flavor of honey dripping hair
The juices you've collected there
Sweet dreams of you in cream
And a spoon to dip it in




Aw damn. Was that me?

[cheezeemee]

This is turning out to be the hippest thread on the board.


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[nellie]

i love that people post there poems, i'm glad that my post helped other people post there's.
rooster- amazing poem! i love it.

i am a hopeless romantic, i am in love......

[nellie]

my innocence poem is getting published, and i have a chance to win $1,000.







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[nellie]

mew! hisssss!

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[ROMEO]

Another great one nellie..

leah ot epoh I
.traeh nekorb ruoy


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[nellie]

thank you




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[nellie]

"Tenderness"
My lips ache to be kissed
To feel the soft tenderness of another's lips
Caressing mine
My body longs to be held
In the arms of my true love
The person who loves me completely
And wants to make me happy....

[ROMEO]

someday nellie all your dreams will come true, and what great dreams they must be.

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[grlNIN]

Im doing something someone special asked me to do...

The sweet embrace of your arms
the kindest words roll off your tongue
I see the stars and moon in your eyes
together for eternity? even after we die?
Kiss me softly and let me taste your soul
Love me gently and your hands will help me know
I cant wait to see you, every second of every day
I want deeply to hold you, but i guess for now my dreams will due
The severity of my love could never be proven.

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

[synthfiend]

I have two more. the first one is my most recent. The second on is about the great love of my life.

Behold Me
I been walkin' like my middle name was God
I'm arrogant, fearless
I'll challenge any demon who thinks he's bad
"Come on and get this"
My sanity?
Useless
I was born Madness.
"Sellout" echoes in my ears
Still I embrace all of my blackness
I'm that uppity nigger
The man no one wants to see
The one who makes the Zulu and the Klansman agree
I'm a danger to live
Too smart to be killed
My "brother" locked me on target
"Massa's" kin on my heels
Life and death in my hands
Not a spare moment to kill
How much more will they fear me
When my truth is revealed?


Charmaine of the Star Smile
Out into night of indigo flames above
And winds that call thy name as love
Are beckoning to me though they are not seen
Saying "Come to meet our queen
"By starlight, by Raven's flight, through the rose and willow green"
There in the distance do I see: Charmaine, the queen
Bathing herself in the twilight's glory
As I stand ignorant of the story
Of how God took true love and beauty
And fashioned flesh of such purity and excellence
And wove into her angelline skin
The secrets of mens hearts both virtue and sin
For sacred is the ground she treads and holy is her smile
My hunger for her is never truly fed
And for her I'd walk the miles
Ten thousand journeys of a single step
To simply watch my angel as she slept.



Aw damn. Was that me?

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[nellie]

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[nellie]

mi dispiaci.....not my best work



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[grlNIN]

I dont feel wanted, loved, or needed
I dont hear those words i so long to hear from your lips
I pray you love me or just feel the same
I hope you can hear me, hear these things i have to say
Hear me, know me, see me, feel me
im as real as you outside and in
I dont know how to start this or help you let the light in

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

[ROMEO]

My frist poem,please don't laugh too hard.. <P> The Edge <P> I've climbed to the top
peered out over the edge
I said my goodbyes
turned to leap from the ledge

<P> From this life to the next
is where I long to be
But you turn me back
with the truth in me
that only you can see

<P> Though I am strong and you are weak
you will never let me fall
to find the anwsers I seek

<P> With an unbreakable grip
from deep within your heart and soul
I know you will never let me go

<P> As you pull me from my edge
with a never ending love
that is your pledge <P> <P>

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[cheezeemee]

blue cheeze
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i wake up
i log on
just to see
what's going on

great! look!
i got a thread
this one's cool
that one's dead

looks like
no replies
just as sad
when someone dies

but if it were
up to me
i'd reply to cheezeemee

cause cheezeemee
is so cool
cause cheezeemee
is no fool
cause cheezeemee
is has no fear
cause cheezeemee
is outta here!
ssssssssssseeyuh!
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[grlNIN]

I cant wait to hold you,
to cradle your very existance within my arms
To hold you for even a second would be heaven on Earth
Laughing by my side, such beauty you bare
Within you soul, in your eyes, and tucked away in your heart
I long to reach that place with you,
where everything will be held up high

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

[nellie]

romeo- your poem is amazing, if anyone laughs (and i doubt it) then they don't know any better.



