I am such a creep

[keithy_19]

I feel like such a jackass right now. I deserve it too, but I hate this feeling.

I went out with this girl during the summer. I broke up with her after about 2 weeks. I wasn't feeling it between us. I only went out with her because I was lonely and thought she might help. She didn't, so I dumped her. She said that she felt the same way, that it was forced and it didn't feel right. We remained friends and everything was fine. We talked about other relationships and stuff which was only a recipe for disaster. So I was talking to her today, and I said hi. I apologized for the night before because I kind of stopped talking to her. Only because I was doing schoolwork, but it's not an excuse. She said 'whatever' and proceded to slam me telling me she listend to all of my 'problems' and I listened to none of hers. Of course this was true, and I feel so bad right now. I apologized countless times and told her that if there was anything I could do to make it up to her, she should let me know. Then the conversation ended.

I can't blame her. I was/am a creep. I suck. I feel so shitty right now.

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[Katylina]

Was this the same girl you were necking with on your front doorstep?

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[Iamnotatool]

Necking? KeithyboHicky?


Nah Kat, this was the potsmoking girl

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[keithy_19]

Yes Kat. It was the girl who I kissed on the doorstep.

And the 'Pot Smoking Girl' doesn't smoke pot anymore. Hasn't for awhile. And she told me last night that she really missed talking to me. Well, she should have returned my calls when she had the chance.

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[JesterOfSadness]

what did she say after you said "if there is anything i could do to make it up....."

anything?

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[keithy_19]

what did she say after you said "if there is anything i could do to make it up....."


I have to kill the five heads of the five families.

No, she said nothing. Silence. Silence sometimes hurts more then any insult can.

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[reeshy]

Keithy..you're a young kid..go slow...take your time...things will work out...just let us know when you get that first BJ!!!!!!

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[JesterOfSadness]

Silence. Silence sometimes hurts more then any insult can.


So true man

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[keithy_19]

I was actually in a good mood too, and now she knocks me back down. The hardest thing about it is shes right. I'm not going to sit and mope because she hates me, but I really was a creep. It was my fault.

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[keithy_19]

Keithy..you're a young kid..go slow...take your time...things will work out...just let us know when you get that first BJ!!!!!!


I have a date over the weekend with this girl I really like. If I manage not to mess it up, who knows. I'll have a car soon and that means oppurtunity.

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[mdr55]

Write a poem and send her flowers.

Hafa Adai

[JesterOfSadness]

Geez man, your coming along with these dates n such. I congratulate you bro

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[mdr55]

I was actually in a good mood too, and now she knocks me back down. The hardest thing about it is shes right. I'm not going to sit and mope because she hates me, but I really was a creep. It was my fault.


Man, why do you care so much what she thinks of you..........................unless you kinda like her..........do you?????

Hafa Adai

[keithy_19]

I'm good for awhile, then you get to know me.

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[JesterOfSadness]

I'm good for awhile, then you get to know me.


Your lucky, girls dont even have to know me, one look at me and they depise me

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[keithy_19]

I don't like her. But I don't like the fact that I was that big of a creep. I always thought I was a nice guy, but I was such an ass to her.

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[keithy_19]

Your lucky, girls dont even have to know me, one look at me and they depise me


I'm cute, like a wounded animal that has an hour to live.

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[reeshy]

I'm not going to sit and mope because she hates me, but I really was a creep. It was my fault.


You know what bothers me the most about you, Keithy...you're always putting yourself down...are you really that bad...I don't think so...keep writing poetry ans stay in school, Laddie!!!!

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[mdr55]

I don't like her. But I don't like the fact that I was that big of a creep. I always thought I was a nice guy, but I was such an ass to her.

There's something more to this story than your telling us. What are you holding back????

Hafa Adai

[JesterOfSadness]

I can't believe I'm gonna say this but Keith dont talk so negatively about yourself. Your a good kid, just walk down the right path and nothing more can go wrong.

I honestly wish I did but I cant.

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[monsterone]

keith you might be gay. i've never seen such a fem move of writing down every emotion.

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[keithy_19]

There's something more to this story than your telling us. What are you holding back????


Ok. She...He had a dick. What can I say, it was a good job of fooling me.

Is that good enough for you?

I write because it helps me get my emotions out, like I've said before. My writing comforts me.

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[monsterone]

if you want to let your emotions out, jerk off like a regular 15 yr old would. suck it up deek

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[mdr55]

There's something more to this story than your telling us. What are you holding back????


Ok. She...He had a dick. What can I say, it was a good job of fooling me.

