Biggest fear

[keithy_19]

<p>Cancer. I'm terrified of it. Possibly because it's possible. The boogeyman isn't in my closet, but cancer is a part of life. Scares the shit out of me. </p><p>What about you? What scares you the most?</p>

[Fez4PrezN2008]

Someone peeing in my butt

[Team_Ramrod]

<p>One of my kids getting hurt or dieing.</p><p>Peeing in my butt is what keeps my striving for tomorrow.</p>

[tele7]

<p>Peeing in your butts....</p><p>Seriously, losing my parents.</p>

[JazzyJames]

Getting falsely accused of a crime.

[FezPaul]

<strong>telecaster7</strong> wrote:<br /><p>Peeing in your butts....</p><p>Seriously, losing my parents.</p><p><img src="http://img.engadget.com/common/images/3060000000057057.JPG?0.9541907660358974" border="0" width="425" height="318" /></p>

[reeshy]

Tele said it best...my parents.....I've had them all my life and I dont know what I would do without them.....death is my least fear....seriously!!!!!!!

[PapaBear]

<p>Like many others here, I'm a parent. There is no way I'm&nbsp;able to put my biggest fear(s) into words.</p>

[keithy_19]

<p>The cancer thing has always bothered me. Not just me getting it either. I think I'm even more afraid of watching someone I love have it. Or, even worse, me having it and the people I love feel so bad and helpless when they're with me. </p><p>It's always been there, but I think it's been brought front and center recently because I know a kid who just got diagnosed with lymphoma and he has two tumors on his bladder. One is inoperable and I guess I'm just affected by this. The kid is 14/15 years old. We wer enever close, but, he was so full of life and now this. He had his first chemo session tonight. It all just makes me sick.</p><p>btw, if you could take the time to say a prayer fo him and his family I'm sure they would appreciate it. </p>

[sr71blackbird]

<strong>reeshy</strong> wrote:<br />Tele said it best...my parents.....I've had them all my life and I dont know what I would do without them.....death is my least fear....seriously!!!!!!! <p>Ditto!!</p>

[lleeder]

My father died 8 years ago..so I guess now loosing anyone one else close to me would be it.

[OGC]

<p><font face="comic sans ms,sand" size="3">Watching your parents get old is really tough. Every year they hurt a little more, move a little slower, and have more medical problems. My Dad has been dealing with colon cancer for about 6 years and it has made him a shell of the man he was, but he is battling like a trooper.</font></p><p><font face="comic sans ms,sand" size="3">Even with all that, my greatest fear is of one of my kids getting some kind of serious sickness or getting killed in an accident. I know I'll have to keep on going when my parents die but I truely have no idea how I would survive if something happend to one of my children.</font></p>

[OGC]

<p><font face="comic sans ms,sand" size="1">damn, I haven't had a double post for months</font></p><p><font size="1"></font></p>

<span class=post_edited>This message was edited by richg0404 on 11-23-06 @ 10:20 PM</span>

[FezPaul]

<strong>Masshole</strong>&nbsp;wrote:<br /><p><font face="comic sans ms,sand" size="1">damn, I haven't had a double post for months</font></p><p><font size="1"></font></p><p><strong><font face="courier new,courier" size="2">Slacker.</font></strong></p>

[ezshark]

The single biggest fear I have is being on the verge of dying, and being terrified of what's happening. If there's one thing I don't wnat to happen, it's that.

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[Don Stugots]

failure.&nbsp; never living my dream.

[Doctor Z]

Blacks.

[JesterOfSadness]

Vomiting.

[outlawfrank]

<p>Undressing a lady and being suprised with this,</p><p><img src="http://www.thereel.net/str/231936/thumb/0608000/608741.jpg" border="0" width="200" height="160" /></p><p>or having to watch my bestfriend/sister die.&nbsp; Doesn't matter if it is murder, accident, or natural cause.&nbsp; Really scares the shit out of me.</p><a href="http://www.thereel.net/str/231936/thumb/0608000/608741.jpg"></a>

[reeshy]

You know....I thought about this question for a long time...I really don't fear my own death....that's probably why I did what I did for a long time...30 fucking years of working for the NYPD...but what really scares me about dying is watching others around me die....My kids...my parents....I already saw the love of my life die in 1999.....nothing else really scares me anymore.....I ain't no hero.....but I ain't scared no more!!!!!!!!!!

