I need your help Horde

[Godzilla]

I know we've been going through some shit..but i need help horde...recently i've been very depressed, i think we all know why. well, for about 3 months now i've been eating uncontroably..i've been eating so much it is scaring me, but i can't stop. and at night, when i try to sleep, i get so depressed i just cry like a lil bitch for hours..just screaming for someone to kill me, begging god to kill me, to just accept me as a lost cause and to end it. i get violent against myself at night...i punch and bite myself, and i just keep on wishing all this pain and shit i have would just go away, but it never does....i'm in bad shape, and i have no one to help me, i have no friends, no women like me, i'm a fat fucking laughingstock. i looked up psychologists, and none work in a place where i can get to, i have no car, and the shrinks i looked up all work outta town. even if i find one, i have no money. i know you said some will work pro bono, but i'm still not sure. i've even though of checking myself in at the psycho ward of my local hospital. it's getting bad horde..help me

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[girl germs]

i know i'm not the hordeking but i know what you are going through, godzilla. i can really understand your situation right now and it totally sucks to see or know that you are this depressed. i wish i could help but there is probably nothing i could do to make you feel better. maybe checking into a pyschiatric unit would be the best thing to do right now, i don't know. you should definitely go through some sort of psychiatric evaluation though. good luck godzilla. i hope you feel a lot better soon.

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This message was edited by girl germs on 6-14-01 @ 10:29 AM

[TomPoo]

I am assuming you posted this publicly cause you want to hear from more people than just the horde king.

Listen buddy, I can't offer you much, but you will get through this, go see whoever you need to see, and if you need a ride to the doctor I will be more than happy to give you one.

Good luck, listen to the Horde King (he knows what he is talking about) and be strong brother.

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This message was edited by TomPoo on 6-15-01 @ 10:45 AM

[HordeKing1]

GODZILLA - You sound like you're going thorough an episode of major depression perhaps coupled with another problem based on your description of self-mutilation. Suicidal thoughts are not to be taken lightly. Nor are the feelings of self-loathing you are experiencing. You absolutely need to speak to a psychologist or psychiatrist.

According to the DSM - IV, page 356, the following are some of the criteria used for establishing a diagnosis of major depression. Note, that the diagnosis must be made, by a trained professional, but knowing these symptoms, might make you more likely to seek treatment.

Five or more of the following symptoms have to be present for at least 2 weeks and represent a change from previous functioning.
1. Depressed mood most of the day, nearly every day
2. Diminished interest or pleasure in all, or almost all activities
3. Significance weight loss (more that 5% of body weight in a month) or decrease or increase in appetite nearly every day
4. Insomnia or hypersomnia
5. Psychomotor agitation or retardation observable by others
6. Fatigue or loss of energy
7. Feelings of worthlessness or excessive or inappropriate guilt (which may be delusional) nearly every day (not merely self-reproach or guilt about being sick).
8. Diminished ability to think or concentrate, or indecisiveness
9. Recurrent thoughts of death, recurrent suicidal ideation without a specific plan, or a suicide attempt or a specific plan for committing suicide.

From what you write, you would certainly seem to meet criteria numbers 1, 3, 9, and possibly 4. That's 3 or 4 out of 5 needed for a diagnosis. That's just from the brief information you wrote.

I stress the need to see a psychologist. I'm virtually certain that teaching hospitals must accept all patients, even those without insurance. Don't put this off. It will not go away by itself. Seek professional counseling immediately.


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[vegeta]

Zilla, it's good that you air your personal issues to the members of this board, but you have to get a damn grip!

I'm guessing that a great majority of the people who post her have been through sad times in their life, but some of us have also gotten over it.

The only person bringing you down is YOU. go out and live your life and stop feeling sorry for yourself. And find a chick to bang. That'll definately calm your nerves.

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[TomPoo]

This was posted like a month ago... Anybody hear anything new?

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[HordeKing1]

I haven't heard from Zilla in awhile. However, I've spoken to people who have and they tell me that he is doing OK.

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