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[grlNIN]

*blushing*

Breathe you in again and again
Keep you laughing, through your pain
Take you far, into another world
Show you a sun in which youve never seen shine
Your smile would be a thousand pearls washed upon a velvet shore
Let me touch you, let me taste you, let me open the windows to your soul
Keep you happy and you'll never know...a world of pain, a world of scorn, a world in which you carry a heart bitter and torn

Ma bien-aimee, ma enfant

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

[ROMEO]

I'm embarassed to follow you ladies. <P>
My Place <P>
Searching for my space
my place in life
where should I be
what should I be <P>
Sometimes I really don't care
I'm searching everywhere
looking , listening , learning
what is my heart yearning <P>
Will I ever find my space
I'm getting tired
I need to find my place <P>

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[nellie]

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[nellie]

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[nellie]

I'm embarassed to follow you ladies.

don't be, your poems are really good. i look foward to the next one


i am not alone....anymore

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[nellie]

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[nellie]

:(

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[grlNIN]

Keep it all
Give it all
Lose it all
for you
for your hands,
for your touch,
Your senses realed
My faith is all in you
So keep me safe
through all this pain
through this maddening instability
I see you within it all
The power you have, you dont eve realize
What i'd do for you
Get so far and lose it all,
go too fast and then slow down
None of it makes sense to me
but you do, youre my core
You keep me sane

Je t'aime touyours

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

[grlNIN]

I write these words for you,
I feel these words for you
Without you these pages would be blank
So take them in and feel what i am saying
what i mean
Like beautiful music you must listen with your heart
Wrap yourself around,
arms entangles with the rythm
Colors changing, feelings maturing
You can keep yourself grounded but ill tangle you back up again
Wrap my heart around your wrists and pull you into me
A surviving entity anonymous
The color so vibrant you have to feel its beauty to know its name
And its beauty is your own as well,
because i see you
I see your beauty

Tu ll ne faut pas le faire souffir



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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

[Pootertoot]

We both lie silently still
in the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside

Was it something I said or something I did
Did the words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Though I tried
But I guess that's why they say

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does

I listen to our favorite song
playing on the radio
Hear the DJ say loves a game
of easy come and easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And I know that you'd be here somehow
If I could have let you know somehow
I guess

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does


Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
but the scar, that scar remains

I know I could have saved a love that night
If I'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways
But now I hear you found somebody new
and that I never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does


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[nellie]

:(

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[Pootertoot]

Esta noche bailamos
Te doy toda mi vida
Quedate conmigo
Tonight we dance
I leave my life, in your hands
We take the floor
Nothing is forbidden anymore

Don't let the world dim my sight
Don't let a moment go by
Nothing can stop us tonight
1-Bailamos, let the rhythm take you over
Bailamos
Te quiero amor mio, bailamos
Gonna live this night forever
Bailamos
Te quiero amor mio, te quiero


Tonight I'm yours
We can make it happen I'm so sure
Now I'm letting go
There is something I think you should know
I won't be leaving your side
We're gonna dance through the night
I'm gonna reach for the stars


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[grlNIN]

Thats nice Pooter....very original...lol..


eillen, uoy ydaerla evah ym traeh

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

[Pootertoot]

I couldn't find the lyri--er, my other poem, "Eres Tu", or I would've posted that.

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[nellie]

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[nellie]

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[Pootertoot]

i have showed you my can of worms
let you peek inside of it


Now that's just unsanitary.

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[grlNIN]

you are worthy of love always...from the depths of my once mournful heart, i reached out and touched pure beauty, and it was you, je'taime

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

[nellie]

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This message was edited by nellie on 7-10-02 @ 11:52 AM

[nellie]

i delete the poems i don't like or feel anymore......





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[ROMEO]

Never give up
never give in
we'll never quit
we'll never leave
we'll be here alway's
It's about you
It's about us
We know the goodness in your heart
Open your eyes, see the goodness we see.
Whats in your heart is all that matters....
We need you forever!

