Imbarrased? I am..

[jonyrotn]

[INDENT]I have alot of friends and family who are pretty tech savvy and are surfing the web on a regular basis..Whether it be on their P.C., their laptop or their mobil devices they cover alot of real estate on the net each day.. It would be no huge surprise if one of them, even just by accident ran into RonFez.Net...I would not like this one bit..Not because this isn't the coolest site going..Not because I don't want Douggrasso sexually harassing one of my brothers with his gay P.M.'s ..Not because I want to keep Mike The Teacher, Jauble, Rouski et aliae to myself...Not even because Marc with A C might make my grandma cry..It's mainly because I write shit that would imbarras me..Stupid shit, just to try and be funny..Some is, some isn't, but a heafty majority of it is not meant for the eyes of those who know me..If my supervisors or my best friend read my Mod Quote, I'd have some esplainin' to do..This site is one of my secret pleasures..(like heroin and transvetites)<----see...Stupid shit, off the the top of the head type shit..But it would be imbarrasing none the less.
I guess the question is..What do you struggle to hide from the people in your 'real' life daily?? It might be burying your shitty underware in the yard every Saturday morning or hoping no one finds out about finds out about your arret for puplic exposure..What puts those butterflies in your stoamach or makes you breathe deeply when you're nearly discovered??

[IMSlacker]

I always ask myself "how will this post sound if read at a child custody hearing?" before I hit send.

[Gvac]

Imbarrased? I am..

Of your poor spelling? :tongue:

[Furtherman]

Seriously. I'd be more embarrassed of your grammar and typing skills.

[TheMojoPin]

Don't worry, we've all been embarassed for you for a while now, Jony.

[Tall_James]

I used to be but not anymore. I'm looking forward to boring the hell out of thousands of new members once the XM/Sirius merger is finalized.

[jonyrotn]

Of your poor spelling? :tongue:
You're right that's emberrassing..I hope nobody I know sees that..

[Grendel_Kahn]

Of your poor spelling? :tongue:



:lol::laugh::clap:




Why be um.....ahem....imbarrased? BE proud of who and what you are. You have no need to explain anything to anyone unless you CHOOSE to.

[Tall_James]

You're right that's emberrassing..I hope nobody I know sees that..

Especially your grammar school teachers.

They may not be able to look you in the eye tomorrow.

:innocent:

[King Hippos Bandaid]

I sure hope none of my friends or wife's family looks at the nonsense and too much info I post on here

[Kris10]

I love you. I'm not embarassed.

[LaBoob]

I hide tons of things... from my family, from my friends. I'm terrified that my family will find out I indulge in the weed... I have dreams about it constantly where I just accidently mention smoking to my mother and, oh no! I'm found out! I like this place because I can be honest about who I am and not hide anything, because I really doubt anybody from my personal life would see it... but even here there's someone who crosses over into my circle of friends AND an ex-boyfriend so there are things I can't post but would LOVE to discuss and get opinions on. Oh well...

[Thomas Merton]

LaBoob, why do you feel the need to feel guilty about weed? Other than the obvious legal ramifications, if you puff and enjoy it, then dont feel bad about it. I've smoked for over 25 years, sometimes daily, sometimes not at all...

Join NORML, try to educate the uninformed and work for de-criminilization.

Now go do a bong hit and ENJOY :smoke:

[jonyrotn]

I always ask myself "how will this post sound if read at a child custody hearing?" before I hit send.

Of your poor spelling? :tongue:

Seriously. I'd be more embarrassed of your grammar and typing skills.

English is my third language...Had I written it in Icelandic or Dutch, I can assure you it would have been perfect..But since I was forced to learn English in NYC public schools and on the streets of the Bronx, this is what you get..I hope that being an immigrant to this country won't be held against me by the Mods on the board...I'm doing my best to get my point across and for a fuzzy little foreigner, I think I hold my own..This is so embarrassing..

