phixion
10-26-2002, 08:13 PM
i wrote this letter in may. i was graduating highschool and i had one last piece of business to handle. it was about a girl. she suddenly stopped talkin to me for no reason. so eventually i just wanted her to sign my yearbook and maybe get some resolution as to the way she felt about me. i left this note in her locker during my finals. the only thing edited out are the names. just let me know if im an ass, a fool, whatever, it doesnt matter.
Im almost done and I need o talk to you. But u keep shuttin me out so im writing this. Lissen I care about u kno that. and u also kno how I care for u. as a friend and I care about u on other levels. Remember the day u were upset about all the bullshit Indian club put you thru with the re-vote crap. And u asked me y do I kept staring at you? I kept staring at you because you were/are beautiful. Even in ur anger I saw ur pride. I watched the fire burn in u and honestly not that it made me happy but ur anger enhanced everything I know about u. but also the anger u felt poured thru me. I was redy to tear Shijo apart. Only because I knew he pissed u off. And that anger fueled a part of me. and when u just shut me down I felt my heartbreak. U talked to everyone but me, and it hurt. I miss you. I miss hearing ur stories. I miss seeing you smile. I miss watching you sift through ur hair. I miss looking at you while u played nice to people u didn't like. I miss hearing u call me the only trini worth trusting. Hell remember that rhyme I wrote in response to urs? That was directly from the heart as whack as it was, I didn't get time to make it proper, make it fit you. And who you are. But that's not y im writing this. im writing this just because I wanted u to kno this and I wanted u to sign my year book. I kno ur gonna have the hour free and I want you to either sign my year book, its gonna be in my loker. Or if you want wait to talk to me once. Im going to be there once I finish my test. I do miss you . ur one of the few people I will miss. Newhoo you can do what ever you wish. Sign now, or talk to me or don't sign at all oh I 4got, u kno where my loker is its number 227 my lok is 14,24,14.
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Im almost done and I need o talk to you. But u keep shuttin me out so im writing this. Lissen I care about u kno that. and u also kno how I care for u. as a friend and I care about u on other levels. Remember the day u were upset about all the bullshit Indian club put you thru with the re-vote crap. And u asked me y do I kept staring at you? I kept staring at you because you were/are beautiful. Even in ur anger I saw ur pride. I watched the fire burn in u and honestly not that it made me happy but ur anger enhanced everything I know about u. but also the anger u felt poured thru me. I was redy to tear Shijo apart. Only because I knew he pissed u off. And that anger fueled a part of me. and when u just shut me down I felt my heartbreak. U talked to everyone but me, and it hurt. I miss you. I miss hearing ur stories. I miss seeing you smile. I miss watching you sift through ur hair. I miss looking at you while u played nice to people u didn't like. I miss hearing u call me the only trini worth trusting. Hell remember that rhyme I wrote in response to urs? That was directly from the heart as whack as it was, I didn't get time to make it proper, make it fit you. And who you are. But that's not y im writing this. im writing this just because I wanted u to kno this and I wanted u to sign my year book. I kno ur gonna have the hour free and I want you to either sign my year book, its gonna be in my loker. Or if you want wait to talk to me once. Im going to be there once I finish my test. I do miss you . ur one of the few people I will miss. Newhoo you can do what ever you wish. Sign now, or talk to me or don't sign at all oh I 4got, u kno where my loker is its number 227 my lok is 14,24,14.
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drinking beers, beers, beersrolling fatties, smoking bluntswho smokes the blunts?we smoke the blunts." -Jay