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[nellie]

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[nellie]

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[nellie]

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[nellie]

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[ROMEO]

thank you nellie, making you happy makes me happy.

remember people do care,if you where'nt such a great person, you would'nt have such great friends.*HUGS*

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[grlNIN]

Im sorry you feel the way you do
Wish there was something i could say, something i could do
I will hold you til the sky falls down upon ours heads
I will will embrace your soul and keep it warm and safe
I love you, i hope you see that without you in my life
there would be no me

~I want you to be safe and Happy always ma cherie, you are the crescent moon that hangs from my sky....so perfectly illuminous, your beauty unable to be fathomed

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

[Sheeplovr]

HOBO STYLE

There's a voice that keeps on calling me.
Down the road, that's where I'll always be.
Oh, every stop I make, I make a new friend.
Can't stay for long, just turn around and I'm gone again

So, if you want to join me for awhile,
Just grab your hat, and we'll travel light.
That's hobo style

Maybe tomorrow, I'll want to settle down.
Until tomorrow, I'll just keep movin' on.
Until tomorrow, the whole world is my home

number 333 its the way to be
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[Pootertoot]

This is for you David...

Look around you

There are many things to see

That some would say could never be

These things I know

It's true and I will tell you so

They are there to see

If you believe.

Trolls and creatures and fairy kings

Birds that talk and fish that sing

And if your heart is true

Then you will find them too

In every wish and dream and happy home

You will find the kingdom of the gnome.


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[nellie]

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[nellie]

sadness in my heart grew
it was all consuming
but just as i thought it had me
it stoped....
shrunk down and went away
a ray of golden light radiated from where the darkness was
and i have hope again

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[nellie]

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[Pootertoot]

love I get so lost, sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes

love, I don't like to see so much pain
so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

and all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light,
the heat I see in your eyes


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"Every Time"

Every time I close my eyes
I can still feel your lips on mine
Your gentle touch on my arms
Your warm embrace

Every time I close my eyes
I can still feel the goosebumps you gave me
When you kissed my neck
And ear
And breasts

And every time I close my eyes
I am happy......

[grlNIN]

I feel empty and betrayed
by you my love
I feel battered, broken, and sore
all from you mi amore
Once took pleasure inthe sound of your voice,
now just painful, no cause to rejoice
It's all because of you my love
Nothing is the same yet everything is still in its place
You've changed me Diane
You let me love you but needed more
now here i sit bitter and torn
I want you still,
Oh God! how i yearn!
But i'll never have your lips or hands or eyes or heart
And because of this im torn

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

"And ive finally tasted the fruits of misery"

[grlNIN]

My heart has shattered all over the floor,
you gave me nothing yet i still want more
My dreams have been raped in a merciless night
This is what we both wanted but it just doesnt feel right
I heard your crying as you said what had to be said
I said i loved you and curled up numb on my bed
Youll always be with me,
across my heart and in my tears
A night of broken promises,
swallowed whole by shallow fears

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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

"And ive finally tasted the fruits of misery"

[nellie]

i was wrong
to get your hopes so high
i was wrong
to promise what i could not give
i was wrong
to lead you on
i was wrong
to hurt you the way i have

but....
you have to move on
find that special someone
the one that's right for you
that can be with you
and give you everything you deserve
everything i cannot

[Pootertoot]

I've detected a slight change in the underlying theme here...not sure what...but something...

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happiness
like magick is everywhere
and in everything
look around and smile
magick touches you
it's in the flowers
in the butterflies
magick
is in the sounds of the sea
and soft breezes of a warm summer night
and that magick brings happiness to everyone it touches
and everyone that opens their hearts to believe in it...

[nellie]

"Peachfish"

You made me feel
Like a new butterfly
The day you first tasted
My fuzzy pink peachfish
You took a taste
And craved more
You made me purrrr
And I quenched your thirst...

[nellie]

i wrote these last night at work:

Though you smile
I see pain in your eyes
You've been through
And seen many things
Your heart is torn
Though it has been through many wars
It reflects in your eyes
Years of sadness and pain
Heartache and loneliness...

Only you can heal yourself
I am merely here to help
_______________________
What has hurt you so badly
That you hide inside yourself
Who has hurt you so badly
That you think so poorly of yourself

What can I do
To show you there's nothing to fear
What can I do
To show you how truly special you are



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[nellie]

thoughts speeding through my mind
fast as light
i've never felt like this before
never felt what i feel for some one
but i feel it
and i feel it for you
i'm scared of it
scared that you'll not feel the same
or become bored with me
or become attracted to some one else
i am not the cutest kitten...

[nellie]

there is no such thing as too perfect
when i'm with you
being held in your arms
is pure extacy
falling asleep with you, curled up with you in bed
is bliss
kissing you
is passionate
you and i, we, are made for each other

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[nellie]

hugs and kisses
and sweet things
dancing in the rain
and long walks by the ocean
i see it all
and i see you by my side
for it all
and much more
eating in the starlight
falling asleep by a lake
you there through it all
there with me
hand in hand
special events become more special
because i do them with you...

