ChimneyFish
05-06-2008, 10:08 AM
So I'm sitting around at the computer last Tuesday night with a tightness and general dull pain over my upper chest. I attribute this to indigestion and/or an axiety attack, as I have both very often.
Then it hits me.
I have this intense, stabbing pain in the center of my chest, followed by the back of my left arm going numb and my entire skull becoming all "tingly".
I've never been stabbed, but I would imagine it feels like this, except this was coming from the inside.
It was the most terrifying thing I have ever felt in my life. Not because I was afraid of death, but because I just didn't want this to be the last thing I felt before I left this world.
It only lasted for a second, so like any any douchebag of a man, I decided this couldn't possibly be what it appears to be. I'm only 32. Not happening. So I just decided to take a couple of Tylenol PMs, as it was late, and see how I felt in the morning.:nono:
Well, despite the Pms, my body really didn't let me get any more sleep than a half hour at a time.
So I go to the ER first ting in the morning.
They hook me up with all the monitors, do an EKG and give me some nitro.(noone told me the first thing this does is give you a pounding headache:annoyed:).
After being down there, and following my chest x-ray, they bring me up to a room.
The next morning they do a echocardiogram and put through a stress test.
A few minutes into the stress test, I get 2 sharp pains in the side of my ribs, but they tell me to keep going.(I guess because the echo looked fine).
So I finish that, and they send me back to my room.
A little while later, one of the doctors comes by and tells me the echo was good, and I did great on the stress test.
I didn't have a heart attack.(I guess they can pretty much tell that withe white cell count of the first blood test)
Now, being that I'm recently unemployed and have no insurance, they release me and want me to continue with my family doctor(Thursday).
Now, also being that I'm unemployed and have various mental defects, before that fateful Tuesday, I had been on a 7 day drinking-my-fucking-face-off binge.
Now I know, while this turned out to not be a heart attack, I know this directly has to do with my drinking and smoking.(in fact they said my heart looks perfectly healthy:blink:, and they didn't see anything on my chest x-ray, which is suprising considering how much I smoke)
So........haven't had a drink since last Monday, but I was thinking about having a few beers this weekend, depending on what my Doc says.
I know the smoking has got to stop, and I think since this guy has been my doctor since I stopped seeing a pediatrician and he's been there through my heroin addiction and knows all my various personality traits, it would be best to talk it over with him as to how I should go about doing this.
I know the first thing would be "weel, if you quit dope, than smoking shoudn't even be a problem".
Wrong.
I have a feeling this going to be a big problem, as I've met other junkies that have been getting high a lot longer than I have, and still couldn't put the cigs down.
So that's it. That's my "exciting" story from last week.
So........anybody else have anything similar happen to them????:tongue:(I laugh because Im still here)
And I had no idea what forum to put this in.
Then it hits me.
I have this intense, stabbing pain in the center of my chest, followed by the back of my left arm going numb and my entire skull becoming all "tingly".
I've never been stabbed, but I would imagine it feels like this, except this was coming from the inside.
It was the most terrifying thing I have ever felt in my life. Not because I was afraid of death, but because I just didn't want this to be the last thing I felt before I left this world.
It only lasted for a second, so like any any douchebag of a man, I decided this couldn't possibly be what it appears to be. I'm only 32. Not happening. So I just decided to take a couple of Tylenol PMs, as it was late, and see how I felt in the morning.:nono:
Well, despite the Pms, my body really didn't let me get any more sleep than a half hour at a time.
So I go to the ER first ting in the morning.
They hook me up with all the monitors, do an EKG and give me some nitro.(noone told me the first thing this does is give you a pounding headache:annoyed:).
After being down there, and following my chest x-ray, they bring me up to a room.
The next morning they do a echocardiogram and put through a stress test.
A few minutes into the stress test, I get 2 sharp pains in the side of my ribs, but they tell me to keep going.(I guess because the echo looked fine).
So I finish that, and they send me back to my room.
A little while later, one of the doctors comes by and tells me the echo was good, and I did great on the stress test.
I didn't have a heart attack.(I guess they can pretty much tell that withe white cell count of the first blood test)
Now, being that I'm recently unemployed and have no insurance, they release me and want me to continue with my family doctor(Thursday).
Now, also being that I'm unemployed and have various mental defects, before that fateful Tuesday, I had been on a 7 day drinking-my-fucking-face-off binge.
Now I know, while this turned out to not be a heart attack, I know this directly has to do with my drinking and smoking.(in fact they said my heart looks perfectly healthy:blink:, and they didn't see anything on my chest x-ray, which is suprising considering how much I smoke)
So........haven't had a drink since last Monday, but I was thinking about having a few beers this weekend, depending on what my Doc says.
I know the smoking has got to stop, and I think since this guy has been my doctor since I stopped seeing a pediatrician and he's been there through my heroin addiction and knows all my various personality traits, it would be best to talk it over with him as to how I should go about doing this.
I know the first thing would be "weel, if you quit dope, than smoking shoudn't even be a problem".
Wrong.
I have a feeling this going to be a big problem, as I've met other junkies that have been getting high a lot longer than I have, and still couldn't put the cigs down.
So that's it. That's my "exciting" story from last week.
So........anybody else have anything similar happen to them????:tongue:(I laugh because Im still here)
And I had no idea what forum to put this in.