Life sucks

[Krieger]

As October creeps up again I take a look back of the past year all the way to last october. The month has a earie feel to it, the month that I played a intense video game , possibly the the only one that has ever had an effect on me. Another thing of last Oct was a shitty concert and being stood up. Then the ongoing months slowly gaining a bit of a dept to my parents (mind im only 18). But I think the most saddest thing of the  whole shittyness of the past year  from now is that I lost possibly my closest and best friend. Though he didn't die he's more of a shell of what he once was. He was sorta like a little brother since i was like 2 years older then him. I knew i was a hero to him and to see him fall was the most hardest thing to hit my mind. So last March I needed to find a new seat at lunch so I see a kid I knew from science in the past year. He's a totally different kid but still the same personality, and he had to be the most self controlled of his kind. He also sat with his slut cousin and ocassianally a asshole who would come by if he was cutting. My best friend cut gym everyday of the year and came to my lunch period so he naturally sat with me at the new table. They were friendly enough , but I knew i didn't wanna get involved in theyre crowd but my friend did because he was depressed and wanted more friends. This is where it all started... So he starts hanging out with these kids afterschool and he slowly is corrupted into a lying piece of shit he is now. He became...a alchoholic pothead drugee. From my knowledge he's drank, smoke pot, had "e" and eats mushrooms. Now drinking I don't care but when your into drugs that where I draw the line, I told him I wanted him to stop from one friend to another but he lied to me saying he would. The last time I hung out with him out of school he borrowed money from me when we went to see that disaster scary movie 4. Then whenever I asked him about paying me back he'd lie and say he was broke where at lunch the kids would tell me how he would buy weed like the day before.(he was caught and couldn't come to my lunch period anymore) So basically I told him "fuck you cunt" and stopped speaking to him all together. (last May) I havent spoken to the ass in 5 months kinda. And my few selection of friends that i actually hang out with has gotten even lower after my other kinda close friend would rather hang out with my exbestfriend instead of me because he thinks he'll be able to get a girl while hanging out in the pothead crowd. I say fuck em, I had my option and its still open. I decline it still, to see a great friend fall so hard, where everyone says he so happy (his new supposable friends) where I just know that this isnt the same kid, that my friend died a half a year ago. I mourn for my friend, and this halloween will be a major depressement to  me because neither close friends will wanna hang out and my fallen friend is gone so its not gonna be a fun halloween like it was with him like the many halloweens before. Why did I have to lose my bestfriend?

[reeshy]

<p>Kevin,</p><p>&nbsp; first of all ...My name is Kevin too.....amd you're 18...we've all been through what you&nbsp; are going through now....I had friends that lied and drank and did drugs.....so what???....people will do that all the time!!!</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>You're young yet.....I wish I had you're problems....as you get older.....these things will get smaller&nbsp; and you will get smarter...</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Roll with the punches and more will come...just smile and keep on walking!!!!!!</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>PM me if you need to talk</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Kevin<br />&nbsp; </p>

[trackstand]

<p>Careful Kevin,</p><p>Note Reeshys sig pic.!!</p>

[Don Stugots]

<strong>reeshy</strong> wrote:<br /><p>Kevin,</p><p>&nbsp; first of all ...My name is Kevin too.....amd you're 18...we've all been through what you&nbsp; are going through now....<strong><font size="2">I had friends that lied and drank and did drugs</font></strong>.....so what???....people will do that all the time!!!</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>You're young yet.....I wish I had you're problems....as you get older.....these things will get smaller&nbsp; and you will get smarter...</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Roll with the punches and more will come...just smile and keep on walking!!!!!!</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>PM me if you need to talk</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Kevin<br />&nbsp; </p><p>resshy, you have friends?</p><p>kevin, just know that you can handle whatever life throws at you.&nbsp; if i could or if reeshy could then you will.&nbsp; remember you are not alone.&nbsp; feel free to follow other board members&nbsp; and PM the older (reeshy) and wiser (me) and good looking (sheepy) members of the board.&nbsp; we are happy to help.</p>