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[Lulu]

very very beautiful, much better than the shit i write. you have a true talent, don't waste it all on this message board. go out and share it with the world.

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thankyou sooo much to Earth2Ron for making it and Gameguy for figuring it out.

FAQ princess! and YOU know it!

and i'm NOT a guy!

[ROMEO]

They get better all the time since you've been JerryTaken,,,LOL and it does my heart good to see you so happy.. WOW and a sig too. things are getting brighter everyday..
*HUGS* my friend.

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[nellie]

i warmth i've never experienced before
washes over me everytime i think of you
that warmth amplifies when i feel your touch
i love this warmth
and hope to feel it everyday
it makes me happy
like being wrapped up in a comfortable blanket
that protects me
and is loyal to me
and cares deeply about me...


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[JerryTaker]

um, here goes...

We're born alone
We die alone
what's in between
is left for change

we try to find
some faint beacon
to light our way
through the darkness..

when all seems lost
we're at our best
to find that light
however fleeting...

though lights burn out
and fade away
there're still embers
waiting to spark


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[grlNIN]

romantic jerry....lol


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A thousand lips a thousand tongues
A thousand throats a thousand lungs
A thousand ways to make it true
I want to do terrible things to you......

"And ive finally tasted the fruits of misery"

[ROMEO]

Nice Jerry, poems are all about what you feel.
Don't worry what others may say or think, it's not about them.

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[nellie]

every second of every moment
my feelings for you deepen
every second of every moment
we are apart i miss you more
every second of every moment
i feel you are too good to be true
every second of every moment
i feel some one will try to break us up
every second of every moment
i have faith in the fact that they will fail
______________
how can i describe
the depths of my emotions
shall i say
that they are as deep as the deepest seas
or as large as the grand canyon
as varried as the colors of a rainbow....
or that my feelings for you
are at the center of it all
___________________
saturday is the best
it's the day of you and i
lazing around
doing nothing
but being together
and loving each other
because that's all that matters
i wish it could be saturday forever
____________________
i can envision
nights of eating dinner with you
passionate kisses
and pasta with sauce
holding hands
looking into each other's eyes
not wanting the night to end
____________________
if this is a dream
i pray never to wake
to feel the warmth of your arms
and the gentle touch of your lips
night after night is what i want in this life
if this is a dream
i pray thee not wake me
for i am happy in this dream



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[nellie]

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[nellie]

The warmth of your sweet embrace
Lingers on my skin
Your words, honey to my ears
Play in my mind
The remebrence of your kiss
Brings me happiness...
Yet, it seems to you that I am upset when we part
If I do it is because i wish we didn't have to

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[nellie]

Your kiss, your touch
Is what dreams are made of
And I dream of them many a night
Longing for your sweet touch
And passionate kisses
I dream of being held by you
The warmth of your arms
I dream of everything with you
From grocery shopping to kissing
And I love it all
________________
I care very deeply for you
Deep within my heart and soul
You mean the world to me
I want to make you happy when you are sad
Take care of you when you are not well
I pray you feel the same of me
For you make my world whole
_______________
"To My Sweetest Love"

I have never truly been happy
Before I met you
I have been happy
But never this happy
You make my day with your smile
And make my night when you hold me
You take away all of my pain
And show me the sun
You take me out of my dark corner
And try to prove to me that I am needed and wanted
You try to make me happy
Sing me to sleep
And cradle me in your arms when I need to be held the most.....
My feelings for you run deeper than I have ever felt
They are deeper than the deepest seas
And as large as the universe and growing daily...


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[nellie]

i miss you
my sweetest love
the way you hold me close
the way you kiss me
i long for it to be the weekend
so we can be together
so i can cook for you
and we can hold each other
and take hikes
and fall asleep in each others arms......

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[grlNIN]

The echoing of your breath fills my ears
as my heart begins to crumble and gets washed away by tears
I felt my knees break and my body fall unto the floor
A walk so short but eternal
keep me wanting more and more
Your hand holds my head under the water and i see my world turn to red
I gave you my all and in return you left me for dead

I am The Fragile
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la tourner el ciel
et la tourner la mer

et la mer eh ven embrasse moi
et la deneh ve moi logis

a rien pa peut arrete moi
a rien pa peut arrete moi
a rien pa peut arrete moi
a rien pa peut arrete moi"

"And ive finally tasted the fruits of misery"

[nellie]

Sweetheart
I know you've been hurt before
That past loves have left you, bleeding and bruised
But I am not them
I care for you more than life itself
And I want to make you happier than you ever imagined possible...

