failed suicide

[dicAMan]

has anyone tried to kill themselfs? If so how and why did it fail. And I'm not talking trying to slit you wrist with a pencil sharpener blade or any attention getters like that, I mean real suicide attempts. I will share mine if other people have experiences, I don't want to seem crazy by myself.

[CrazyClare]

well ive shared it on air before, but i wont make you feel crazy by yourself. It was 2 years ago, id been hospitalized 2wice before then for wanting to kill myslef but not actually trying. I was at therapy and we did this whole hypnotizing thing and i remebered that i had been molested. i had like made mysellf forgot about it, thats post traumatic stress disorder (ptsd). i kinda talked about all my other fucked up sexual experiences adn i became really overwhelmed. i could barely drive home. so anyways i got home and took a bath. i tried to do it mafia style and slit my wrists in warm water. I only had really dull scissors that hurt too much so i pussied out. my second option was always aspririn cause i know it thins your blood and is really fucked up for you. I took half a bottle of aspirin and started to pass out. My therapist called to see if i was ok cause i freaked out in her office. My mom came into my room to give me the phone and she saw the bottle and that i was incoherent. they figured it out and brought me to the hospital. then i got to drink charcoal.. yummy!

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[irishkb]

Well i have not but i walked in on my college roommate trying to kill himself...If you want i will tell you about it...

Give me a cartoon and i am happy....

[IkeaBoy]

and that's why we love you Claire. It's good to see you're feeling better

Personally I've never tried suicide myself though some people have said I seem suicidal I don't think I am.

And irish, if you were only a few minutes late you'd get straight As for the entire semester!

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This message was edited by IkeaBoy on 1-7-02 @ 8:47 PM

[irishkb]

Hahaha-- nice Dead Man on Campus reference... that was a fucked up nite... first i walk in and he sitting there crying and with his razor in his hand.. he cut one wrist and was going for the other.. did not cut deep at all so i was not freaking yet.. so then i calmed him down and i went to get the phone so i could call his parents. he then tried to jump out the fucking window.. it was nuts.. i had grab and threw him across the room... it sucked ... his mom came and picked him up... and i then proceeded to get trashed.. well that is my story....

Give me a cartoon and i am happy....

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[IkeaBoy]

If that was me I would have either just walked out, or I would have lit up a cigar and watch him do it. I would have egged him on. "Come on faggot, that's not the vein."

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[SweetPea]

I've never really tried to kill myself, but I have thought about it alot. I've thought about how I would do it. I do cut sometimes, no one really knows about it, one day my brother almost found out but he didnt see what I was doing.

I have friends (like 6 or 7) that have tried it..and they did were in the hospital for it. They either took pills, or slit their wrists.
:(
-Ikeaboy...if i ever try to kill myself, please dont be around me.

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[IrishAlkey]

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[gone]

i seriously tried once.. i tried slitting my wrists. this was ages ago when i had a very serious bout with my depression. luckily i was found. and i was never sent away. im almost kinda happy with my scars. it keeps me in check.


BOOYA

[angrymissy]

I was sent away in high school becuase everyone <i>thought</i> i was suicidal, when I really wasn't - so I got to go to the looney bin and yell at the doctors "I'M REALLY NOT CRAZY LET ME OUT" O joy that was fun! At my boyfriend's high school, 3 kids committed suicide in one school year. I think it was a hanging, slit wrists and shotgun. When my best friend took a bottle of asprin in high school I told on her. Thats all my experience with suicide.

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[IkeaBoy]

Ikeaboy...if i ever try to kill myself, please dont be around me.No, no I wouldn't try to get a girl to kill herself, being sucidal is enough to get me going.

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[gone]

ikea.. you have the weirdest fetishes... suicidal girls??? i dunno man thats kinda weird

BOOYA... i need a sig pic. why am i retarded? eggers thinks im one of the 6 coolest on the board.. does that count for anything?

[IkeaBoy]

well I mean for their health and all it would be good if they weren't suicidal and they get help but ...

