manic depression or something else?

[GwEnYpOo]

i feel like a fucking schizophrenic.sometimes i get into these really terrible moods, it usually happens at night or once in a while when im home alone.i lay in bed in the dark, listen to dark music and berate myself. for the past week or two i've been in one of these moods.it usually only lasts a day.i feel like a total fuck up. it seems like im getting insulted and cured out for every little thing i do.
in the past 2 weeks i've gained 10 pounds. every time i go to eat something even a little junkey , my mom now has something extemely nasty and condesndig to say to me about how i look.then i'll spend the next hour and a half in my room , in my own little world. to add to it my friends are asshole. the other day my friend stephanie told me i sould go balemic if i wanted to lose the weight fast. i've been so fucked up only realised like 2 days after she said this , what a dick she is for saying it
i feel like that tool song "i am just a worthless lier , iam just an imbasyl i will only complicate you trust in me and fall as well ...i will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down " i've done and said alot of fucked up thing cuase of this "depression" or whatever it is . i've been disconnecting myself from people and trying to hide it as best i can , spare people the drama. i won't even look in the mirror any more . i hate myself
when im not in this "moom" im usually a very happy person ... who's 10 pounds lighter. i think i've reaached my fucking breaking point , last night came home and i needed a cigarette so bad , and i haven't had a craving in 2 months
i've been spuratically going to counseling , but that's relly never helped me . i've been this way since i was 8 . i really don't want it to go on any more. i don't know who to turn to. i do not want to complicate anyone's life by having them worry about me

what exactly is manic depression? do i have it?i know it makes you suicidal , and if i weren't so fucking scared of death , i might be

i just needed to get this shit off my chest.

[center]
http://64.177.177.182/katylina/gwennypoosig.jpg

[font=Comic Sans MS]fuzzy , you gave me fucking AIDS! im never coming to science lab with you again

I WAS GOING TO PUT THE LYRICS TO DARLING NIKKI BY THE FOO FIGHTERS IN MY SIG , BUT THE FUCKING SITE WONT LET ME!!
http://snlarc.jt.org/arc/chartn/JePi-Drunk%20Girl.jpg

[saveopieanthony.net]

i feel the same way like all the time, so i hear you. my friend says i should take something like pacil for it, but I don't want to talk to anyone.

the main problem is i feel like i don't have anything to look forward to. I hate myself as well. in fact i took the mirror out of my room because i hated seeing myself in the reflection. I only l look in the mirror like in the bathroom and i try to keep my head down while washing my hands so i don't catch a glimpse. I'm not heidious or anything, i just hate myself.

I also feel i'm completely alone and that I live every day in the personal hell i've created.

anyway here's some info..

depression info (http://www.paxilcr.com/Depression.jsp?rotation=7838385&banner=10337)

Big Ass Card Holder 1230 (whoo--aaah)

"Ronnie...this guy Hank said "I'm going to kill you Fat girl" - Fez
"Really...that means he must know you" - Ron

[monsterone]

i feel like that tool song "i am just a worthless lier , iam just an imbasyl i will only complicate you trust in me and fall as well ...i will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down "



especially, since your quoting tool songs, my diagnosis: teenage angst. it should clear up in 5 to 6 years.

i'll go out on a limb and say i'm pretty sure you don't have a chemical imbalance, but if you really think there's something wrong with you, talk to a psychiatrist.


<center><img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=monsterone01">


MO¥+ErO¥E.
moe & steels, you
are greatly missed... you too
horde king</center>

[saveopieanthony.net]

but i'm 26 and have felt this way for three years....nevermind.

if i'm going out...i'm going out in my sleep.

Big Ass Card Holder 1230 (whoo--aaah)

"Ronnie...this guy Hank said "I'm going to kill you Fat girl" - Fez
"Really...that means he must know you" - Ron

[Freakshow]

I'm going to resist the temptation to quote Jimi Hendrix lyrics.

I think manic depression is now know as a bipolar disorder. Either that or they are related. It's a positive-negative thing, depression alternating with activity to an extreme. Somebody please, please, please correct me if I am wrong.

That Tool album is a great thing. I used to listen to it every day when I was in school.

Here comes the water.

All I knew and all I believed
are crumbling images
that no longer comfort me.
I scramble to reach higher ground,
some order and sanity,
or something to comfort me.

So I take what is mine,and hold what is mine,
suffocate what is mine, and bury what's mine.
Soon the water will come
and claim what is mine.
I must leave it behind,
and climb to a new place now.

This ground is not the rock I thought it to be.

Thought I was high, and free.
I thought I was there
divine destiny.

I was wrong.
This changes everything.

The water is rising up on me.
Thought the sun would come deliver me,
but the truth has come to punish me instead.

The ground is breaking down right under me.
Cleanse and purge me
in the water.

<img src=http://www.christpuncherrecords.com/sigs/answer.gif>
<br> Err: We get checks from the government and we spend them on beer. Mexican Beer.