[jsmigley]

<p>Having a deffective stent...oh wait that's fez's</p>

[OGC]

<strong>FezPaul</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Masshole</strong>&nbsp;wrote:<br /><p><font face="comic sans ms,sand" size="1">damn, I haven't had a double post for months</font></p><p><font size="1"></font></p><p><strong><font face="courier new,courier" size="2">Slacker.</font></strong></p><p><font face="comic sans ms,sand" size="2">Heh heh heh, I get it. very good.</font></p>

[lintpit]

<strong>reeshy</strong> wrote:<br />You know....I thought about this question for a long time...I really don't fear my own death....that's probably why I did what I did for a long time...30 fucking years of working for the NYPD...but what really scares me about dying is watching others around me die....My kids...my parents....I already saw the love of my life die in 1999.....nothing else really scares me anymore.....I ain't no hero.....but I ain't scared no more!!!!!!!!!! <p><em><font face="courier new,courier" size="2">Thanks for the honesty. I thought a long time and came up with the same conclusion. I fear dying last and watching those I love fade to memories around me.I also fear some one hurting one of my boys.I do not think even a ditinguished veteran of 30 yrs could remove my hands from the throat of someone who hurt my kids. And thanks Reeshy for doing what you did for 30+yrs.</font></em></p>

[keithy_19]

<p>Myself dying doesn't bother me. I mean, I'll be dead, so I won't care about anything. I guess being diagnosed with a terminal disease and being given a certain amount of time to live would fuck with me a whole lot, but dying isn't that bad. </p><p>It's like giving a big fuck you to life, and I'm so punk rock that I'll do anything to give a big fuck you to the man.</p>

[FUNKMAN]

<p><strong><font size="1">Biggest fear</font></strong> </p><p>telling&nbsp;one unfunny joke...</p><p>so far so good!</p>

[Lumber]

Leaving this earth without ever having a wife or children.

[WhistlePig]

Until 3 months ago it was my parents dying. Now that I have a baby, it is
my fear of something happening to her, especially if it was MY fault. I
couldn't live with myself if that happened.

Oh, and being burned alive.

[PapaBear]

<strong>WhistlePig</strong> wrote:<br />Until 3 months ago it was my parents dying. Now that I have a baby, it is my fear of something happening to her, especially if it was MY fault. I couldn't live with myself if that happened. Oh, and being burned alive. <p>That's&nbsp;just&nbsp;proof you are a good Mom and daughter, WP. As for the burning part... That scares me, too. But it's not likely to happen,&nbsp;since we both gave up manufacturing our own meth (attn. Federal Agents... IT WAS A JOKE!).</p><p><img src="/messageboard/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/images/drunk.gif" border="0" width="58" height="30" /></p>

[WhistlePig]

Thanks Papa! Yeah, growing pot in the basement is MUCH safer than a
meth lab. I recommend it. Hey, I gotta pay for those diapers somehow!

[lintpit]

<strong>WhistlePig</strong> wrote:<br />Thanks Papa! Yeah, growing pot in the basement is MUCH safer than a meth lab. I recommend it. Hey, I gotta pay for those diapers somehow! <p><em><font face="courier new,courier" size="2">Attention this is special agent Lintpit.You are hereby advized to mail all pot, pot seeds, papers,etc. to me immediately for processing[cough].Failure to do so[choke]will result in you being harshly coorrrrected... now where in the hell did i put those cheetoes.</font></em></p>

[cougarjake13]

my biggest fear is dying

not the actual death but what it represents


i'll never be able to experience life ever again, never see another movie, never listen to any of my favorite music, never be able to travel to places i've never been to, never be able to eat and enjoy my favorite food and beverages


nothing, over, done, goodbye, thanks for shopping


i mean the mets could win the world series in 2057 and i may not be alive to see it


but most of all i hate the fact that unless we destroy the planet in a world war or a dinosaur like meteor crashes into earth...

there will be a year 3172 and i wont be alive to see what it looks like on earth, i wont know what humans are like, i wont know if we ever made it to other planets and inhabited them, like mars, maybe saturns moon titan or beyond



when you think of it there has been millions of years before you were born and there will most likely be millions after you die, and you're only around for 50-100 years, maybe


and it pisses me off that a lot of cool shit will happen after i die and i will know nothing about it

[Yerdaddy]

my biggest fear is dying

not the actual death but what it represents


i'll never be able to experience life ever again, never see another movie, never listen to any of my favorite music, never be able to travel to places i've never been to, never be able to eat and enjoy my favorite food and beverages


nothing, over, done, goodbye, thanks for shopping


i mean the mets could win the world series in 2057 and i may not be alive to see it


but most of all i hate the fact that unless we destroy the planet in a world war or a dinosaur like meteor crashes into earth...

there will be a year 3172 and i wont be alive to see what it looks like on earth, i wont know what humans are like, i wont know if we ever made it to other planets and inhabited them, like mars, maybe saturns moon titan or beyond



when you think of it there has been millions of years before you were born and there will most likely be millions after you die, and you're only around for 50-100 years, maybe


and it pisses me off that a lot of cool shit will happen after i die and i will know nothing about it

Can I buy some pot from you?

