SUICIDE!...dedicated to Chris G....

[Captain Rooster]

Many of us have..all of us have seen hard times. I implore you ...please do not ever give in to the dark side of pain. I will be here for you. I will be that voice you may need in the night. Don't ever give up!

Proud swagger out of the schoolyard
Waiting for the world's applause

Chris, you always had the ladies, the friends...the admirers. Life was not so easy once you left us....

Rebel without a conscience
Martyr without a cause

My friend...my brother in arms......I miss you

Raging at unreachable glory
Straining at invisible chains

Those scars you never revealed...the pain that came again and again...
I know that pain...I know those demons...


You trembled on a rocky ledge
Staring down into a heartless sea


We watched the waves crash...the flow....and release

Can't face life on a razor's edge
Nothing's what you thought it would be


DAMN!!!!!


All of us get lost in the darkness

We could have reached the light of day...we could have talked through that pain.......that silent, cancerous evil....

All of us do time in the gutter
Dreamers turn to look at the stars

Those nights of freedom...the motorcycles....the races...the wind in your hair.......life rushed from your pores...your essence

Turn around and walk the razor's edge!
Don't turn your back
And slam the door on me!!


Why Chris...why....my friend.....my brother........that night you left ....we left with you....we lost some of the light in our lives...the energy

It's not as if this barricade
Blocks the only road

we could have won...we always won!!

It's not as if you're all alone
In wanting to explode

What about Ryan....what about the Jackie, Mer.........Ashley......we all....no man, NO!!!!


Someone set a bad example
Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior
Who lost the will to fight


where did we go wrong?

Done with life on a razor's edge
Nothing's what you thought it would be

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No hero in your tragedy
No daring in your escape
No salutes for your surrender
Nothing noble in your fate



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[reeshy]

ROOSTER...What the hell is up?????

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[IkeaBoy]

So what's the best ((Editing an insensitive remark before a mod does)).

My theory is that a close friend of his ran into problems. (and by friend i actually mean friend)

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This message was edited by IkeaBoy on 12-4-01 @ 5:38 PM

[furie]

Rooster,
if you need anything let us know.



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[F1Gm3nT]

you know we're here for you right?

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deal wid da matter

[RF Godfather]

Rooster bro, whats up wit diss? I'm sorry bro, you know you can talk to me right? I'm hear for you and you know that.

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[Gvac]

Sorry to hear about your buddy's suicide, brother. I have certainly learned a lot about depression in the past few months, and can understand the feeling of hopelessness and despair one must feel when they choose such a path.

I urge anyone with any such thoughts or inclinations to talk to a doctor as soon as possible. The medication I am taking may very well have saved my life at this point.

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[TheGameHHH]

I am so confused.....I hope you are ok Rooster.

IT'S TIME TO PLAY THE GAME-AHHH!

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[MikeyD]

Rooster ------ PLEASE - PLEASE -- e-mail me - I KNOW what you are going through - I do not kid you my friend !!!!!! I would like to speak to you --- It would help me as well !!!!!!!
Michael

[Captain Rooster]

My buddy killed himself...

It was this year...and I miss him.

I am ok...it's just that the cold air today made me think of his funeral and wake...and I listened to an old song that gets me thinking...

I needed to vent something to him....and to all of you..

I truly love the people on this board...


Please do not worry about me...

worry about those souls on the fringe...the forgotten hearts that sometimes get ignored...



Take care of them!

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[MikeyD]

Rooster - my buddy did the same - I think & pray to him everyday - I still think that you could e-mail me & we can talk - I'm really ignorant when it comes to the Ron & Fez chat rooms - so I can't find you to IM or anything - but please do e-mail me.
Peace
Michael

[Tazz1376]

Rooster, I can't even begin to imagine how you feel. Just know that we all are here for you and support you. If you need anything, just ask.

[Alice S. Fuzzybutt]

I'm so sorry!!

Please hang in there buddy! I
know it's tough, but each year
will get a bit easier!
"Anniversaries" like this make
you feel as if you're
completely alone in the world~
but YOU'RE NOT! I'm here as
well as OODLES of your
buddies from RF.net and your
own life! No one would want
you to go through this alone
so please reach out!

Many of us have gone through
different experiences with
death. Although we cannot
completely understand each
person's individual pain, we
have all experienced the loss
of a loved one. It's
especially tough to lose a
friend through suicide. Don't
keep your pain to yourself~
PLEASE REACH OUT! We're all
here for you!

Please e-mail me to let me
know you're okay!!!!!!

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[Se7en]

For what it's worth (and maybe not much), I'll be praying for you, buddy.

I know what it's like to lose someone who I was close with, as do others here. We know what you're going through, and we're here for you.

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[Brick Jesus]

Hey, I know I'm new to the board and all, but I've known been through some tough times with people I've known.
I know I don't know you Rooster, but that doesn't mean I'm not willing to listen in case you wanted to vent on someone you didnt know or something. I don't know, I'm just willing to help if I can.
Peace

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