Today might be the day

[blakjeezis]

<p>Seriously, I'm on the fucking brink. I may stab someone. I've just, I dunno, I've had enough. Every thing, every little fucking thing that goes wrong I want to tear the walls down. Like, a washer falls off a bolt and I'm ready to launch the a $1200 piece of electronic equipment across the room. I'm on edge. I can't even have a conversation, a normal, pleasant chat with a co-worker, without becoming enraged. I'm William Foster. I'm Private Pyle. I'm Margot fucking Kidder. </p><p>Everything and everybody is useless. Nobody gives a fuck about anything or anyone else. Everyone's become&nbsp;trapped, running around their own little habitrails, and so have I. And I hate it. Humanity, if&nbsp;that's even&nbsp;what you can call the ever-weakening&nbsp;bond between all&nbsp;these&nbsp;sad little&nbsp;collections of&nbsp;fat, blood, and bile that are capable only of poisonous thoughts and deeds,&nbsp;is disintegrating exponentially. Everyday is worse, and only makes the next step down the slide, that much easier to take, and&nbsp;I don't hink there's any way back.&nbsp;Look around you, the whole&nbsp;of Goddamn creation should have been aborted in&nbsp;its first trimester. Or maybe taken to term, then tossed into the nearest slop sink to struggle and wail for a few moments and&nbsp;then drown.</p><p>I feel a little better now, but it will be fleeting, I'm sure. </p>

[Furtherman]

It could be worse.&nbsp; You could have AIDS.&nbsp; Cheer up!

[furie]

go for a massage

<span class=post_edited>This message was edited by furie on 4-28-06 @ 2:15 PM</span>

[SinA]

<p><img height="188" src="http://www.skotrat.com/skot/jpg/falling_down/falling2.jpg" width="250" border="0" /></p><p>take matters into your own hands.</p>

[FezPaul]

<p>http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f281/FezPaul/0009.jpg<br /></p><p>&quot;Could be worse......could be raining.&quot;</p>

[A.J.]

<strong>furie</strong> wrote:<br />go for a massage <p>and don't forget the &quot;happy ending&quot;!</p>

[mendyweiss]

I think you need a dose of<font size="6"> <strong>CALM<img height="240" src="http://home.hvc.rr.com/smhp/lkaws_a1.jpg" width="320" border="0" /></strong></font>

[angelinad128]

I understand completely. I dont know why but for the last 2wks, I have been so ANGRY!&nbsp; I am not sure what would have caused it. I am not the type to explode that easily.&nbsp; It's has gottne a little better recently.

[GwEnYpOo]

im just like you man , except i bottle it up and bottle it up and bottle it up until i explode , then i get put on medication , i thinkthis happens to a person when they've been hurt too many times , or maybe just flat out had a shitty life , but you must remember , and it's easy to forget , i know , things always will get better at one piont or another . it may not be froever , but its something . not everyone has the mentality of a dead fetus , even though it seems that way sometimes. just let it all out in some way or another , si tdown and have a good cry , you'll feel 100% better .

[FezPaul]

<strong>GwEnYpOo</strong> wrote:<br />im just like you man , except i bottle it up and bottle it up and bottle it up until i explode , then i get put on medication , i thinkthis happens to a person when they've been hurt too many times , or maybe just flat out had a shitty life , but you must remember , and it's easy to forget , i know , things always will get better at one piont or another . it may not be froever , but its something . not everyone has the mentality of a dead fetus , even though it seems that way sometimes. just let it all out in some way or another , <strong>si tdown and have a good cry , you'll feel 100% better .</strong> <p>Chicks</p>

[Marc with a c]

<strong>blakjeezis</strong> wrote:<br /><p>...&nbsp;Look around you, the whole&nbsp;of Goddamn creation should have been aborted in&nbsp;its first trimester. Or maybe taken to term, then tossed into the nearest slop sink to struggle and wail for a few moments and&nbsp;then drown... </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>wwbjd? </p><p>all i say is tgif.</p>

[Earlshog]

get a copy of Hancho... always comes be down..

[FezPaul]

<strong>Earlshog</strong> wrote:<br />get a copy of Hancho... always comes be down.. <p><img src="http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f281/FezPaul/0.jpg" border="0" /></p><p>Did you mean, calms you down? Or was that a double entendre?</p>

<span class=post_edited>This message was edited by FezPaul on 4-28-06 @ 3:18 PM</span>

[angrymissy]

<p>Last night i found grey hair.&nbsp; I thought maybe&nbsp;I was just being crazy until someone at work felt complelled to also point out that she saw it.&nbsp; I also have recently developed lovely wrinkles under my eyes at the ripe old age of 27.</p><p>I was ready to kill earlier this morning but went shopping and spending money on Pear scented&nbsp;bath products&nbsp;made me feel better.&nbsp; </p>

<span class=post_edited>This message was edited by angrymissy on 4-28-06 @ 3:20 PM</span>

[thepaulo]

Aw cut it out, you guys....call me when you have real problems

[Recyclerz]

<strong>thepaulo</strong> wrote:<br />Aw cut it out, you guys....call me when you have real problems <p>The Buddha of problems has spoken. *</p><p>(aka The Anti-Jay-Z)</p><p><img src="http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/wink.gif" border="0" /></p>

[Gwen]

<p>I say smash something, but if you do, photograph it or we'll never believe you.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Missy might be onto something with the pear scented bath products, it'll make you the most popular guy at the bar if we ever find our way back to Pyramid bar.&nbsp;</p>

[narc]

I tried this once and it really helped. Right everything that gets your ire down on a piece of paper. Then take it outside and own it: tear it to shreds, burn it, pee on it to put the fire out. That way you'll show it who's boss.