Have faith in me
And I'll show you the same love and happiness you give me
The love and happiness I give you everyday
And will continue to give you
For as long as you will let me...

You will be in my heart....
Always
I love you...

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This message was edited by nellie on 6-17-02 @ 11:19 AM

[nellie]

::cries::

woke up sad
thoughts of pain and potential hurt
tears running in my body
looking for escape
but there is none to be found
hands shaking, body shaking
at what could be
and what seems inevitable
me alone
you gone
me curled up in my dark corner hoping for sleep....

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[nellie]

you speak lovingly to me
say what i've only drempt of being spoken
i was sad before we spoke this sunny day
thinking too much
i always think too much
but you held me tight
and assured me of your feelings
you hold me tighter
and tell me you'll never let go
i have feared you would
but i do no longer
because i trust you
with all of my heart
and i love you
with all of my heart
my sweetest love
hold me when i cry
kiss my tears away
tell me you love me and sing me to sleep....





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[nellie]

New love is special
The beging of something wonderful
Like flowers blooming
Or a baby's first laugh
Special moments
People connecting
Seeing that they can be loved
And no matter what they think of themselves
They are special
Because they have each other
I am special because I have you
And you are special because you have me...
And we are special because we are together

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[ROMEO]

Nellie your poems are very deep as always, you've got to trust what your heart feels it is real,BELIVE.

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[nellie]

In dreams
We are together
No moment of seperation
No missing each other

In a room
With a feather-soft bed
That has a canopee with translucent curtains
The room is candle-lit
You and I are there
Making love
gently
tenderly

We are on a beach
Dancing slowly under the light of the stars
By the light of the fire
Kissing
Passionately
Our love the fuel for our Passion

In my dreams
There is no one but us
And there is no concept of time or date
Like time stopped...

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[ROMEO]

Sounds like an Advant Garden, the place of my dreams.. I'm so happy you've found it,, someday I will.. *HUGS*

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[nellie]

I take you on a trip
Through the universe
In my silver spaceship
Marveling at the wonders of our solar system
The face on Mars and the blues of Neptune
Avoiding colision in the meteor belt
Traveling through the universe
No worries, no pain
Passing the black holes and meteors that got so many before us
That destroyed so many before us
But we missed them
And will continue to miss them
Our love is our force field



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[nellie]

my boyfriend
sweet and kind
faithful and true
you mean so much to me
you complete me...

you are my best friend and my lover
my better half
there's nothing i wouldn't do
for you
to see you happy
i love you
and i care about you more than anything else in this life

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[The Missing Link]

you have talent

[nellie]

outside
in a medow
by a stream
on a bed of rose petals
you and i
together
sleeping
in each other's arms
holding each other close
not wanting to let go
listening to the sweet sounds the stream
and happy to be together...



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[Bob Impact]

Dead Bodies
Our breath fades away into the still night as we walk over the dead bodies. Their death screams over shadowed by our silent conversation. She grasps my hand and we continue to walk over the dead, not stopping to notice their agony. Our breath mingles with the stench of the dead in the air, we continue. She glances at me, smiles, looks down and notes the dead, "Isn't it beautiful?" The parents loom over us, larger than life, gazing down upon their dead children. They say nothing, save the occasional groan. We walk further now, the dead crunching beneath our feet. We revel in the stench of death, the beauty of the corpses. The splendor of autumn surrounds us as we walk further into the still night air.

Get it?

-Bob Impact
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[nellie]

it's about autum, the parents are the trees and the dead are the leaves that have fallen, and the groaning of the parents is the wind, right?

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[Bob Impact]

Yup, you would be SHOCKED how many people don't get that one, I've got a billion more, maybe i'll post some one day.

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[nellie]

Two months
Flew by so fast
It feels like it was only yesterday
When I first met you

Two months
Of happiness
Wanting time to stop
So we wouldn't have to part

Two months
Seeing your amazing smile
Feeling the warmth of your arms
And your sweet kisses

Two months
Of loving each other
Comforting each other when either you or I are sad
And showing each other the love we have

Two months
Of pure happiness and love
Two of the happinest months of my life
And I want more of them, with you




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[nellie]

Dark shadows lurking
Clouds on the horizion
It is the approach
Of a dark corner mood
Traveling faster than i could run
It hits me head on
Yelling at me
Making me feel low
Tiny....

