The Sundays ...

[WampusCrandle]

so, im in my room, and all i can do is just cry. i don't know what it is ... i'm finally getting things that i want in life, to a degree, but i just cant feel happy. i feel just run down and out of place where ever i am. i can't have a simple conversation on the phone with people without tearing/ choking up. i don't to seem like a complainer, but i feel so lost sometimes i don't' know who to turn to or who to ask for help. honestly, i never cry when awful, truly horrible things happened to me, when my sister tried to kill herself, when my brother narrowly lived from a car accident, from my college tuition being spent on drugs, or even when my mom almost died from over dosing on pain killers. i don't mean to list these things like i could tough out anything, but i just dont know why now i am getting so emotional over nothing.

so, today i was traveling back to school from home. i'm waiting at the Stamford train station reading a book, and just start to bawl. i was eating lunch and i start choking up. i read a text from my dad, and i start screaming with sadness and i dont even make a sound. i just feel broken all of a sudden.

Or, what i am hoping, is that it is just Sunday and that all Sundays suck.

sorry for posting this at all. but, this site is just such a stress reliever.

[Friday]

my friend Joe and I used to call them Miserable Depressing Sundays.

leaving rehearsal to go face the rest of the day sucked sometimes. i think Sundays are made for families or people with weekend jobs... but when you are single they can be pretty boring/sad. i guess that's why i like church. and rehearsals. ha.

hang in there, my dear! soon it will be Monday! :dry:

[Farmer Dave]

You can only hold in so much crap. Let it out and feel better.

[disneyspy]

make up a graditude list and when these feelings hit you,pull out the list,you'll be surprised how an attitude of gratitude can change things

[WampusCrandle]

thanks. it just feels good to vent. i think i am going to make a list of what i am grateful for. just writing it down, my feelings, made me feel lighter, in fact. thanks. just looking forward to tomorrow.

[jauble]

I have a sunday thing too. Ever since I remember in fact.

[midwestjeff]

It sounds like you are misdirecting your emotions.

You maybe didn't properly deal with some of the shit you listed
and now it is surfacing at weird moments and you are calling them Sundays.

Or not, I'm not a psychologist.

But I have had fucked up shit come out of nowhere and usually if I allow my mind to reach the root of it (which is not easy to do)
I find out I am still fucked up over something from 16 years ago. But now I am projecting.

Fuck it. I hope tomorrow is better for ya.

[MacVittie]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNcKlnQeazg (embedding disabled)

[Devo37]

feel better, WC. sometimes a cathartic cry frees you from some of the stress that we all build up.

i was hoping this thread would be about The Sundays:

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[Friday]

me too a little.
i always liked their rendition of Wild Horses (please don't kill me, gvac...)

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[Devo37]

me too a little.
i always liked their rendition of Wild Horses (please don't kill me, gvac...)

thanks, Friday. I couldn't find it on youtube.

[MC Pee Pants]

Sundays def. blow, but your the same age as me and i noticed these things happen to me. I dont really cry though, but i get freaked out about shit in life, ill have mini panic attacks about nothing, and I cant sleep at night. My friends sometimes tell me they feel this way and i wonder if its just part of being this age, they also say most people become schizophrenic in their early 20's.

[Gvac]

It's really weird, but yesterday morning I woke up and thought about how Sundays have a certain feel to them; more so than any other day. Saturday really doesn't have a feel, so it's not just a "I have a day off" thing.

I also thought of the last verse of Lyle Lovett's "Nobody Knows Me" where he sings "I like cream in my coffee, and I hate to be alone on Sunday."

I hope you shake the blues real soon, Wampus.

You're a good egg.

[hammersavage]

The awful feeling from childhood that would come on Sunday nights knowing the weekend is over and school begins the next day never goes away. Now we fear work.

[Jujubees2]

Wampus,

Next time you get a case of the Sunday's, come on over to the Lombardi Center and work up a good sweat. Chances are I'll be in the office so pop in and say hi.