i hate today

[Jennitalia]

it was 10 years today that one of my best friends was killed in an accident. he was driving back to our college from his father's 50th bday party, and a car hit him head on. i remember getting ready to go out that night when we heard. i didn't believe it until they showed it on the news that night, and i lost it. i remember the last time i saw him, too, right before he left for his parent's place. we were really close. we both started college as very shy and quiet kids, and kinda bonded that way. by our second semester we became fast friends. i was dating a mutual friend, but we always had feelings for each other. he really taught me how to have fun and be silly, and to this day a part of me is still trying to have fun for him. it certainly doesn't hurt as much as it first did when he died, and it took me a long time to recover from it. but i miss him like crazy.

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[Wormwood]

after reading that I think I hate today too, I'm sorry for your loss.

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[Death Metal Moe]

Sorry Jenn. I don't know your personal pain but I know that it never really goes away, and can sneak up on you while you're alone.

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[Justice4all]

Jenn, I did not know today was the anniversary of his death.
I know you are strong and you will get thru this.
Keep your chin up.
As the saying goes...this too shal pass.

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[Doogie]

I will not write necessarily the atypical response of "Im sorry to hear that", although I do feel that way. Because I have a close friend whose anniversary I get very downtrodden over every year when it comes around so I know what you are going through...but I will leave you with some words that will attempt to assuage your feelings now. They come from Confuscious and are words that help me to overcome a tough day like that

We dont know enough yet about life...how can we know about death??

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[ChrisTheCop]

By remembering him on this day (and others I'm sure), you honor him. We all can only hope to have a friend as special as he was to you, and as you still are to him.

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[Duke]

i am sorry to hear that....

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[keithy_19]

I'm sure your friend is up there in heaven having a blast.

Its hard to get over someones death who you care about. I wish you the best.

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[uncleryan]

i know you miss him and im sorry for your loss....However keep in mind that he is in a far more greater place.

[Mike Teacher]

Not sure what I agree with in the following, but...

From someone I admire quite a bit, reflecting on his mothers death:

I came to appreciate the utter necessity of death. In an obvious sense, life and death are reverse sides of the same coin.

Without life there cannot be death, and without death life is without imperative. Death, in this view,
is an inevitability.

But death is far more than mere inevitability, and makes a contribution to life which enables life to continue.

With the cessation of a life, something is returned to life and living things of what has been acquired during this life well lived.

Our contemporary culture seems to be the only culture in history which doubts that an individual consciousness, concentrated within one particular
life, is an ongoing and continuous action contained within the growing overall human consciousness.

For my part, I have no fear that my Mother's
death has ended very much at all, but perhaps provided her the opportunity to trade in an old vehicle for a speedier model.

There is only one father in the world. There is only one mother in the world. But there are many children.

I have not lost my mother, but I miss her company.

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This message was edited by Mike Teacher on 11-23-03 @ 4:31 PM