Darkess in my corner
There is no light
I was once out of this place
Foolishly thought I'd never return to it
It folows me
I will always have the dark corner behind me
Waiting to attack...

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[nellie]

no, i probably deleated them, they would have been on my first post in the thread...

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[Oh So Nessa]

I'm lost somewhere in the world
of words...resting my head
between nouns and verbs....
dreaming of sentences, and
snoring paragraphs....then I shall
awaken to the poem of a new
day
..........





..one day i'll be all the girl i'll ever
need to be..

[Oh So Nessa]

You know me don't you ...Do
you? Used to be you'd say "I see
right through you I read you like
a book"
Can you now? Oh I hear clearly
what you do say- It haunts like a
poltergiest even my deaf left ear
"It's not you it's me" 1000Xs
1000 Xs 1000 times over In the
clover and do me again PLEASE I
know Pleading's not sexy Right?
My pleas like fleas mites
mosquitos jump from me to you
and I see you sieze up shift itch
scratch with their bites at
suggestions of a tryst more than
a peck a kiss our moments now
lunged at missed by a fraction of
timing Are my prayers finally
answered coming back "postage
due?" this ain'tbefore it ain't
suicide lust those fulfilled wishes
of fishes sleeping with me where
the company I keep treads my
coral carpet deep while I reap
what I sow chipping cement
overshoe mud from my broken
trammeled ecosystem reef

No.

This is a PROCLAMATION A
DECLARATION To the true love
station in life That I want to
maintain

I am clickin' my worn down heels
Like some madman Tryin'
desparate to get back To that
fertile land we first lived in. Say I
was a singer a throw back
crooner chain smoke wing back
lounge lingerin' suave singer well
..I would give my ruby red right
shoe for you -just for some paper
with bars and clefts and big fat
spaces for the words to make it
REAL to make it HEARD my heart
rending love stealing feelings for
you BABY!!! And it'd be heard on
every top 40
alternative jazz country
infomercial weather reporting air
traffic controlling military order
bestowing religious right wing
bible thumping pentacost
preaching radio station IN THE
WORLD!!! In every language in
every dialect drumbeat dirge
through the teledex doin' a
chick-chicka ticker tape parade
each strip ripped through with
your name comin' down a rain on
the universes steet corner stickin'
wet to the sweat of the key of
"c" honer blowin crone makin' him
leap with each accordion lung
push pullin' your name your music
your song playin' long on your
tuberculosis healin' name. You
have been my junkyard cradle
sanctuary priestess ladelling me
over and over from your
bathwater font cleansing my
dismal decay away with daily
baptismal rituals humming
lullabyes bluesy swaddling
spirituals to my body taunted by
its excesses stresses real or
imagined that aimed bullets at
my head you dared to challenge
them

AND LOOK

I've never been the same since.


so go rite ahead.....


see right through me and read
me like a book.



ÿ





..one day i'll be all the girl i'll ever
need to be..

This message was edited by Oh So Nessa on 7-14-02 @ 10:12 PM

[nellie]

My sweetest love
I miss you so much
Think about you
Wish we were together always
Can hardly wait untill I see you again
Time flies when we are together
And seems to stop when we are apart...

I love you
And I hope we will see the day
When we won't have to wait a week
To see each other again...

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"my guardian is the planet of silence, soldier of death and rebirth, sailor saturn."

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[nellie]

i am bored
oh so bored
staring into space
thinking

i am loney
all alone
in my room
on my bed

i am sad
bored and lonley
staring into space
laying in my bed
thinking of not being sad....



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"my guardian is the planet of silence, soldier of death and rebirth, sailor saturn."

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[nellie]

i love you
love you
you
with all my heart
all my heart
my heart
heart
you are perfect for me
are perfect for me
perfect for me
for me
me
my soul soars when you hold me
soul soars when you hold me
soars when you hold me
when you hold me
you hold me
hold me
me
i love you completely
love you completely
you completely
completely
i want to be with you always
want to be with you always
to be with you always
be with you always
with you always
you always
always...

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[nellie]

chibi chibi..........