This message was edited by Freakshow on 1-29-04 @ 3:22 PM

[monsterone]

the main problem is i feel like i don't have anything to look forward to. I hate myself as well. in fact i took the mirror out of my room because i hated seeing myself in the reflection. I only l look in the mirror like in the bathroom and i try to keep my head down while washing my hands so i don't catch a glimpse. I'm not heidious or anything, i just hate myself.
I also feel i'm completely alone and that I live every day in the personal hell i've created.




dude, you have major depression and should see a shrink and look into councelling. an anti-depressant and a coucelor should help you straighten things out in as little as 6 months. but definitely look into help. seriously.


<center><img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=monsterone01">


MO¥+ErO¥E.
moe & steels, you
are greatly missed... you too
horde king</center>

[CrazyClare]

ok so if your not hearing voices oe seeing things then your not psychotic. And it doesnt sound like anxiety which is good. When disorders compond on eachother thats when it gets complicated and hard to diagnos (like me).
Ok from what your saying it does not sound like you are bipolar (manic)
The name kinda explains the disorder, 2 poles, or two opposite feelings. You have depression but it doesn not sound like you have mania which makes the disorder BI polar. If you were maniac you would have infalted self esteme. You would think you can do more than you really can. Characteritics of mania are; not sleeping, doing things you normally wouldnt do (i.E sleeping around, doing different activities against your morals), often people go out and max theyre credit cards, think they can fly (really extreme).
You my darling, sound like a depressive, which is unipolar, meaning its a mood disorder lacking mania. This is a good thing because bipolarness is complicated and they like their mania.
Being snappy, overating, isolating are all hallmarks of depression. You say you dont like counseling but what have you got to lose? When people say they dont like therapy its often cause they dont work in therapy and face issues that are difficult. Your not gonna get any better the way your going, its just gonna get worse and worse, youll isolate more and more, its a downward spiral. try a different therapist. MEdication might be a good idea, and often those adolescence depression dont need medication as an adult. So realize your not alone and alot of people feel the same way. Also keep yourself busy instead of retreating into yourself.
PM me, its not impossible.

<IMG SRC="http://img1.photobucket.com/albums/1003/mikeyboy/claresig.jpg">,
MikeyBoy is hot!

[jocefus]

sure its not just teenage angst?


http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=jocefus



Big ups to amy, aggie, satcam,adf and fluff for the sigs..

hey my man, what it look like

[Katylina]

You are totally ruining the blonde cheerleader impression that I first had of you.

<center>
<marquee>I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you, till somebody better comes along. I'm full of freakiness, so give my kat a kiss. </marquee>
<img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=katylina">
<a href="http://www.pagerealm.com/katylina/index.html" target=_new>Katylina's Web Page</a>
<br>
<br>
<b>Thank you to ADF, Fluff, and AG for making certain sigs for me!</b>

[East Side Dave]

You are totally ruining the image I had of a little drunken Mogwai tap-dancing on your keyboard. Don't get wet or eat after midnight!

<img src=http://www.richstillwell.com/ESD.gif>
Big Ass Mafia Edits

Click this link (http://www.publicbroadcasting.net/thenight/ppr/index.shtml) to hear my show on Jersey's 90.5 The Night FM; (weeknights)-
Sunday night/Monday morning through Thursday night/Friday morning- 3 to 5 AM.

This message was edited by East Side Dave on 1-29-04 @ 5:32 PM

[Iamnotatool]

Sorry, I had to...


when im not in this "moom" im usually a very happy person ... who's 10 pounds lighter



me too. I love the moom. Fly me to the 'moom'

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/iamnotatool.gif>
Please don't hold my huge nutbag against me, or I'll hold it against you that you have flapjack tits

[Freakshow]

Signatures are very dangerous. I can, however, assure you all that I am, in fact, an answering machine. And i'm also Lionel Hutz.

That is all.



<img src=http://www.christpuncherrecords.com/sigs/answer.gif>
<br> Err: We get checks from the government and we spend them on beer. Mexican Beer.

[Heavy]

Ignore the assholes.

http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=JohneeWadd
A proportionate amount of props are equally distributed to my nigga's Fluff, Alexxis, CanOfSoup15, WWFallon and Katylina
HORDE KING FOREVER!!!
ORACLE NEVER!!!

[Iamnotatool]

By the way...



manic depression or something else?



Something else. Life. Deal with it it hun. It gets good. It gets bad.

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/iamnotatool.gif>
Please don't hold my huge nutbag against me, or I'll hold it against you that you have flapjack tits

[Katylina]

Ignore the assholes.


You've finally admitted it!

<center>
<marquee>I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you, till somebody better comes along. I'm full of freakiness, so give my kat a kiss. </marquee>
<img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=katylina">
<a href="http://www.pagerealm.com/katylina/index.html" target=_new>Katylina's Web Page</a>
<br>
<br>
<b>Thank you to ADF, Fluff, and AG for making certain sigs for me!</b>

[Bill From Yorktown]

speaking from experience, you are depressed not manic/depressed. Manic depressed is a cycle of severe ups and downs. One day you'll be so sad you dont want to get out of bed and can't be motivated to do any work; the next (or 2 or 3 later) you are full of energy, talk a mile a minute about anything, and are on top of the world. A similar case (as I have) is where you are down for 2-4 days, are "ok" for 1, then hit a manic high for a couple of hours, then back down again. I hear that this is my attempt to compensate for depression with a burst of manic.