Is that good enough for you?


Now that's funny!!!


But seriously, was this like the 1st relationship you've had. And the thoughts of always thinking of yourself better than "that other guy"(like I would never treat a girl of mine like that") went against your perception of being a "Nice" guy. Stuff happens. It's not you at fault, it's the pussycat that's doing that to you. So enjoy the ride. Good luck on your date.

Hafa Adai

[keithy_19]

Thanks for the well wishes for my date.

I do jerk off. Ugh, filthy. I just like writing as well.

Stroke of the pen then a stroke of the cock, that's what I like to say.

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This message was edited by KeithyBoBeefy on 9-15-04 @ 7:39 PM

[JesterOfSadness]

Writing is good, just as long as the wrong person doesnt see or or take it(teachers mainly), depending on what your writing about

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[reeshy]

Stroke of the pen then a stroke of the cock, that's what I like to say.



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[JPMNICK]

I have a date over the weekend with this girl I really like. If I manage not to mess it up, who knows. I'll have a car soon and that means oppurtunity.



That means road head

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[keithy_19]

Or parking the car and then fooling around there.

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[monsterone]

... at a rest stop.

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[canofsoup15]

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here.

But seriously dude, it's just high school. These relationships mean (in the long run) pretty much nothing, unless you find the "one" but how often does that happen?

And girls don't like guys who feel sorry for themselves, in order to love someone else, you have to love yourself first.

Or hire a hooker.

Same thing reallly.


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[grlNIN]

You should make shirts for the girls that say "I dated Keith and all i got was a Shitty Poem".

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[monsterone]

You should make shirts for the girls that say "I dated Keith and all i got was a Shitty Poem".

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so mean but so funny.

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[keithy_19]

Creep is the only radiohead song that I like.

And I'm better after thinking about it. She can think what she wants.




You should make shirts for the girls that say "I dated Keith and all i got was a Shitty Poem".

And you should make a shirt that says 'I fucked grlNIN and all I got was the the clap."


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[grlNIN]

Excuse me but i only give out the very best, HIV.

It was a joke, calm your nutsack or don't post your poems.

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[Johnny Fontane]

Keith, when you kill yourself your posts will be very poignant. Until then they will continue to bore my ass.

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[keithy_19]

I was kidding as well.

grlNIN
What I did was a sin
Please forgive me
Or I will most likely pee

IN MY PANTS!
NO ONE WANTS THAT!
ITS SUCH A MESS!
ONE YOU WILL DETEST!



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[Iamnotatool]

And you should make a shirt that says 'I fucked grlNIN and all I got was the the clap."



I'm sorry, but for a 12 year old with MS, that was some funny shit right there.

KeithyBoDiceClay

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Damn KeithyBoEdgarAllenPoor, you had to go and follow up a nice burn, with an apology???

I'm disgusted. With your post and your poem.




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[keithy_19]

Keith, when you kill yourself


You'll throw a party. I only ask that you order pizza. Papa Johns pizza.

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[keithy_19]

12 year old with MS


16, and I really didn't know MS affected your sense of humor, but thank you very much.

I actually got in front of my public speaking class and told the first part of my routine. I bombed. They stared at me and smiled with the look of, 'should we laugh to make him feel better?'

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[mdr55]

So what do you want on your Tombstone???

[keithy_19]

I have no back bone...

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[keithy_19]

So what do you want on your Tombstone???


Bah-zing is what I want.

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[mdr55]

So what do you want on your Tombstone???

Bah-zing is what I want.


What's a Bah-zing??? I swear you youngsters keep making up your own words.

[JesterOfSadness]

You'll throw a party. I only ask that you order pizza. Papa Johns pizza.


Oh god papa johns pizza? Its like if you ate a dominos pizza, threw it up and then eat the puke...that papa johns pizza

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[JPMNICK]

its 16 year old code for virgin

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[Katylina]

That means road head


Oh c'mon Nick-- he doesn't even neck on the first date, let alone give head!!

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[shamus mcfitzy]

But I don't like the fact that I was that big of a creep. I always thought I was a nice guy, but I was such an ass to her.


You're a very nice guy Keithy. But you are also a 16 year old guy. You will be an ass sometimes. It's just what happens. Probably because you're not in a fight club. Guys just need to get out misplaced aggression and sometimes its at the expense of a chick. She has to get over it really and was probably just saying shit to you because she knew it would hurt you. Because..........you're a good guy.

and you only gave into monsterone by writing that you jack off. That's what he likes.

and posting "I have no back bone..." for apparently no reason was actually really funny.