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This message was edited by nellie on 7-23-02 @ 10:54 AM

[nellie]

All alone with two cats
In a house of eight rooms
Looking over at my bulitin board
Wishing that my better half was here
Holding me
Letting me know I'm not alone

I curl up here
Alone
Thinking, dreaming
Alone
Not wanting to be
Alone

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[nellie]

I am sad
Am sad
Sad
I am not them
Am not them
Not them
Them
I am me
Am me
Me
I love you
Love you
You
I want to be with you
Want to be with you
To be with you
Be with you
With you
You
Hold me
Me

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[nellie]

sleep
alone
sad
pain
hurt
tears
alone
sad
dark corner
no one
sad
alone
tears
pain
hurting
sad
alone

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[nellie]

The air whispers sweet things
As my body crashes against the earth
Only to retreat and crash again
The air and i work together
To change and alter what reality is
The air is around
Invisible and part of the sky
I am the vastness of the deep waters
Air and water forever bound
As Uranus and Neptune by gravity

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[nellie]

the seas swell
there is new danger approaching
coming ever so close
storm clouds billow in the the distance
getting larger by the second
moving in, moving closer
time is running out...

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[nellie]

I just got it! You started this thread just so you can rack up a bunch of posts! Genius! Simpy Genius!


????????????? no i did it to share my poems and see what people think about them...

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[grlNIN]

Hands from every angle tear into my soul
Always thought id be the one to make it but how much further must i go?
Something once so beautiful is now broken and blue
Christ couldnt save himself
what the fuck am i to do?
Leave me to sort through the ashes of my life
The storm came unnoticed and took away my sight
Now i have nothing
not even a single ray of light





Merciful Death, How You Love Your Precious Guilt
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~Coven Member~Violent Echo...cover your ears~

Underneath her skin and jewelry,
hidden in her words and eyes
is a wall that's cold and ugly
and she's scared as hell.
Trembling at the thought of feeling.
Wide awake and keeping distance.
Nothing seems to penetrate her.
She's scared as hell.


I am frightened to.

Wide awake
and keeping distance from my soul.
I am scared like you.

Tool is Poetry in Motion

[grlNIN]

The thunder screams your name
and now only tears will heal the pain
Time consumes the fear of never seeing your face again
Orion, you are the clouds that part my sky
Eyes so blue can only be hidden by the darkness of the truth




Merciful Death, How You Love Your Precious Guilt
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~Coven Member~Violent Echo...cover your ears~

Underneath her skin and jewelry,
hidden in her words and eyes
is a wall that's cold and ugly
and she's scared as hell.
Trembling at the thought of feeling.
Wide awake and keeping distance.
Nothing seems to penetrate her.
She's scared as hell.


I am frightened to.

Wide awake
and keeping distance from my soul.
I am scared like you.

Tool is Poetry in Motion

[grlNIN]

My brothers' pain grows in my stomach
I reach out for his heart
all i feel is air
The cold breeze that blows through him
And all i want is my family back
but it will never be
Ill never have what is now a distant memory
I hold my hands so cold
I dont think anyone knows pain
Its always grey, my eyes always hurt and im always wanting more
Ill never have it all




Merciful Death, How You Love Your Precious Guilt
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~Coven Member~Violent Echo...cover your ears~

Underneath her skin and jewelry,
hidden in her words and eyes
is a wall that's cold and ugly
and she's scared as hell.
Trembling at the thought of feeling.
Wide awake and keeping distance.
Nothing seems to penetrate her.
She's scared as hell.


I am frightened to.

Wide awake
and keeping distance from my soul.
I am scared like you.

Tool is Poetry in Motion

This message was edited by grlNiN on 8-7-02 @ 12:05 PM

[grlNIN]

Create a pain just for you
ive been through hell and seen it all
a --------- with a gun to my head was just enought o bring me back
And now im taking you there...
im showing you my world
Ive made a faith through this hate
like a piece of raw meat upon my plate
ive swallowed it whole digesting all the calamity
Hold my hand, ill squeeze so tight, break your bones
Show you our epitaphs, how glorious, they burn red upon the stone
Youve become what i am, nothing to the eye but poison to the soul
And youre screaming keeps me sane




Merciful Death, How You Love Your Precious Guilt
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~Coven Member~Violent Echo...cover your ears~

Underneath her skin and jewelry,
hidden in her words and eyes
is a wall that's cold and ugly
and she's scared as hell.
Trembling at the thought of feeling.
Wide awake and keeping distance.
Nothing seems to penetrate her.
She's scared as hell.


I am frightened to.

Wide awake
and keeping distance from my soul.
I am scared like you.

