I am an idiot.

[Poochie]

<p><font size="2">Ok, you may read this and think I am a real weirdo, but I don't know what to do!!!!</font></p><p><font size="2">I was talking to my ex late last night. We just started hanging out again and talking a little bit, with hopes on my end this may turn into something again...except for a few things that need to be worked out/cleaned up&nbsp;on his end, which i know he can if he just got the motivation. </font></p><p><font size="2">Anyway..i was talking to him and making plans for him to come over the next day to help him with his resume, have dinner and some drinks..a nice beginning on the road to the potential relationship recovery.&nbsp;So we get disconnected while making the plans. I call him back, get voicemail. I am driving at the time, so I put it on speaker to leave&nbsp;the message. After i leave it, i flip my phone shut and put it on the passenger seat....(ok, you will think I am a&nbsp;freak here, but I drive for a living and I talk to myself sometimes, i get bored)..so right after i set the phone&nbsp;on the seat, I say to myself outloud, along the lines of, &quot;I really hope he gets his shit together, do i really want to be with a guy like this?, out of work, no goals right now..what the fuck am i doing etc., etc&quot;..nothing good basically..Well, after my short rant, i hear my phone beep and say &quot;the time limit has been reached for this message&quot;...Holy shit, the fucking phone was on that entire time!! </font></p><p><font size="2">What the hell do I do or say? He will get my message this morning..Short of breaking into his apartment right now and erasing it, is there anything I can do? Pray that he didn't hear it all? What if he did, do I play dumb? I am such a moron, and need to stop talking to myself. He is a good guy, I dont know why I was even saying that..And why doesn't the Motorola Razr disconnect when I flip it closed?!?!? It does when i don't have it on speaker! </font></p>

<span class=post_edited>This message was edited by Poochie on 1-4-07 @ 4:07 AM</span>

[PapaBear]

Maybe it's a blessing. He'll hear what you really think, but are affraid to tell him. Sometimes, honesty is best, when it's accidental.

[Poochie]

<strong>PapaBear</strong> wrote:<br />Maybe it's a blessing. He'll hear what you really think, but are affraid to tell him. Sometimes, honesty is best, when it's accidental. <p>I thought about that, but I may have also said other things that may just make me look/sound like a complete freak, things that had nothing to do with him..god i am strange.</p><p>I can't remember what I all said! I was panicking too much. those fuckin' voice mails record waaaay too long.</p>

[PapaBear]

Don't worry about the other stuff. Everyone says weird stuff when they are alone. As long as he knows you didn't realise it was recording, you should be OK. If not, the he's an idiot. If he has half a brain, you'll both laugh about it later.

[Dougie Brootal]

<strong>PapaBear</strong> wrote:<br />Don't worry about the other stuff. Everyone says weird stuff when they are alone. As long as he knows you didn't realise it was recording, you should be OK. If not, the he's an idiot. If he has half a brain, you'll both laugh about it later. <p>i agree. unless you said something about his mom being a whore, you guys should be able to have a good laugh at this one.</p>

[DJEvelEd]

<p>I've been called worse.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Right HERE TOO!!!</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p>

[angelinad128]

<p>If he likes you back the same and whants this to work out again, he will take it as constructive criticsm.</p><p>Let him bring it up to you. If/when he does, tell the truth and say OMG! The phone was still on?? LOL</p>

[dereckfishboy]

I under the school of thought that these are things you probably should have said to him anyways if you're really thinking of brining him back into your life. That said, it's pretty fucking funny.

[Death Metal Moe]

<p>He heard you being honest.&nbsp; Eh, who cares. </p><p>You really should have said those things to him in the 1st place.</p>

[dereckfishboy]

<strong>Death Metal Moe</strong> wrote:<br /><p>He heard you being honest. Eh, who cares. </p><p>You really should have said those things to him in the 1st place.</p><p>&nbsp;<br />Yeah, what Moe said</p>

[Poochie]

<strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br />I under the school of thought that these are things you probably should have said to him anyways if you're really thinking of brining him back into your life. That said, it's pretty fucking funny. <p>Is that picture of you?!?!? Screw the ex...you are <em><u>hot</u> </em>my friend <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/thumbup.gif" border="0" width="38" height="20" /></p><p>&nbsp;</p>

[Furtherman]

<strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><p><font size="2">&quot;I really hope he gets his shit together, do i really want to be with a guy like this?, out of work, no goals right now..what the fuck am i doing etc., etc&quot;..nothing good basically..</font> </p><p>If you have nothing good to say about him, then leave the guy alone.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>There are billions of people of this planet.&nbsp; Find another one.</p>

[led37zep]

There is a pretty good chance that everything you said once you put the phone down was in-audible.&nbsp; Either way whats done is done, If its meant to be then everything will work out.

