Doomed..........

[grlNIN]

I think i am doomed to live my life alone, i dont understand relationships, or men for that matter, even women drive me insane and i never really invisioned the wife and 3 kids white picket fence scenario. I dont think i am meant to be in love and married...this is as good as it gets, this is my life...

I am The Fragile
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~Coven Member~Violent Echo...cover your ears~

i got my head, but my head is unraveling
can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
i got my heart but my heart is no good
and you're the only one that's understood

i come along but i don't know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go but you're reaching, dragging, shaking me
turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you, the more i die

[grlNIN]

funny stuff...

I am The Fragile
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~Coven Member~Violent Echo...cover your ears~

i got my head, but my head is unraveling
can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
i got my heart but my heart is no good
and you're the only one that's understood

i come along but i don't know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go but you're reaching, dragging, shaking me
turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you, the more i die

[Earth2RON]

czm you is a modern day pimp.....lmao
if you fed me wine,and cheese i would be yours forever:)


Sunshine i wanna lap dance on my tongue
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puss* dont put it in my face"

[erole]

i never really invisioned the wife and 3 kids white picket fence scenario.
anyone who dreams of this is a fruitcake. white picket fences fall, the paint peels, the wood rots. children grow up and leave the house. and anyone who says i want this many cars and this many kids is not just one of the most boring, controlling, compulsive people on earth, they are just downright dead to the world that is actually out there. don't let the prevailing stereotypes deter you from your own dreams or visions.
lately, i've had the same doom and gloom feeling about being alone and not understanding people. i just lived long enough to know better. let it go. relax. just live how you think you should. take your time. meet people. go through the motions of rejection, regret, happiness, fear, and you will sculpt out over time - an idea. then you might meet someone who fits the bill. not perfectly. but who wants perfect anyway. so boring. just grow and grab the experience you need to judge and choose with more wisdom and understanding.
it will pass grl. just know that no one is perfect. be patient. you will find a few people in your world that can, and would want to, make you happy. hang in.
and as to not understanding men or women...it will get better over time, but you will never fully understand anyone person. the most important person to understand first, is yourself.

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[ChrisTheCop]

Why would you equate being alone with DOOM? It's almost 6pm, i havent showered and i'm walking around my house in just boxers...on the internet at that!! I doubt I'd be this happy if i had the dream of which u speak. May it last forever!!!

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[fatty]

It's almost 6pm, i havent showered and i'm walking around my house in just boxers...


now i'm starvin

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Shorty let me tell you about my only vice,
It has to do with lots of lovin' and it ain't nuthin nice.

[ShelleBink]

uhm, can i have a pic of that chris? :)

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[Arienette]

erole, marry me please? or... err.. something slightly less stereotypical and obvious?

anyway, i agree with erole's take on this. i think everyone's felt that way at some point.. some more than others maybe, but everyone feels it. this relationship stuff is not easy. you do what you can. you meet right and wrong people, at the right and wrong times.. you're perfect or imperfect for them at the time. there are so many factors sometimes it amazes me that people work it out at all...

but they do. i see it all the time. and, as much as i hate it sometimes, this whole thing is kind of fun. it's fun and scary and exciting and painful and we do it. no matter how many times i've said or thought that i wouldnt do it again, i always have. and i think i even like the hurt just a little, too. "love is an excuse to get hurt.. and to hurt"

maybe some of us wont end up coupled.. and that's fine. most of us probably will. most people do. but it's all fine and we keep doing our thing and trying to find something better. we'll feel better and worse. it's life and it's all kind of good, even when it's horrible

i dont know if this is inspiring or depressing. a bit of both, i guess...

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i want a lover i don't have to love
i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk

[Poopsyc]

Life is what you make of it. Everyday decision lead the path of your life. Only you can change what path you walk. If you are not happy, maybe it's time you try a different one.

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[Coco]

You hold the key to your own happiness. If you keep looking for it in other people you will always be disappointed because it doesn't exist there. It is found in your own heart.

Whenever I think my life is really bad, I think of a guy I knew years ago that was lving in a convalescent home for paralyzed people. The guy was paralyzed from his neck down and painted the most gorgeous pictures with a paintbrush in his mouth! I will never forget him and always think of him for inspiration when things get rough.

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We can't change our past, but we can change the way we look at it - into something more positive

[pinkflamingogirl]

It's almost 6pm,You Night Owl you ;)

i havent showered and i'm walking around my house in just boxers...on the internet at that!! I doubt I'd be this happy if i had the dream of which u speak
Haven't met the right girl. When I get married, I plan to walk around in just boxers too. ;) (His used & skidmarked ones!)

Too many people are in a rush to get married. They have unreal expectations. Men cheat, women lie. That's the way it goes..... and it's depressing when you realize it, but you'll grow up and be ready to deal with another person's faults. Cause it's not like you don't have them too.

Two trailer park girls go round the outside, round the outside!