Tool is Poetry in Motion

[grlNIN]

i tried to be the one
standing in your eyes at night
My love for you is immortal
id break myself upon a thousand rocks for you
like the bitter waves of the sea
In my heart you are the only one for me
I took your beauty and cast it to the sky so you would be with me forever
No question that mylove for you is undying, immortal




Merciful Death, How You Love Your Precious Guilt
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~Coven Member~Violent Echo...cover your ears~

Underneath her skin and jewelry,
hidden in her words and eyes
is a wall that's cold and ugly
and she's scared as hell.
Trembling at the thought of feeling.
Wide awake and keeping distance.
Nothing seems to penetrate her.
She's scared as hell.


I am frightened to.

Wide awake
and keeping distance from my soul.
I am scared like you.

Tool is Poetry in Motion

[grlNIN]

Break the skin three more times, three is the magic number
One for you, one for me, and one for the holy ghost
See the red river flow through my eyes
and kiss my cold skin as i look up at the sky
I feel empty and grey
nothing i can do or say
to relieve myself of all this pain
Hold me, Hurt me, Kiss me, Cut me
I am yours for the breaking




Merciful Death, How You Love Your Precious Guilt
<img src="http://tazz1376.homestead.com/files/rfnetgrlnin.jpg">
~Coven Member~Violent Echo...cover your ears~

Underneath her skin and jewelry,
hidden in her words and eyes
is a wall that's cold and ugly
and she's scared as hell.
Trembling at the thought of feeling.
Wide awake and keeping distance.
Nothing seems to penetrate her.
She's scared as hell.


I am frightened to.

Wide awake
and keeping distance from my soul.
I am scared like you.

Tool is Poetry in Motion

[nellie]

The seas are stormy, violent
The sky dark and clouded
there is no light, except that which comes from a pink rose floating in the sea
The rose pale pink
And the light dim
The water around the rose is earily calm
And music is heard faintly in the night
Music from a jewlery box
Everything begins to calm
And the clouds begin to clear
Finally the seas are still and the sky filled with stars
The pale pink rose continues on it's journey, with the faint sounds of music around it

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[nellie]

i wrote this at work on monday:

I sit here at work
Thinking about you
Missing you
Imagining looking into your beautiful blue eyes
And seeing your amazing smile
Thinking about how much you mean to me
And how amazing it is that the person of my dreams sees me as the girl of his

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[nellie]

I was alone
Thought I was always going to be alone
I started to accept it

I met my sweetest love one day in May
Kind, loving, considerate honest, and faithfull
I never thought I'd meet anyone like him
Except for in my dreams

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[nellie]

Our love is pure and true
Unconditional
And ment to be
I can feel your love in your touch and kiss
See it in your eyes
Hear it in your voice
I love you completely
As I never thought I would ever love
And I feel your love
As I never imagined I'd be loved...

All the pain and lonliness I felt is gone
Replaced by happiness and love

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[ROMEO]

Great to see ya back in action girl.

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GOD BLESS, tx oz

[nellie]

should i let this thread die? i love posting my poems on the board, but i was hoping for some feedback on them and or other board member posting poems of their own...

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[ROMEO]

feed back; your poems are so great, and they always let me know what state of mind your in.. As of late they have been happy up-beat and that makes me happy.

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GOD BLESS, tx oz

[nellie]

"I love you, Ti amo, Je t'aime"

How many ways can I show you how much I love you?
I can tell you in three different languages
Ti amo
I love you
Je t'aime
I can show you when I look into your eyes
Feel it in my gentle touch and hear it in my voice...
Je t'aime, ti amo, I love you


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Thanks Fallon!

[nellie]

i changed my mind, i love posting my poems here...they show my love for my sweetheart

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Thanks Fallon!

This message was edited by nellie on 9-12-02 @ 9:42 PM

[nellie]

mi amore
i love you with all my heart and soul
you are perfect for me
it was fate that we met
and even if people try to break us up and get inbetween us
they won't succeed
our love, our bond is more powerful then their anger
they can't seperate us
ever...

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Thanks Fallon!

[JerryTaker]

I have no poems (yet) But I love this thread :-)

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[nellie]

pink roses
floating in the sea
floating serenly on the calm rolling waves
where there was once one rose there are now many
that one rose
the one that started it all
is ours
the pale pink rose that symbolizes our love
now i believe other people have roses too...

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Thanks Fallon!

[nellie]

this thread is ours
dedicated to our love
we are the only ones that read it now
and if it were not for our love, it would have died
faded away months ago
about 4 months ago to be exact
i love you with all my heart and soul
and i will continue to post of our love as long as there is a place to post....

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Thanks Fallon!