Talk to someone and dont be talked into meds until you are sure.

<IMG SRC="http://hometown.aol.com/billb914/sigpic.gif">

[angrymissy]

im going with typical teenage angst.

if you have manic depression, you'd also go though manic stages of being incredibly "up" and almost psycotic, and very quickly swing down to dark, incredibly deep depression... I mean, can't get out of bed depression. its not a disorder to take lightly, I've known and interacted with quite a few serious manic-depressives and its actually scary to watch.

you sound like a typical teenager, go to your counselor at school and vent to them. i too used to do the whole "lock myself in my room in the dark and listen to depressing music and wonder why the world is so bleak" bit when i was maybe13-17. it ends eventually.

<BR><img src="http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/missy2.gif" width="300" height="100" border="1">

[Arienette]

you sound like a typical teenager, go to your counselor at school and vent to themi think one of the big lessons that i learned in high school was not to trust school counselors. you said you've been to counseling on and off. i'd suggest that you either go talk to them again, and on a regular basis, or find someone else.

<center><img src="http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/aripenguin.gif" height=100 width=300</img><br><br>it's harder not to drown</center>

[keithy_19]

HEY!!!! SHES STEALING MY BIT!

But seriously, 10 pounds?! Oh what I would do for ten pounds. And your a teenager, we eat junk food. Tell your mom to fuck off, nicely of course.

Your friend stephanie, is fucking with you. Your strung out, I've been there too. Just let shit like that slide right off ya. (even though belemia is the best way to lose weight)

And about hating yourself, have you tried cutting? Oh God, I'm just asking to get kicked off the board aren't I. I was kidding. But just tell yourself good thoughts, say, "I'm not gunna let whatever is getting me down fuck with me today. Today is my day and I will have a good time." So go fake a cold and take nyquil. Good stuff. Well, my thoughts and prayers are with you.

:)

http://64.177.177.182/katylina/electricsexsig.jpg
Much thanks to Katylina

[SatCam]

Gwen, I want to make you feel better. I really want to call you hot, but I don't know what you look like ;-)

But I hope you get over this. I'm sure inside my head I'm one fucked up person, and I'm sure everyone thinks I am. But to you guys, I try to stay as up beat as possibly, just so you guys can feel like I'm a good person. :)

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[MattyBronx]

Gwen, take a little bit from everyone here:
There's probably nothing seriously wrong with you.
Talk to people about it, it'll help.
Don't be so quick to medicate.
Life is full of ups and downs.
Ignore the assholes.
We all go through it, everyone reacts differently.
Keep your head up & hang in there.

Wow, I sound like someone's dad.


<IMG SRC="http://mysite.verizon.net/vze71h4v/Storage/MattyBronx24.png">

[Alice S. Fuzzybutt]

in the past 2 weeks i've gained 10 pounds. every time i go to eat something even a little junkey , my mom now has something extemely nasty and condesndig to say to me about how i look.


That's the WORST thing someone can be when dealing with someone with an eating disorder.

I've been there.

Right now, sure, it sounds like teen angst, but it could very well be depression. Teen angst, you grow out of; depression, you don't.

You need to find a counselor you like and can connect with. Going to someone you don't have a good repoir with is counter productive. You need to feel safe and able to confide with your counselor.



<IMG SRC=http://atamichimpo.50megs.com/images/deathmetalfuzzybutt.jpg>

She said Jesus had a twin who knew nothing about sin.

[reeshy]

JESUS H. CHRIST!!!! If I''ve said it once, I've said it a thousand times...if you have a medical or psych problem, this board is the last place to go to for advice!!!! If things are that bad, start with your primary health care provider and branch out from there!!!! The kind of "advice" that you'll get here will just get you into more trouble!!!! Good luck and do the right thing!!!!

[center]<IMG SRC=http://64.177.177.182/katylina/mrbadtouchsig.jpg>

[MattyBronx]

If I''ve said it once, I've said it a thousand times...if you have a medical or psych problem, this board is the last place to go to for advice!!!!

You can say that again, brother!


<IMG SRC="http://mysite.verizon.net/vze71h4v/Storage/MattyBronx24.png">

[Alice S. Fuzzybutt]

Reesh, I mean, Mr. Bad Touch,

This forum is just a sounding board. Of course, we're not professionals, nor do we pretend to be. As seen in several posts, professional help has been suggested.

Baby steps. Sometimes the hardest step IS the first. It helps to take that step where you feel comfortable. Yes, there's a lot of tooling on this board, but there are also a lot of kind souls who care.

She's a kid (sorry Gwen). She doesn't have access to a PC physician outside of her parents. She came here for ADVICE and to let off steam.

It's all good.


<IMG SRC=http://atamichimpo.50megs.com/images/deathmetalfuzzybutt.jpg>

She said Jesus had a twin who knew nothing about sin.

[keithy_19]

I also want to add that in a lot of insurance plans psych is not covered. It costs a lot. So it's not always easy to go. And it's hard to explain to your parents how your really feeling too. Stay strong Gwen. If you ever wanna talk, Pm me or something. We're the same age and probably go through the same shit everyday.

http://64.177.177.182/katylina/electricsexsig.jpg
Much thanks to Katylina

This message was edited by Electric Sex on 1-29-04 @ 8:31 PM

[Katylina]

You could try excercising. It gives you energy and makes you feel good about yourself.