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[gone]

i know what you mean.. you dont REALLY want them to die or anything.. you just like helpless women or something

BOOYA... i need a sig pic. why am i retarded? eggers thinks im one of the 6 coolest on the board.. does that count for anything?

[IkeaBoy]

not so much helpless as mentally ill

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[FUNKMAN]

Not sure if these are suicide tendencies because I never truly felt down or depressed when I had the following thoughts:
When I'm driving in the left lane on the NJ Turnpike doing 70 or 75, I just want to whip the steering wheel around to see how the car would tumble, not even thinking about any injury.
The other is when we went to a highrise in Myrtle Beach, we were on the twelvth floor balcony and I thought about jumping but I felt like I could prepare myself as I approach the ground and roll over on my shoulder!
These have been wierd and a little scary at times!
Any thoughts or comments!

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[Circus Boy]

hell no suicide is for wimps..but i have been almost killed a few times...drowned somewhat and nearly hit by a bus

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[SweetPea]

yea funkman i have wanted to flip a car every now and then. I also wanna ram a car into a poll. Hmm I think I need some meds.

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[IkeaBoy]

I don't think that's suicidal, I think all of us have been driving like over a bridge and wonder what would happen if we just take a right and go off the bridge into upcoming traffic. You're not suicidal, you don't want to kill yourself but every once in awhile you just want to take that steering wheel and just do it.

And I understand about the higher you go, the more you look down you just wonder realizing how close you are to death and just falling. Sheeing how close to the edge you can get before you fall to your doom.

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[FMJeff]

I think i'm going to kill myself after reading this thread...how depressing...

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[FUNKMAN]

Jeff,

Don't do it man!

It may make you feel better to get naked and run through a cornfield backwards, real fast!

FUNKMAN

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[JerryTaker]

I was sent away in high school becuase everyone thought i was suicidal, when I really wasn't - so I got to go to the looney bin


wow, nearly the exact same thing happened to me, but my school thought I was going to take some people with me, and this was looooong before Columbine.

Actually people still think I'm suicidal, and even though I "wouldn't mind" dying, I couldn't bring myself to do it, I just don't know if that makes me brave or cowardly...

and I tried to Jump out of my window when I was 8 or 9. I guess that was the only time I "really" tried it...

-JerryTaker

"I remember now. I remember how it started. I can't remember yesterday, I just remember doing what they told me"

[IkeaBoy]

I too was on my school's list of most likely to Columbine was never sent away or to the school psychiatrist.

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[dicAMan]

I tried three times, first I took a whole bottle of asprin and my mom took me to the hospital and I got my stomach pumped and did the whole charcol thing. Second time I wraped a cord around my neck and tied it to a bar on my bed and leaned foward trying to die of asfictiation, my mom walked in on me right when I started to blackout and she brought me back to life and took me straight to the crazy ward at morristown hospital. Third time I shot 7 bags of heroin at once, I passed out and my friend broke open the door to the bathroom and took me to the er where they gave me some kind of shot which revived me, they said I was so close to death it was a miracle I survived, If my friend didn't break the door down of the bathroom when I didn't answer him I would have surely died. I'm doing good now and I don't think I will try to do it again. I think it was a sign from god that I failed so many times.

[RF Godfather]

Truthfully I've only had the urge to "off myself" just a few months ago. It was due to, for the most part, a failed relationship that I thought was a-ok, next thing I know my long time girlfriend who I loved and will continue to say till this day, is off with my f'n ex bestfriend and then my friends took her side... wtf! I was basically alone in the world, no one could reach me... I really wanted to end it... I had the bottles of asprin, the knife near my bed, a rope, it was geting bleak but then when Is tarted talking to certain people on the board I stopped that and thinking that it was the easy way out also deterred me from doing that. I hate thinking like that but its the true.

God damn I hate that I thought about it. Well now you guys know. Thanks everyone and you know it comes from teh heart.

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