[Hottub]

<p>Kevin,</p><p>First of all, my youngest son's name is Kevin (he's going on 5)</p><p>Second, listen to what the other Kevin has to say. He may be a pain in the balls<img src="http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/innocent.gif" border="0" />, but he raised to incredibly respectable children. Ressh has been through more than I care to mention here, but he always comes out on top.</p><p>Bottom line, choose your friends wisely. Who you want to help, and who you want to let go about there way.</p><p>My friend from kindergarten (Fatback) has been my friend since we were 4. He was my best man, and godfather to my 1st born!</p>

[reeshy]

Fuck you all....Kevin....don't listen to that convicted pedophile Stugots!!!!<br />

[Don Stugots]

<strong>reeshy</strong> wrote:<br />Fuck you all....Kevin....don't listen to that convicted pedophile Stugots!!!!<br /><p>hey that girl was 17 which is close enough in the state of georgia, too bad we were in NJ at the time</p>

[Doctor Z]

High school does that to people. It's the biggest turning point in most people's lives. You're pretty much forming permanent traits of your personality. You're laying the foundations and principles for the person you will be for the rest of your life. Some people don't change much. Some people do a complete 180. People go seperate ways, be it good or bad. At the end of the day, I say:<p><p>Fuck it, dude.

[fleshysilo]

You ain't seen nutin' yet

[FUNKMAN]

listen to Reeshy Kev. don't let anybody slow you down or break your stride...

[Don Stugots]

<strong>FUNKMAN</strong> wrote:<br />listen to Reeshy Kev. don't let anybody slow you down or break your stride... <p>oh no you got to keep on movin...................</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>what no one else knows that song?</p>

[Bulldogcakes]

<p>&nbsp;</p><strong>STUGOTS1</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>reeshy</strong> wrote:<br />Fuck you all....Kevin....don't listen to that convicted pedophile Stugots!!!!<br /><p>hey that girl was 17 which is close enough in the state of georgia, too bad we were in NJ at the time</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>uhhh. . . try 15 Stu. And it wasn't Lebanon, New Jersey. It was Lebanon. &nbsp;</p><blockquote /><p>&nbsp;</p>

[angrymissy]

My brother is 18, and in high school, and everything seems like it is the absolute worst while you're in HS, and then once youre out, HS doesn't matter for shit!&nbsp; This is what I try to explain to my brother.<br />

[Krieger]

I dont know, it just seem that this kid that i knew for almost half my life just is gone. And more of a waste of life, he doesnt care about shit and he turned his back on all his old &quot;sorta straight edge&quot; friends. It makes me sad whenever i think about some of the times that we used to hang out and knowing that it'll never be like that again. He was a friend that cant be replaced, now theres just a gap of frustration and anger against drugs and drugee's.

[Doctor Z]

Here's the trick. DO DRUGS.

[FUNKMAN]

<p><strong><font size="1">Life sucks</font></strong> </p><p>it needs the money?</p>

[kellermcgee21]

It probably doesn't help now but pretty much everyone goes through the same thing.&nbsp; I'm 22 so just a couple of years ago I was in the same boat you&nbsp;are in.....there were some really good friends that I lost contact with and some new friends that I made that I still talk to today.&nbsp; The only real advice I can give you is to not be angry with your former friend....you guys are just growing up and figuring out who you are.&nbsp; If he turns out to be a completly different person than you are, you just have to accept it and move on.&nbsp; Keep your head up man

[Krieger]

<strong>Doctor_Z</strong> wrote:<br />Here's the trick. DO DRUGS. <p>Fuck no, Drugs just fuck things up 10 x worse. But for some reason all the potheads think im really funny. Like I dont even have to try and its my random humor that just plays with theyre mind. Kinda sucks though because I have acutally try to be funny around sorta straight edge people.</p>

[Krieger]