<center>
<marquee>I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you, till somebody better comes along. I'm full of freakiness, so give my kat a kiss. </marquee>
<img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=katylina">
<a href="http://www.pagerealm.com/katylina/index.html" target=_new>Katylina's Web Page</a>
<br>
<br>
<b>Thank you to ADF, Fluff, and AG for making certain sigs for me!</b>

[monsterone]

JESUS H. CHRIST!!!! If I''ve said it once, I've said it a thousand times...if you have a medical or psych problem, this board is the last place to go to for advice!!!! If things are that bad, start with your primary health care provider and branch out from there!!!! The kind of "advice" that you'll get here will just get you into more trouble!!!! Good luck and do the right thing!!!!


one of the first signs of a mental disorder is an excessive use of exclaimation points. is there something you need to share with us, mr. t? (i won't give away your last name for confedentiality reasons)

<center><img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=monsterone01">


MO¥+ErO¥E.
moe & steels, you
are greatly missed... you too
horde king</center>

[mdr55]

JESUS H. CHRIST!!!! If I''ve said it once, I've said it a thousand times...if you have a medical or psych problem, this board is the last place to go to for advice!!!! If things are that bad, start with your primary health care provider and branch out from there!!!! The kind of "advice" that you'll get here will just get you into more trouble!!!! Good luck and do the right thing!!!!


I agree with Mr. Bad Touch- the board is the last place you would want to get a "Diagnosis" or information regarding your present condition. Better off getting the info from your doctor who can then refer you to the appropriate places.

If you're experiencing suicidal thoughts or tendencies, please seek help immediately. You can sign yourself into the hospital voluntarily if you continue to have these thoughts regarding your mental health status. Better safe that sorry.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[monsterone]

If you're experiencing suicidal thoughts or tendencies,



i go "no mom, i'm not on drugs, i'm okay, i'm just thinking ya know. why don't you get me a pepsi?"
she goes "no! you're on drugs!" i go "mom, i'm okay, i'm just thinking."
she goes "no, you're not thinking, you're on drugs.normal people don't act that way."
i go "mom, just get me a pepsi, please, all i want's a pepsi." and she wouldn't give it to me. all i wanted was a pepsi.



sorry, i couldn't resist.
all i wanted was a pepsi, just one pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me. just a pepsi.


<center><img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=monsterone01">


MO¥+ErO¥E.
moe & steels, you
are greatly missed... you too
horde king</center>

[Heavy]

Thye put me in an Instituation, said it was.......



If things are that bad, start with your primary health care provider


Reeshy youre dealing with a like 15 year old here. I doubt she can hop in a car and go to her doctor, and I'm sure telling the parents is not an option. Anyway, Wadd suggests you start drressing normally and get some "normal" friends. It might help

http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=JohneeWadd
A proportionate amount of props are equally distributed to my nigga's Fluff, Alexxis, CanOfSoup15, WWFallon and Katylina
HORDE KING FOREVER!!!
ORACLE NEVER!!!

[IrishAlkey]

Dress normal?

You're such a jackass.

<center>http://www.yourmomsbox.net/alkey/Alkey.gif</center>

[Alice S. Fuzzybutt]

Look, cut Gwen some slack. OK?

She came to the board for support. What route she chooses to seek is her business.

<IMG SRC=http://atamichimpo.50megs.com/images/deathmetalfuzzybutt.jpg>

She said Jesus had a twin who knew nothing about sin.

This message was edited by Alice S. Fuzzybutt on 1-29-04 @ 11:37 PM

[TheMojoPin]

Wadd, try to NOT be a dick for once.

<img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=TheMojoPin">
2% << December boys got it BAD >> "You might tell some lies about the good times we've had/But I've kissed your mother twice...and now I'm working on your dad..."

[Heavy]

I'm not being a dick at all. She is part of a group right now that would probally be the worst for someone thats depressed.

http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=JohneeWadd
A proportionate amount of props are equally distributed to my nigga's Fluff, Alexxis, CanOfSoup15, WWFallon and Katylina
HORDE KING FOREVER!!!
ORACLE NEVER!!!

[MizzleTizzle]

JESUS H. CHRIST!!!! If I''ve said it once, I've said it a thousand times...if you have a medical or psych problem, this board is the last place to go to for advice!!!!


Gwen,

Read the above one more time. Irrespective of who posted it or intent, it's quite valid.

No one knows what you have. No one knows what manic depression 'exactly' is; or even generally.

Everyone can describe all they want, this is moot in my opinion, as again, no one knows.

If you want definitions, they are available, but most important.

Even apart from parents and school, there are TONS of people to talk to, the pros, who can refer you to real people in your area where you live; irrespective of age. They can steer you to the right people to talk to. Follow that path please, and not this one.

Please do this.



