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Supervixen

04-22-2002, 02:47 PM

I dont know why i decided to post but okay here
goes I juyst felt like saying a few things.

missy- i love u girl! thanks for all the support youve
aloways given me- just wanted to say that cause
its on my mind.

I know some of u may know im straight edge- no
dinking, no drugs, no meat, not even caffiene but
what a frigin week ive had...
i got backstabbed by two people who i trusted
more tha anything, i worked my frigin ass off on a
production that didnt even go that great- dispite my
hardwork and hours up till the sun came up, so
here i am STILL at the cast party which began at 6
pm last nite and i was pursueded into drinking jus a
lil bit and lemme tell u it feels damn good :D
but jus for tonite, today i mean then ima be okay
again, i guess i dunno...

question: do any one else ever feel just TIRED
when ur drunk? i feel not silly or angry or anything
just tiRed.

i cann hold my liquor tho dude ya kno i drank 3
shots of blackhous, one tequila shot ( that my set
design etacher gave to me) and a six pack of
smirnoff ice- i know i know, not a whole lot but like I
said, i dont drink.
okay im done, lemme just tell u what i wanted to
say-
i love a whole bunch of u i really do, AG I hope u got
home ok that nite- i love u darlin.
and inky i love u too and we have to hang out soon.
missy- u are my girl forever!!!!!!!!
and hordking thank u for the hours of help and
suppo

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04-22-2002, 03:23 PM

Anna I dodnt go home that night I made plans to stay at my cousins place 3 blocks up. Im not really sure of your reason behind this post though. It seems your upset with yourself for going against you believe in as far as str8 edge goes. My oppinion on this is that there is nothing wrong with what you did.From the sound of it, and even your away message you sound like youve had a rough week and there is NOTHING wrong with what you did. Dont be so hard on your self, sometimes you just have to go against all that you believe in. Your a great person with alot of great features, dont ever change no matter what!

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erole

04-22-2002, 03:32 PM

the what happens to you when you drink is a good question. If I have beer nothing really happens. Long Islands and things like that make me chatty at first and then I just hit a wall and get sleepy. I just get real tired and worn out. Recently I tried wine. Wine makes me chatty, giddy, and sorta happy. <P>
I'm starting to think that it depends on what you drink. Is this true for everyone else? <P>

ADF

04-22-2002, 04:22 PM

no meat

Do you have to be vegetarian to be considered "straight edge"? Instead of "straight edge", why don't they call it "takes no part in the joys of life"?

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angrymissy

04-23-2002, 04:50 AM

Aw Anna you're the best - don't worry if you slipped up, I know you'll do fine - you know you can always call me if you need anything!!

Much <3 to anna

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angrymissy

04-23-2002, 04:50 AM

wilee

04-23-2002, 05:36 AM

Anna-

Alcohol affects different people differently. Some get happy, some get mean, some get tired, some get chatty, etc. If you haven't been drinking for some time, your "resistance" may have been low. A few drinks can affect people who have not been drinking for some time. I have experienced this before when I've been "on the wagon".

If you're tired, that's fine. I usually get a combination of chatty and tired when I drink. If you're upset that you had a drink when you chose a lifestyle that doesn't include alcohol, you shouldn't be. You're human. I have more respect for people who commit to something and can carry it through with an occasional lapse, than someone who consistantly goes against their beliefs. Don't worry about it- it happened and there's no sense in dwelling on it.

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JustJon

04-23-2002, 12:30 PM

anna, were you drinking when you wrote this? Your grammar and spelling go on a steady systematic decline through the whole thing...

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Supervixen

04-23-2002, 12:36 PM

yeah I was drinking when I wrote that. I look back
now- the day after- and im not really mad at myself,
like I thought I would be.
I didnt throw up so I can deffinitely hold my liquor,
and I didnt act like too much of a fool, as bombed
as I was.

Its just different for me cause I havent drank in so
long- I was a lil mad at myself for breaking
something so important to me but I also told myself
that things are changing and I wasnt happy with
the way I was or the way things were going in my
life and If your not happy then what do you need?
You need a change, and thats everything- I really
needed to be drunk so I could sit down with myself
and think things out and figure out where I go from
here.

Altogether, as a person who really doesnt drink, I
can say I handled myself well, but I dont think Ill be
drinking again anytime soon, it was really just a oen
time thing to straighten myself out and it did help
but it also made me remember why Im not a
drinker.

I think wether or not i will drink again, is soemthing
that I really have to work on- really have to think
about and decide for myself which is the best thing
to do- like alot of other things in my life right now-
but all in all, a change has to be in effect because
things were not making me happy and it saddens
me a lil bit that it took a six pack of smirnoff to
figure that out but okay whats done is done and
thanks for your responses helping me figure out the
littlest question to my biggest fears. I really

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furie

04-23-2002, 01:51 PM

I do get tired when drunk, but that's toward the end of the evening. I'm happy at first.

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Zipgun

04-23-2002, 02:24 PM

Come to the dark side.

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