<strong>kellermcgee21</strong> wrote:<br />It probably doesn't help now but pretty much everyone goes through the same thing.&nbsp; I'm 22 so just a couple of years ago I was in the same boat you&nbsp;are in.....there were some really good friends that I lost contact with and some new friends that I made that I still talk to today.&nbsp; The only real advice I can give you is to not be angry with your former friend....you guys are just growing up and figuring out who you are.&nbsp; If he turns out to be a completly different person than you are, you just have to accept it and move on.&nbsp; Keep your head up man <p>Yea&nbsp;Ive come to understand that for a while now. I know i need to make new friends&nbsp; but its just the kind of person I am. Im a socially anxietied person in public without someone I know already so with my friendship ring slowly disbanding its getting harder and harder. From all of these things all i think I need to do to make it all better is get a steady girl friend and make a new ring of friends. I started out with 5 close friends, only 2 of them are truely left , one i never see and the other one is the one i was talking about that would rather hang out with my exbestfriend because he thinks that way he'll pick up a chick finally. </p>

[narc]

<hr color="cococo" align="left"></font><strong>reeshy</strong> wrote:<br><p>Kevin,</p><p> first of all ...My name is Kevin too.....amd you're 18...we've all been through what you are going through now....I had friends that lied and drank and did drugs.....so what???....people will do that all the time!!!</p><p> </p><p>You're young yet.....I wish I had you're problems....as you get older.....these things will get smaller and you will get smarter...</p><p> </p><p>Roll with the punches and more will come...just smile and keep on walking!!!!!!</p><p> </p><p>PM me if you need to talk</p><p> </p><p>Kevin<br /> </p><hr color="cococo" align="left"><p></p>

Reeshy, why don't you take him under your wing and make a real man out of him? He sounds like he needs some direction. <br><p>
Seriously though, all I can tell you is you're doing the right thing. Fuck your ex-friends and don't look back ever.

[reeshy]

<span class="postdetails">Maybe what I'm saying is that I just like guys... And I'm a fucktard.</span> <tr /><td>&nbsp;</td><img src="http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/images/member_avatars/MRSLAVE.jpg" border="0" />

[reeshy]

How the fuck did that happen?????????????????????????????????????????<br />

[Fez4PrezN2008]

<p>Hey Kid - Follow Ron Bennington's psychological advice and fuggin &quot;man up&quot;. Life is going to send you a lot of turd-balls, but you gotta buck up or you will turn out like Earl or worse, East Side Dave. Do you think Ron got all weepy-eyed when he had to bury all those hookers? Hell NO ! You just go on to the next one and leave your shovel and plastic tarps in your trunk. Now get out there and bust some balls kid ! </p><p>Gee, I sure hope that little pep talk helped... I am fuggin concerned about his little beat-down self</p>

[narc]

<hr color="cococo" align="left"></font><strong>reeshy</strong> wrote:<br>How the fuck did that happen?????????????????????????????????????????<br /><hr color="cococo" align="left"><p></p>
Did I break RonFez.net?

[Doctor Z]

Drugs are cool. You DO wanna be cool, don't you?

<p>I know I do.

[Krieger]

<strong>Doctor_Z</strong> wrote:<br />Drugs are cool. You DO wanna be cool, <em>don't you?</em> <p>I know I do. </p><p>No theyre not and only misfits do them. Fuck drugs and theyre pathetic effects.</p>

[keithy_19]

<p>I'm 18 to and have delt with the same stuff your going through. This is all I can say to you:</p><p>People change. You can't help that. Even if the choices they make upset you, there's nothing you can do. Sure, you could talk to them about it, but talking rarely helps. The besta dvice I can give is to just attach yourself to another close friend you relate to more than the old one. </p><p>It sucks losing a friend, but it all comes with growing up. </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Why am I giving advice?????</p>

[TheMojoPin]

Hey, wiseasses.&nbsp; Check the forum.

[Doctor Z]

Good call Mojo, my bust.

[FUNKMAN]

<strong>TheMojoPin</strong> wrote:<br />Hey, wiseasses.&nbsp; Check the forum. <p>i resemble this remark...&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; sorry!</p>

[Doctor Z]

Resent?