---

--

just below the surface of what we might call our ordinary lives lie riches

[MizzleTizzle]

and I'm sure telling the parents is not an option. Anyway, Wadd suggests you start drressing normally and get some "normal" friends. It might help


I'm not sure which is worse; the assumption that going to your parents is not an option, or the 'helpful' advice that follows.

To those who wish to be helpful: don't be helpful, be available. Huge difference. Off soapbox.


---

--

just below the surface of what we might call our ordinary lives lie riches

This message was edited by MizzleTizzle on 1-30-04 @ 6:22 AM

[GwEnYpOo]

You are totally ruining the blonde cheerleader impression that I first had of you. heh , try to find the thread "creepy people scare me" by hawiian shirt craig in the confessional. its really old , but you might be able to find it.

[center]
http://64.177.177.182/katylina/gwennypoosig.jpg

[font=Comic Sans MS]fuzzy , you gave me fucking AIDS! im never coming to science lab with you again

I WAS GOING TO PUT THE LYRICS TO DARLING NIKKI BY THE FOO FIGHTERS IN MY SIG , BUT THE FUCKING SITE WONT LET ME!!
http://snlarc.jt.org/arc/chartn/JePi-Drunk%20Girl.jpg

[StupidGirlllll]

I can not find it link it so all I have to do is click on it...Thanx

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[Heavy]

look back in last summer.


And all you old people that think only a doctor can help need to grow up.

http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=JohneeWadd
A proportionate amount of props are equally distributed to my nigga's Fluff, Alexxis, CanOfSoup15, WWFallon and Katylina
HORDE KING FOREVER!!!
ORACLE NEVER!!!

[Borne Too Loose]

Sounds like major depressive episodes. It doesnt sound like youre aving any manic episodes, so it does sound like depression mixed in with angst, and maybe shitty weather. prozac would probably help, but so would just talking about it too.
i was a psychology major, a drug addict, and an all round suicidal candidate.
keep posting on the message boards and get it out. maybe talk to the horde king. he's good with this kind of thing too.

feel fre to IM me, and we could talk if you want. ive been there before, and probably going back there again. Hang in there.

<IMG SRC=http://www.myimgs.com/data/sickboy4755/corleone.jpg>

AIM: BorneTooLoose or Sickboy4755

"All I Have In This World, Are My Balls and My Word, and I Don't Break 'em for Nobody."

[StupidGirlllll]

i DID i CAN NOT FIND IT PLEASE LINK IT..

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[TheMojoPin]

And all you old people

He's starting with the man in the mirror.

<img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=TheMojoPin">
2% << December boys got it BAD >> "You might tell some lies about the good times we've had/But I've kissed your mother twice...and now I'm working on your dad..."

[GwEnYpOo]

wadd wasn't being a dick , layoff . i don't have suicidalthoughts , i way to scared of death to even have those. i don't think i need to be commited , nor do i think this is just normal for my age . when i get "depressed" it doesn't just stop there i start lying alot , people start to disgust me for no reason , i can't sleep , and i m very nasty.im pretty sure it's not just angst. but thanx for the advice , it was much needed .

BTW , telling my mom is not an option , she'd just say there was nothing wrong with me and i've just been doing this for attention. she doesn't understand

[center]
http://64.177.177.182/katylina/gwennypoosig.jpg

[font=Comic Sans MS]fuzzy , you gave me fucking AIDS! im never coming to science lab with you again

I WAS GOING TO PUT THE LYRICS TO DARLING NIKKI BY THE FOO FIGHTERS IN MY SIG , BUT THE FUCKING SITE WONT LET ME!!
http://snlarc.jt.org/arc/chartn/JePi-Drunk%20Girl.jpg

[StupidGirlllll]

sTILL WAITNING FOR THE HAWAIIN SHIRTS KIDS LINK PLEASE.

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[monsterone]

well, i guess it's a litlle unfair to pre-judge dog fucking as a form of therapy. sorry wadd, you jackass.


<center><img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=monsterone01">


MO¥+ErO¥E.
moe & steels, you
are greatly missed... you too
horde king</center>

[GwEnYpOo]

i don' t know how to link it , but i found it ,
go to the confessional , scroll all the way down , then click on the 4th page and scroll down a little bit , it's there , it's actually creepy people bother me , not scare me

[center]
http://64.177.177.182/katylina/gwennypoosig.jpg

[font=Comic Sans MS]fuzzy , you gave me fucking AIDS! im never coming to science lab with you again

I WAS GOING TO PUT THE LYRICS TO DARLING NIKKI BY THE FOO FIGHTERS IN MY SIG , BUT THE FUCKING SITE WONT LET ME!!
http://snlarc.jt.org/arc/chartn/JePi-Drunk%20Girl.jpg

[Freakshow]

Bam!

<a href="http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/75/Topic/30473/page/Creepy_people_bother_me.htm">Creepy People Bother Me</a>



<img src=http://www.christpuncherrecords.com/sigs/answer.gif>
<br> Err: We get checks from the government and we spend them on beer. Mexican Beer.

