NickyL0885
03-20-2005, 08:56 PM
Ok, let me explain the story. Last year, around April, I started liking this girl. We laughed,talked and had alot in common. So, i realized she was my first true love. I was so in love, even when she told me she wasn't interested, i still liked her. But one night she pulled me aside and said my "sexual comments" make her umcomfortable. Basically i would say things like "hey, lets have an orgy" etc. Now for some reason, she thought i was serious and that i meant it towards her. So, the next night, i apologized and when i asked her if everything was ok between us, she replied "yea". But after that, she started avoiding me. She minipulated my friends so they would not hang w/ me. It was really bad. So, after haveing friends trying to change her mind, she agreed to be my friend again. Now, in Auguest of 04, i finally got over her. But lately, i've started getting memory flashbakcs of her and the time i was in love w/ her. I can't explain it. even after all teh shit she did to me, i still thought about her. I also noticed it was during when i listened to the band Trapt. Because during the time i liked her, i was listening to them. I just cant't figure out why this is all happening to me. It pains me to see her kiss her boyfriend in front of me. Why can't i get over her?
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v303/Kevin2700/nikk.jpg
".........And she would be my prefessional ball washer"
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v303/Kevin2700/nikk.jpg
".........And she would be my prefessional ball washer"