angrymissy
03-19-2002, 04:51 AM
Well, today my co-worker/friend comes over to me and goes "did anyone tell you what gonna be happening?" It turns out that my whole department is reorganizing. I don't know if I will still have a job. I report to seven VP's in my department, and now they will all be moved to different departments. 3 of them are going to one dept, 2 are going to another and the other two are staying. This is bad for me, because I'm a secretary and support all SEVEN of them. I always figured my job was safe because I supported so many people, but now that they're all being scattered to different departments, I'm worried that my job may not be needed anymore. I mean of course they need a secretary for SEVEN people, but for two guys they might just drop the job to save money in the budget. I'm doing a great job here and I just had a good review, but I'm worried. I don't want to get downsized, considering how bad the job market is now. I've only had my apartment for 6 months, and I use every last cent I make to pay for rent, food and bills, and I'm pretty sure if I got downsized, I wouldn't be able to get this salary anywhere else. Everyone who knows me well knows that I'm always terrified of losing my job, even before this. I have anxiety problems, and they are getting worse and worse, and the paranoia is getting really bad. I don't know if I should ask my boss what is going on, or wait for a formal announcement. If this would just affect me, I wouldn't worry so much, but my sister lives with me and I pay her rent and utilities and my little brother needs clothes for school and my father just doesn't make enough money to get by, so I've always helped them too, I just needed to vent, its hard for me to get things out, but my mental state is really worsening by the day and the meds just aren't helping anymore. I hope everything works out and I still have a job or I'll be fucked.
Thanks for listening, any advice appreciated.
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Thanks for listening, any advice appreciated.
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