[GwEnYpOo]

oh yeah i forgot i was trashy /cheesey back then , for the newer members

[center]
http://64.177.177.182/katylina/gwennypoosig.jpg

[font=Comic Sans MS]fuzzy , you gave me fucking AIDS! im never coming to science lab with you again

I WAS GOING TO PUT THE LYRICS TO DARLING NIKKI BY THE FOO FIGHTERS IN MY SIG , BUT THE FUCKING SITE WONT LET ME!!
http://snlarc.jt.org/arc/chartn/JePi-Drunk%20Girl.jpg

[StupidGirlllll]

tHANKS fREAK...O yea maybe you should get out of the dark & into the light Carol Ann



i wear black , i wear black leather bracelet things , i wear baggy as pants with 42 zippers and chains on them , i wear tight black shirts , I have a fake lip ring (iam not allowed a real one) , i will occasionaly put purple streaks in my hair or wear black lipstick.


That just sounds so creepy...

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[Borne Too Loose]

when i get "depressed" it doesn't just stop there i start lying alot , people start to disgust me for no reason , i can't sleep , and i m very nasty.im pretty sure it's not just angst. but thanx for the advice , it was much needed .


wow, if u said that to me in a bar, id go home with you.

maybe gweny is my long lost love.

<IMG SRC=http://www.myimgs.com/data/sickboy4755/corleone.jpg>

AIM: BorneTooLoose or Sickboy4755

"All I Have In This World, Are My Balls and My Word, and I Don't Break 'em for Nobody."

[mdr55]

Not that' I'm a doctor or anything, but what your going through is normal for a person of your age.

Trashy/Cheezy, didn't you work with the Amish last year??? (I seem to recollect that) Welcome back.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[StupidGirlllll]

Yea then she changed her name to GwEnNyPoO..Yea she is a fighter. She will be OK she just need to get out of the dark,,If you live in black then black is all you will see. Put a little bit of pink on maybe even some baby blue..nice bright colors stop with the blacks.

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[mdr55]

Yea she is a fighter. She will be OK she just need to get out of the dark,,If you live in black then black is all you will see. Put a little bit of pink on maybe even some baby blue..nice bright colors stop with the blacks.


So what you're saying is "Once you go Black, you can't go Back"??

Sorry, I had to throw that in there.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[StupidGirlllll]

Hey nothing wrong with doing black..I am talking bout wearing black all the time not a good thing.

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[monsterone]

need more fashion tips from stupidgirl:

http://ia.imdb.com/media/imdb/01/I/94/59/06m.jpg


:p


<center><img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=monsterone01">


MO¥+ErO¥E.
moe & steels, you
are greatly missed... you too
horde king</center>

[mdr55]

I am talking bout wearing black all the time not a good thing.


So you don't like Black Earl?? But he's our buddyyy.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[East Side Dave]

I like wearing blue but I certainly don't feel blue- unless my parakeet escapes from his cage and flies into the fire place...... then, I feel blue.

<img src=http://www.richstillwell.com/ESD.gif>
Big Ass Mafia Edits

Click this link (http://www.publicbroadcasting.net/thenight/ppr/index.shtml) to hear my show on Jersey's 90.5 The Night FM; (weeknights)-
Sunday night/Monday morning through Thursday night/Friday morning- 3 to 5 AM.

This message was edited by East Side Dave on 1-30-04 @ 3:53 PM

[mdr55]

I like wearing blue but I certainly don't feel blue- unless my parakeet escapes from his cage and flies into the fire place...... then, I feel blue.


So your the infamous Blueboy in those art paintings???

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[StupidGirlllll]

All I am trying to say is that if you make yourself look good on the outside, you will feel good on the inside...Goe to the gym work out...If you are happy with yourself you will be happy with life...

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[mdr55]

When a life a bring you down,
and you want to turn that frown upside down.
Don't Worry,
Be Happy.

Woh, woh, a woh aoh.
Don't Worry, Be Happy. :)

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[East Side Dave]

Go to the gym or take a hose and spray an older woman's front door step so that it ices over for when she's coming home from grocery shopping. Watching those eggs and her feet fly in the air rules!

<img src=http://www.richstillwell.com/ESD.gif>
Big Ass Mafia

Click this link (http://www.publicbroadcasting.net/thenight/ppr/index.shtml) to hear my show on Jersey's 90.5 The Night FM; (weeknights)-
Sunday night/Monday morning through Thursday night/Friday morning- 3 to 5 AM.

[mdr55]

She's like 15-16 I think, will they accept her if she's underage?? And there aren't a lot choices of gyms near her if she lives in Amish country.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[StupidGirlllll]

Its crazy that I actually pay attention to her but she is not amish she has family friends that are amish.. & yes you can go to the gym at any age..please with all these fat kids no adays I would make it mandatory.

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[East Side Dave]

I would also make it mandatory for children to paint themselves yellow 'cause it would be awesome seein' a whole bunch of little Pacman's running around!

<img src=http://www.richstillwell.com/ESD.gif>
Big Ass Mafia

Click this link (http://www.publicbroadcasting.net/thenight/ppr/index.shtml) to hear my show on Jersey's 90.5 The Night FM; (weeknights)-
Sunday night/Monday morning through Thursday night/Friday morning- 3 to 5 AM.

[monsterone]

I would also make it mandatory for children to paint themselves yellow 'cause it would be awesome seein' a whole bunch of little Pacman's running around!



didn't we learn anything from pac man fever?!? anything??? god man, think of the children... think of the children...


