I'm at my wits end

[keithy_19]

I would like to start off by saying I'm kind of a pussy and that there are so many worse things out in the world and just thinking about the shooting in Colorado and children being stricken with cancer just justify my statement. Ok, so that's that.

As I've made aware (probably too much) I have a medical condition and this past year has knocked me on my ass. I feel like I should point out again that peope have MS and have it far worse than me. And maybe instead of being a bitch I should man up. With that being said, this year has wrecked me. I don't know what to do. I take meds. I take klonoopin for the pain and it used to work and now it doesn;t. I just don't know what to do.

[jennysmurf]

If there was anything I could do to make it better, I would. I'm sorry, buddy.

[CountryBob]

I would like to start off by saying I'm kind of a pussy and that there are so many worse things out in the world and just thinking about the shooting in Colorado and children being stricken with cancer just justify my statement. Ok, so that's that.

As I've made aware (probably too much) I have a medical condition and this past year has knocked me on my ass. I feel like I should point out again that peope have MS and have it far worse than me. And maybe instead of being a bitch I should man up. With that being said, this year has wrecked me. I don't know what to do. I take meds. I take klonoopin for the pain and it used to work and now it doesn;t. I just don't know what to do.

I have a good friend with MS and he swears on smoking weed to help him deal with the pain.
Ever thought of a good support group to really get a chance to talk and possibly find good ideas from others?

I wish I had the answers for you....

[keithy_19]

I have a good friend with MS and he swears on smoking weed to help him deal with the pain.
Ever thought of a good support group to really get a chance to talk and possibly find good ideas from others?

I wish I had the answers for you....

They've legalized medical marijuana in New Jersey but I don't have a way to get it right now. My luck 'd go to a dealer and get busted for it.

[unreeshy]

I have a chronic condition too... I have good days and bad....I found that support groups do work......try it....you might like it!!!!

[Snoogans]

They've legalized medical marijuana in New Jersey but I don't have a way to get it right now. My luck 'd go to a dealer and get busted for it.

if you got busted, you could probably get off on account you have MS and the state legalized the program in 2010 and then slacked on it. Thats actually a legit defense, that the state slacking on the laws forced you to illegally obtain medicine. Its won before in other states and in Canada so.

And they are about 6 weeks now into the first batch, so it should be ready by sept, early oct latest.

[spoon]

Keithy, you know what I'm going to say...reach out to me and we can talk.


Someone else suggested it, as I've done a whole lot, you need to get more involved versus reaching out here alone. It helped my sis in a HUGE way and I have more that I just don't want to post here. You have my email, so hit me up.

[Melk]

Your problems matter. Don't let other people tell you otherwise. Pain is a massive problem and even if it weren't forget about starving kids and Aurora. You cannot help them without helping yourself first.

Grieve. Worry. Lash out.
Suppressing your feelings won't make you feel better more quickly.

[spankyfrank]

Definitely get involved in something. The more your mind is preoccupied with some hobby the less you are going to think about how shitty a situation you are in.

And never go through it alone.

[JohnGacysCrawlSpace]

Oxys.