[jonyrotn]

I love you. I'm not embarassed.
Thank you Rouski..I love you too..You wanna go to Amsterdam with me? I speak dutch..I embarrassed I didn't capitalize Dutch..

[Kris10]

Thank you Rouski..I love you too..You wanna go to Amsterdam with me? I speak dutch..I embarrassed I didn't capitalize Dutch..

lol I'll go anywhere you want to go.

[LaBoob]

LaBoob, why do you feel the need to feel guilty about weed? Other than the obvious legal ramifications, if you puff and enjoy it, then dont feel bad about it. I've smoked for over 25 years, sometimes daily, sometimes not at all...

Join NORML, try to educate the uninformed and work for de-criminilization.

Now go do a bong hit and ENJOY :smoke:

I was raised in a very Conservative and religious household. My parents were seriously strict, well, my mother was, my dad kind of let my mom do the driving and went along for the ride. My mother would never understand and I'm not about to be the person to "educate" her about it. She's kind of impossible to debate with... she gets really loud when she wants her opinion to be heard and will only pipe down when everybody nods and "agrees". We've all accepted it, and unfortunately for her a lot gets said and done behind her back. The truth is, I love my mom and would love for her to continue having this "my daughter is perfect" fantasy.
As for the "guilt" factor, I couldn't care less about it being legal or not. My guilt stems from the fact that it's highly carcinogenic and I probably cut years off of my life from enjoying the frequent smoke. I'm terrified of lung cancer, or worse, ORAL cancer... AHHHH! :sad: Do I cut my life down and enjoy the fact that I'm relaxed and happy? Or do I risk being just a little bit more miserable to be healthy? This is a question I've wrestled with for almost 15 years!!!
The guilt also comes from the fact that my dependance on weed is part of a larger problem: my addictive personality. I love everything to excess, especially if it alters my state of mind.
Right now, I'm working on quitting. I don't want weed to be the focus of my life anymore. It's holding me back in SOOOO many ways (work, social life, personal life, you name it!). My goal is 7 weeks without so much as a puff. I've heard that this is a good amount of time to change a habit.

[WhistlePig]

There are a few topics I've been tempted to start threads on but haven't just in case my friends or relatives decide to check out what I've been posting.

[Kris10]

There are a few topics I've been tempted to start threads on but haven't just in case my friends or relatives decide to check out what I've been posting.

Is your WhistlePig a screen name you use somewhere else that they would recognize??

I have felt the same way as you and what had stopped me in the past was my screen name, it's my last name. So anyone could find me and if you look at some of my posts I come off as a whore, which I'm really not. I've thought about it though and what it boils down to is I don't give a shit what anyone thinks of me, I can't change it, and if someone reads something they don't like, there's nothing I can do about it. So I post what I want, regardless. But I completely understand how you feel.

[jonyrotn]

There are a few topics I've been tempted to start threads on but haven't just in case my friends or relatives decide to check out what I've been posting.
If whislepig is your real name, I'm sorry for you..But that would help to explain any embarrassing habits you might have incurred over the years..If it's not, fuckin aaay, let loose.. I think this place could be even more interesting if you, me and others just said what was really on our minds..Not to hurt other people, just to grt it out there..Get some feed back..We have do do so much self editing durring our daily lives, that it's probably sickening..Well, whatever, consider it..I bet it never finds you in your real life..

[WhistlePig]

Is your WhistlePig a screen name you use somewhere else that they would recognize??

I have felt the same way as you and what had stopped me in the past was my screen name, it's my last name. So anyone could find me and if you look at some of my posts I come off as a whore, which I'm really not. I've thought about it though and what it boils down to is I don't give a shit what anyone thinks of me, I can't change it, and if someone reads something they don't like, there's nothing I can do about it. So I post what I want, regardless. But I completely understand how you feel.

Yeah, people know I go by "whistlepig" on this site and others.
I guess I'm thinking more I don't want to embarrass someone else, i.e. posting something too personal about my husband or something like that.

[Marc with a c]

your grandma is a dirty cunt