<center><img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=monsterone01">


MO¥+ErO¥E.
moe & steels, you
are greatly missed... you too
horde king</center>

[SatCam]

we're not professionals, nor do we pretend to be.

Speak for yourself.

Me and Dr. Wadd will help you, Miss.

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[StupidGirlllll]

I think I need to see a pic of her I have this totally weird image in my mind..Nobody ever looks like what I think they look like from here anyway.

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[mdr55]

So if she's Fat. You've just insulted her.

Like my mama always says- If you have nothing nice to say about somebody don't sany nothing at all.

But then again, when I would ask my mama something- she didn't say anything back to me.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[Heavy]

Its crazy that I actually pay attention to her but she is not amish she has family friends that are amish.. & yes you can go to the gym at any age..please with all these fat kids no adays I would make it mandatory.

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

And with all the stupid adults no adays I would make school mandatory for them

http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=JohneeWadd
A proportionate amount of props are equally distributed to my nigga's Fluff, Alexxis, CanOfSoup15, WWFallon and Katylina
HORDE KING FOREVER!!!
ORACLE NEVER!!!

[SatCam]

Welcome to the Medical offices of Dr. Sat Cam, Dr. John E. Wadd, and Dr. Bad Touch.

[LEGAL NOTICE: Please use caution when schedualing appointments with Dr. Touch.]

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[East Side Dave]

Dr. Bad Touch put my grandmother to sleep!

<img src=http://www.richstillwell.com/ESD.gif>
Big Ass Mafia

Click this link (http://www.publicbroadcasting.net/thenight/ppr/index.shtml) to hear my show on Jersey's 90.5 The Night FM; (weeknights)-
Sunday night/Monday morning through Thursday night/Friday morning- 3 to 5 AM.

[mdr55]

Welcome to the Medical offices of Dr. Sat Cam, Dr. John E. Wadd, and Dr. Bad Touch.

[LEGAL NOTICE: Please use caution when schedualing appointments with Dr. Touch.]



Hey!! What about me? Unlike you, I got an MD in my name!

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[SatCam]

Hey!! What about me? Unlike you, I got an MD in my name!

I've got cookies!!! Who wants cookies!!! Cookies, 50 cents!!!

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

This message was edited by SatCam on 1-30-04 @ 4:47 PM

[StupidGirlllll]

I could be the Nurse....

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[SatCam]

You could, but you'd have to take an IQ test to contridict your screen name.

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[Heavy]

We all no your name stands for "Many Dicks Received, 55"

http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=JohneeWadd
A proportionate amount of props are equally distributed to my nigga's Fluff, Alexxis, CanOfSoup15, WWFallon and Katylina
HORDE KING FOREVER!!!
ORACLE NEVER!!!

[SatCam]

We all no your name stands for "Many Dicks Received, 55"

What Dr. Wadd means is that you're one fucked up little fellow. Here's a signed prescription. I'll leave it up to you to fill out the medication and refills.

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[Freakshow]

Nobody ever looks like what I think they look like from here anyway.

I agree.

So i'm going to do my part. Here is a picutre of me. Hope it 'clears' things up.

<img width=400 src=http://www.christpuncherrecords.com/photos/ScheduledBeating13.jpg>

<img src=http://www.christpuncherrecords.com/sigs/answer.gif>
<br> Err: We get checks from the government and we spend them on beer. Mexican Beer.

[StupidGirlllll]

No not really its a little blurry do you have a better 1?

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[mdr55]

Ok Back to point. The fact that you are talking about your feelings and seeking information means guess what? You're NORMAL (if there really is a word)!! Your just going through a stage in your life and who doesn't feel depressed or down now and then. You're young and still finding your identity and sense of belonging in this wacked out world. By discussing these feelings proves there is nothing wrong with you and that you are aware that you are experiencing these feelings.

Too many times people rush to place a "Label" or diagnosis on someone to explain their behavior. And sometimes people use these terms too loosely or out of context. Other times, people believe that medication is the only solution to deal with a problem. But in order to help others, one needs to put the pieces together and see the whole picture as opposed to viewing only the parts that the person ALLOWS other to see.

So what does this all mean?? It means that in terms of the answer that you are seeking regarding what you are going through only you can answer that question, no one knows you more than yourself and people can only guide you. But you have to be careful of your guide because they can lead you to either the right path or wrong path but it's your choice where you go.
.................................................. ....................Oppss. Sorry but we're out of time.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[SatCam]

Too many times people rush to place a "Label" or diagnosis on someone to explain their behavior.

Here at the Medical Offices of Cam, Wadd and Touch we don't rush to place labels on people.

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[mdr55]

Nurse Stupidgirlll- Can you examine GwenyPoo's fingers on the way out and take her vital signs. Thanks.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[SatCam]

Please be advised that homeless people tend to pose as doctors here at the Medical Offices of Cam, Wadd and Touch. Please ignore them.

Oh, and Nurse Girllll, can you please show Mr. MDR to the door? Thanks.

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[mdr55]

Here at the Medical Offices of Cam, Wadd and Touch we don't rush to place labels on people.