[sr71blackbird]

<img height="263" src="http://stock.kriegsnet.com/data/media/17/nutandwasher_preview.jpg" width="350" border="0" />

[Marc with a c]

<p><strong><font size="1">Today might be the day </font></strong></p><p><font size="1" /></p><p><font size="1">i'm still in my office at 8:00 on a fucking friday today is most likely my day.</font></p>

[cougarjake13]

<font size="4">today is the yesterday of tommorrow</font>

[Death Metal Moe]

<img height="170" src="http://cover6.cduniverse.com/PhantomArt/126324.jpg" width="170" border="0" />

[ChimneyFish]

<p><strong><em><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" size="2">Everything is useless, nothing works at all....</font></em></strong></p><p><strong><em><font face="Georgia" size="2">Welcome to the Fall....</font></em></strong></p><p><img src="http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c217/luxa1/ministry_al_promo1.jpg" border="0" /></p>

[Don Stugots]

<p>i too have been on the edge lately.&nbsp; i have no patience for anything.&nbsp; i dont anyone talking to me about anything that is wrong.&nbsp; i dont want to here it.&nbsp; period.&nbsp; i keep thinking it will pass, but it doesnt.&nbsp; i feel as though i have not done a thng in my life worth mentioning.&nbsp; i hate everything.&nbsp; </p><p>the thought of sitting in a hot tub for a few hours, smoking a cigar and drinking a beer sounds like heaven, but it is so far away from happening.&nbsp; </p>

[Lumber]

Group Hugs work for me!

[ShelleBink]

hire-a-hooker.&nbsp; Never fails<br />

[Don Stugots]

<strong>Lumber</strong> wrote:<br />Group Hugs work for me! <p>they wont work for me, i hate people with their dirty hands touching me.&nbsp; i also hate anyone getting to close.&nbsp; </p>

[lindak]

a good drunk may be in order.

[GwEnYpOo]

<p>forget what i said earlier , i totally see what ur saying now and im about to fuckin slit my wrists if something in my life doesnt change soon and i dont think anything will .</p>

[Iamnotatool]

threatening to slit your wrists is a desperate cry for attention.&nbsp; cut the shit.&nbsp; suck it up.&nbsp; change whats broken.

[Furtherman]

<strong>Iamnotatool</strong> wrote:<br />threatening to slit your wrists is a desperate cry for attention.&nbsp; <p>Agreed.&nbsp; Stop your drama.&nbsp; Have you hugged your mother yet?</p>

[GwEnYpOo]

obviously if&nbsp;i was really gonna do it i would have done it already and not said anything about it &nbsp;, im using it as a figure of speach mind you're own fuckin business and stop trying to come off like you're tough shit cause you're not and everyone sees it , and that doesnt just go for you either , im trying to tell someone that i relate to them , go fuck your mom.

<span class=post_edited>This message was edited by GwEnYpOo on 6-28-06 @ 12:48 PM</span>

[Furtherman]

Those walls are just closing in on you aren't they?&nbsp; I tell you what, you stop publicly crying, and it'll never become&nbsp;anyone's business.

[blakjeezis]

C'mon guys. This was for people to come and vent their spleen, not to fight with each other. Gwenny, if shit is really that bad, go to a hospital, a friend or a family member&nbsp;before you hurt yourself. If that fails, there a plenty of people here on the board who will lend a sympathertic ear, myself incuded if you need it. If it is just a figure of speech,&nbsp;try and assess the cause of your problem(s) and begin a course of changing it. If you can't figure out what's wrong, or how to go about remolding things there are people who are out there to help you.

[Iamnotatool]

<p>My grandfather killed himself, and my mother, who was 12 at the time, had the pleasure of finding him, and holding his lifeless body up so they could cut him down off the pipe he hung himself from.&nbsp; He had terminal cancer, yet never told anyone, which seems noble.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Until 2 of your kids, ages 8 and 12, have to find you hanging off a pipe using jumper cables.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Suicide is a bullshit copout and NOTHING to use as a figure of speech, unless you are an attention seeking whore.&nbsp; I'm willing to give you a pass this once.&nbsp; But, cut the shit.&nbsp; </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>It isn't about being tough.&nbsp; It's about this.&nbsp; We ALL have problems, suck it up and fix em, or&nbsp; use that razor blade and hack up your arms, but don't just threaten it.&nbsp; And remember, slice up the arm, not side to side.</p>

[Bulldogcakes]

<p>&nbsp;</p><strong>Iamnotatool</strong> wrote:<p> And remember, slice up the arm, not side to side.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>So THATS what I've been doing wrong! </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Here, let me try that out . . . . . </p><p>OOOOH! ACK!. . . . . . . .&nbsp; .&nbsp; . &nbsp;&nbsp; . &nbsp; &nbsp; . &nbsp; &nbsp; .&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; . &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; . &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; . &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; . &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; . &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; . &nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Nah didn't work. I'll try the pills again. &nbsp;</p>

[Marc with a c]

<p>somebody get me the big knife.</p><p>i am so fucking stressed.</p>

[Don Stugots]

i will reach out to you the same way Gvac did to me.&nbsp;&nbsp; since we are all men.&nbsp;