there is something seriously wrong with me

[gone]

im crying for no reason, freaking out over nothing, cant hold an actual conversation, my libido is out of control, im always tired no matter how much i sleep. it feels like there isnt much that will make me happy. i feel trapped, i feel lost, i feel like the word is ending.... i dont know what to do anymore. is it possible i might need to be on meds or maybe even be hospitalised?

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[zathrus]

I don't know if you need meds,
but you might want to talk to
someone about it.


--zathrus
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[dash riprock]

horde if i may,hi ink u sound kinda hot(even tho u may be loco para cocoa puffs)theres 1 sure fire way to snap out of the doldrums.....2 words mr. tom jones!yes the sexy yet non-threatening sounds of the king of light pop is just what this doctor orders.imagine a candle lit dinner(perhaps a shrimp cocktail starter) as u listen to the strains of "shes a lady"u and your best guy(or gal)hold on while i picture that................ok all done.........no wait................ok,done,look into each others eyes before u know it the "green,green grass of home will be playing as u both get into what i like to call "the burt bacharach zone"hope this helped remember im not a doctor,but i do pretend to be one on the internet. ciao,bella

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[FUNKMAN]

inkgrrrl,

The baord is cool but also talk to your parents or one of your best friends... Go visit them or have them go to your place...
You know how you feel and now try to think about why?
Be honest with yourself and your friend...
Maybe you can nail it down, address it, and feel good about helping yourself...
Keep us up to date on how things are going...

:)

FUNKMAN

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[ag]

No Matter what.................
IM HERE FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!

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[gone]

first id like to say to dash.. WHAT??? umm dude id never listen to tom jones, not even if someone freakin paid me, but i guess the idea is ok :) im really worried now cause i think im scaring my bf, and i try not to push people away, but it happens alot. its subconcious and wrong but i cant stop it. i dont realise im doing it till afterwards.
and as far as talking to a friend. i dont really have any, i just moved, i had 2 friends but one turned on me and i already tried talking to the other but hes to wrapped up in his own problems.
thanks for the suggestions guys.

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[sexy bastard]

inkkky
you have my number, call me i dont bite senorita.
i been told i worry to much about others and have been told i care way to much for people, i think that is why some people push me away, but i am here if you want to talk.
=)


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[iscream22]

Those are symptoms of depression and anxiety which there are medicines for, but if i were you , id realize that i had a problem and get over things emotionally, and that everything is going to be alright, and look at all of the good things in life, and realize how great it is to be you. HEY IM A TEENAGED GUY!

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[gone]

but if i were you , id realize that i had a problem and get over things emotionally


you dont understand unless youre in it. it feels like the end of the world. not something you can just switch off and say "hey im better now, i though about it real hard and i think ill be ok today"
i wish it were that easy.

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[impactplayer2k1]

hey inkgrrrl, would you like the big knife?????

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"Anticipation is the greatest form of pleasure."

[nycenice]

i actually met someone recently online with some of the same symptoms you described and i thought maybe she had some childhood trauma or one of those girls that never quite recovered after being dumpedby some1 but now nstead o trying to diagnose her i just try to be there for her if she needs me plenty of people i'm sure that you know that'll help sometimes it helps to just talk while they listen good luc girlie hope you feel better soon

striving towards the goal that one day i will meet one of the rf.net girls and they'll be my friend with privliges preferabl crazy claire she's hot

[furie]

you'll be ok.
and never be afraid to post here for help or if you just want to rant.



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Thanks WWFallon!

[fatty]

i know how you feel. i've been out of that loop for awhile but now i'm sinking into again big time. me and my family get along, i love my girlfriend, and i'm going to school again as well as working... but i get downright miserable sometimes.

i hate the way i'm living right now and i refuse to stay this way. the only thing i can tell you is that it comes in waves. all you have to do is pass the time. watch t.v., watch a movie, read a book, talk to someone, post on this board, cry in your pillow, none of these things will help you right away, or at all. all they do is help you pass the time until you're better again.

I feel bad, sometimes everything just doesn't make sense and it's just hard to care about anything or you're just too tired to fight being miserable. but it does go away, eventually the good things you have will start to make you feel a little better and hopefully you'll find a routine in life that doesn't bring you down.

no matter how miserable you are just know it does go away... eventually. just know you're not the first person or only person to feel this way, but we all get through it somehow

thanks to WWFallon
and Gvacnomore for the
money sig!

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[HordeKing1]

While everyone has been trying to be helpful, positive and upbeat, there is a fundemental piece of information you are missing.

Someone in a major depressive state can not simply "snap out of it" or realize that "eventually it will work out." It just doesn't work that tway. A depressed person cannot escape from the world he or she created by thinking along those lines.

INK - I'll talk to you later on AIM.

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[iscream22]

Ive been through some f'ed up stuff, ive been a junkie, with psychotic symptoms at a young age, and within the past year, i went back to school,got off cocaine, and getting a 3.0 GPA, and that makes me proud, I believe anybody should be able to overcome anything if they try their best at it. Dont give up. Medicine normally wont do much for you, if it works for you, thats good, but if you just use medicine, youre not free to do what you want, also it makes you feel like ur a nut because youre on medicine (or at least thats what i thought), you must realize you have a problem, look on the bright side of things, get more sleep, and try to forget about any of your troubles for a night.
If any of the above doesnt work, consult a doctor, and try to explain your situation as best as you can, and see what she reccomends.
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This message was edited by iscream22 on 2-22-02 @ 3:27 PM

[gone]

impact... yes.. SOMEONE GET ME THE BIG KNIFE. i really appreciate everyones help. its been a tough week and ive been a hard person to be around. but i think if i start working on this(somehow) ill be ok..... see right now im going though an optimistic hour.... ill be depressed again by the end of the night im sure... its terrible

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[ag]

DONOT GET HER THAT KNIFE!!!!!!!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

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[CYYYFYYY]

Wish ya luck Inky... sorry I don't have any
advice.............


David the Franchize
Everyone Loves CYYYFYYY
My name is CYYYFYYY and I like Ping Pong

[sexy bastard]

being derpessed does suck, cause even though people want to help you feel many times likethey cant help you. It takes a long time do get out of a dperession, it is not an overnight deal, but a day by day situiation. <hug,kiss> to inkkky

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[CovDiesel]

When I'm depressed... I listen to my happy hippy music and I sit outside.. it makes for a mood change.

there's so much to be happy about.. the little hangups depress me... so that's my method... obviously doesn't work for everyone.. but happy hippy music does in fact rule.. From Good Homes has saved me on many occasions.

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