I know. You guys use stickers. But that's aside the point.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[SatCam]

Oh, and Mr. MDR, the rectum pain should go away in just a few days. A tip I give most of my patients suffering from similar pain: use lube, dude!

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[SatCam]

I know. You guys use stickers. But that's aside the point.

Speaking of stickers, don't forget to grab your complementary sticker on the way out!!!

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[Freakshow]

This one is not blurry
<img width=400 src=http://www.dcshows.net/photos/albums/12-31-03_U-Turn_-_New_Years%3A_The_Screws%2C_Backhand/DCP_6396.jpg>

Sorry, i'm still a little guarded about my appearance. This was a bad joke.

<img src=http://www.christpuncherrecords.com/sigs/answer.gif>
<br> Err: We get checks from the government and we spend them on beer. Mexican Beer.

This message was edited by Freakshow on 1-30-04 @ 5:12 PM

[mdr55]

pose as doctors here at the Medical Offices of Cam, Wadd and Touch.



Medical Office exactly! I'm treating her mental health condition. You guys are treating her finger!

Psychiatrist go to medical school too you know.

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[StupidGirlllll]

So are you the bald guy getting ready to break dance?

<img src=http://thereisnogod.faithweb.com/images/stupid.gif>

[SatCam]

So are you the bald guy getting ready to break dance?

Good observation, Nurse. I'm promotiong you to Coordinating Nurse!

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[mdr55]

Good observation, Nurse. I'm promotiong you to Coordinating Nurse!


But no one can ever replace Nurse Mira. What's she up to now?

(Place YOUR AD here) Call now!

[SatCam]

She's on leave.

<img src=http://satcam.com.co.nr/sig80_general_hillaryduff.jpg align=right><A HREF=http://www.satelitecam.tk>Ron and Fez Drops and Bits</A> | <a href=http://www.oldronandfezpages.tk>WNEW Ron and Fez Pages</a> | <a href=http://www.robanddan.tk/>RobandDan.tk</a> | [color=White]Don't Steel him from me!

[Freakshow]

So are you the bald guy getting ready to break dance?

And to think I wasn't going to post pictures cause people would make fun of me.

Not about to break dance, about to fall on my ass.


<img src=http://www.christpuncherrecords.com/sigs/answer.gif>
<br> Err: We get checks from the government and we spend them on beer. Mexican Beer.

[Potsie]

Depression could be purely mechanical. Neurotransmitters need to fire synapses in the brain to receptors...but sometimes the receptors are blocked. I was on Zoloft (150mg) for 3 years, and it helped significantly. You should really see a Psychiatrist ASAP. Depression is a serious disease.

I'm half-retarded...on my mother's side

[fuzzymonkey]

when ur mom rags on u about ur weight say at least i dont have a wrinkaly butt thats what i do :)

if its bettween that bird food and thoughs yummy waffuls for godsakes honey pat your little nose!!!!!!!

ps
i got aids in science

[GwEnYpOo]

briana , you're such an idiot [sigh]

i toned down the goth-rocker thing alot but i don't wear pastells sorry , i refuse.

[center]
http://64.177.177.182/katylina/gwennypoosig.jpg

[font=Comic Sans MS]fuzzy , you gave me fucking AIDS! im never coming to science lab with you again

I WAS GOING TO PUT THE LYRICS TO DARLING NIKKI BY THE FOO FIGHTERS IN MY SIG , BUT THE FUCKING SITE WONT LET ME!!
http://snlarc.jt.org/arc/chartn/JePi-Drunk%20Girl.jpg

[IrishAlkey]

Who's the idiot who got her wet?

She's multiplying.

<center>http://www.yourmomsbox.net/alkey/Alkey.gif</center>

[reeshy]

Irrespective of who posted it or intent, it's quite valid.


Mike..exactly what did you mean by this??? I had nothing but the best intentions for her when I said this...I usually don't take these statements from others on the board to heart but I happen to work in the field of mental health and consider my opinion valid!!

[center]<IMG SRC=http://64.177.177.182/katylina/mrbadtouchsig.jpg>

[Katylina]

when ur mom rags on u about ur weight say at least i dont have a wrinkaly butt thats what i do


Briana, go to English class. Now. Do not look back.

<center>
<marquee>I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you, till somebody better comes along. I'm full of freakiness, so give my kat a kiss. </marquee>
<img src="http://scripts.cgispy.com/image.cgi?u=katylina">
<a href="http://www.pagerealm.com/katylina/index.html" target=_new>Katylina's Web Page</a>
<br>
<br>
<b>Thank you to ADF, Fluff, monsterone and AG for making certain sigs for me!</b>

[GwEnYpOo]

briana goes to english class , but our teacher is a constipated elf

[center]
http://64.177.177.182/katylina/gwennypoosig.jpg

[font=Comic Sans MS]fuzzy , you gave me fucking AIDS! im never coming to science lab with you again

I WAS GOING TO PUT THE LYRICS TO DARLING NIKKI BY THE FOO FIGHTERS IN MY SIG , BUT THE FUCKING SITE WONT LET ME!!
http://snlarc.jt.org/arc/chartn/JePi-Drunk%20Girl.jpg