[Enabler]

<strong>angelinad128</strong> wrote:<br /><p>Let him bring it up to you. If/when he does, <em>tell the truth</em> and say OMG! The phone was still on?? LOL</p><p>How is that telling the truth? She knows the phone was on...in any event...not bad advice. </p>

[dereckfishboy]

<strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br />I under the school of thought that these are things you probably should have said to him anyways if you're really thinking of brining him back into your life. That said, it's pretty fucking funny. <p>Is that picture of you?!?!? Screw the ex...you are <em><u>hot</u> </em>my friend <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/thumbup.gif" border="0" width="38" height="20" /></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>and single, I might add.... hey..... you're from WI too, aren't you.......&nbsp;</p>

[Poochie]

<strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br />I under the school of thought that these are things you probably should have said to him anyways if you're really thinking of brining him back into your life. That said, it's pretty fucking funny. <p>Is that picture of you?!?!? Screw the ex...you are <em><u>hot</u> </em>my friend <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/thumbup.gif" border="0" width="38" height="20" /></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>and single, I might add.... hey..... you're from WI too, aren't you.......&nbsp;</p><p>i certainly am from WI..i didn't think there were any hot ones left here. and to think, you could be only miles away <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/wink.gif" border="0" alt="Wink" title="Wink" width="20" height="20" /></p><p>btw...the fucker never called me back.</p>

[dereckfishboy]

<strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br />I under the school of thought that these are things you probably should have said to him anyways if you're really thinking of brining him back into your life. That said, it's pretty fucking funny. <p>Is that picture of you?!?!? Screw the ex...you are <em><u>hot</u> </em>my friend <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/thumbup.gif" border="0" width="38" height="20" /></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>and single, I might add.... hey..... you're from WI too, aren't you....... </p><p>i certainly am from WI..i didn't think there were any hot ones left here. and to think, you could be only miles away <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/wink.gif" border="0" alt="Wink" title="Wink" width="20" height="20" /></p><p>btw...the fucker never called me back.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Hmm... you said you drive... next time you're in the GB area, maybe you should stop driving.....&nbsp;</p>

[Poochie]

<strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br />I under the school of thought that these are things you probably should have said to him anyways if you're really thinking of brining him back into your life. That said, it's pretty fucking funny. <p>Is that picture of you?!?!? Screw the ex...you are <em><u>hot</u> </em>my friend <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/thumbup.gif" border="0" width="38" height="20" /></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>and single, I might add.... hey..... you're from WI too, aren't you....... </p><p>i certainly am from WI..i didn't think there were any hot ones left here. and to think, you could be only miles away <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/wink.gif" border="0" alt="Wink" title="Wink" width="20" height="20" /></p><p>btw...the fucker never called me back.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Hmm... you said you drive... next time you're in the GB area, maybe you should stop driving.....&nbsp;</p><p>i do drive right through GB every week...</p>

[dereckfishboy]

<strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br />I under the school of thought that these are things you probably should have said to him anyways if you're really thinking of brining him back into your life. That said, it's pretty fucking funny. <p>Is that picture of you?!?!? Screw the ex...you are <em><u>hot</u> </em>my friend <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/thumbup.gif" border="0" width="38" height="20" /></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>and single, I might add.... hey..... you're from WI too, aren't you....... </p><p>i certainly am from WI..i didn't think there were any hot ones left here. and to think, you could be only miles away <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/wink.gif" border="0" alt="Wink" title="Wink" width="20" height="20" /></p><p>btw...the fucker never called me back.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Hmm... you said you drive... next time you're in the GB area, maybe you should stop driving..... </p><p>i do drive right through GB every week...</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>I'll wave next time. Keep an eye out for me :) </p>

<span class=post_edited>This message was edited by dereckfishboy on 1-4-07 @ 6:59 PM</span>

[Poochie]

<strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br />I under the school of thought that these are things you probably should have said to him anyways if you're really thinking of brining him back into your life. That said, it's pretty fucking funny. <p>Is that picture of you?!?!? Screw the ex...you are <em><u>hot</u> </em>my friend <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/thumbup.gif" border="0" width="38" height="20" /></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>and single, I might add.... hey..... you're from WI too, aren't you....... </p><p>i certainly am from WI..i didn't think there were any hot ones left here. and to think, you could be only miles away <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/wink.gif" border="0" alt="Wink" title="Wink" width="20" height="20" /></p><p>btw...the fucker never called me back.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Hmm... you said you drive... next time you're in the GB area, maybe you should stop driving..... </p><p>i do drive right through GB every week...</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>I'll wave next time. Keep an eye out for me <img src="http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/images/smile.gif" border="0" width="15" height="15" /> </p><span class="post_edited">This message was edited by dereckfishboy on 1-4-07 @ 6:59 PM</span> <p>I'd like a little more than a wave. </p>

[dereckfishboy]

<strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Poochie</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>dereckfishboy</strong> wrote:<br />I under the school of thought that these are things you probably should have said to him anyways if you're really thinking of brining him back into your life. That said, it's pretty fucking funny. <p>Is that picture of you?!?!? Screw the ex...you are <em><u>hot</u> </em>my friend <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/thumbup.gif" border="0" width="38" height="20" /></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>and single, I might add.... hey..... you're from WI too, aren't you....... </p><p>i certainly am from WI..i didn't think there were any hot ones left here. and to think, you could be only miles away <img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/wink.gif" border="0" alt="Wink" title="Wink" width="20" height="20" /></p><p>btw...the fucker never called me back.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Hmm... you said you drive... next time you're in the GB area, maybe you should stop driving..... </p><p>i do drive right through GB every week...</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>I'll wave next time. Keep an eye out for me <img src="http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/images/smile.gif" border="0" width="15" height="15" /> </p><span class="post_edited">This message was edited by dereckfishboy on 1-4-07 @ 6:59 PM</span> <p>I'd like a little more than a wave. </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>We'll start with a wave and after a few drinks we can begin the bartering process :)&nbsp;</p>