[LiddyRules]

I know this'll sound lame but my chick dying. A breakup I can imagine myself handling because at least there'd be a natural break, our love is lost naturally, we'd probably still be friends, she'd be free to find herself or whatever and there's always a chance she'd come back. (Yay Codependence!)

But her dying...that's what scares me the most. Since she's become crucial in my life, the sole thing keeping me from falling into that dark place that scares even me. But the idea of her dying or, better yet, being killed, that depresses and scares me. That concept of losing her, forever, no more, in the ground, with no natural break of our relationship, while we're still at the peak of our love. And her being killed is even worse because I know there would be nothing I want more than vengeance. And it would be one of the few things that would completely change my life and person forever. I don't know how one comes back from that.

It has given me panic attacks and chill sweats when I think about it and get too intense into the feeling of if that actually happened.

And moving back with my parents is also something that makes me scared. The shame of having worked so hard to get out and do my own thing only to return back to where I was born, trapped again.

[cougarjake13]

Can I buy some pot from you?

i dont even smoke it but i know i guy who can get some for you

[StupidGirlllll]

My biggest fear I realized while coming home via the holland tunnel last night. It would be if someone blew a bomb up in the tunnel while i was going thru it what would happen. Would i die being blown up or drowning? Drowning has to be horrible death, but so does blowing up so I am kinda torn.

[Ritalin]

Can I buy some pot from you?

Cougar, don't make him pay for it. Be cool. Just give him some.

[buzzard]

Is that my Dad is gonna die soon,he's my best friend & he's almost 80.I know it's going to happen,I just wish it wouldn't...I think about it every time I see/talk to him.

[ryf]

dying alone. I just couldn't handle not being able to say goodbye/leave a message for those who deserve it.

[bigredd]

Prison...or burning to death. I burned the shit out of thrre fingers on my left hand four weeks ago and they're just now getting back to normal.

[FUNKMAN]

being trapped in a car alive and burning to death

being pinned by debris where my legs are crushed and my head can't move and slowly bleed to death

being eaten alive by a shark, alligator, or bear

in a nursing home laying in my own piss and shit and unable to do anything about it

[Fat_Sunny]

Being Stuck In A Room With Morbid, Paranoid And Depressing People!

Outta Here!

[LiddyRules]

I have a dual fear/curiosity of falling into all out madness. The idea of completely losing one's mind has always interested me. What happens when you simply "go away" retreating into your deluded world. What is it that that person sees, how much do they remember, when their body dies does that world end as it does in this world? And how is it even possible for some people to return? How if there is no way to reach them?

And it's a fear both the actual losing of oneself and, maybe for me, even scarier is coming back from that point and having to face a life after months if not years of being "gone."

[Fat_Sunny]

I have a dual fear/curiosity of falling into all out madness. The idea of completely losing one's mind has always interested me. What happens when you simply "go away" retreating into your deluded world. What is it that that person sees, how much do they remember, when their body dies does that world end as it does in this world? And how is it even possible for some people to return? How if there is no way to reach them?

And it's a fear both the actual losing of oneself and, maybe for me, even scarier is coming back from that point and having to face a life after months if not years of being "gone."

That's Just Crazy Talk. Literally.

[SatCam]

my biggest fear would probably have to be new jersey with death being a close second

[tele7]

<p>Peeing in your butts....</p><p>Seriously, losing my parents.</p>

I remember posting in this thread a few years ago, and sadly it's now coming true. Please keep my Dad in your thoughts and prayers.

[PapaBear]

Wow. That's tough, Tele. I know from experience. Sorry man.

[IamFogHat]

Wow. That's tough, Tele. I know from experience. Sorry man.

Yeah....My mom died this year, young, I don't think I've told you all the story yet, I don't think I'm ready to yet, but yeah buddy, it's the worst.

[jennysmurf]

I remember posting in this thread a few years ago, and sadly it's now coming true. Please keep my Dad in your thoughts and prayers.

Yeah....My mom died this year, young, I don't think I've told you all the story yet, I don't think I'm ready to yet, but yeah buddy, it's the worst.

I'm so sorry guys. I don't even want to think about this happening to me.:glurps:

[tele7]

Wow. That's tough, Tele. I know from experience. Sorry man.

Thanks, PB. I'm sorry to hear that you've gone through it already. It's been a long time since I last posted on .net and I see you've been promoted since then. Kudos! A very fine choice indeed!

[PapaBear]

Thanks, PB. I'm sorry to hear that you've gone through it already. It's been a long time since I last posted on .net and I see you've been promoted since then. Kudos! A very fine choice indeed!
Thanks Tele. I lost my mom about 16 months ago. Just earlier today, I was thinking that it still doesn't feel real.

[tele7]

Yeah....My mom died this year, young, I don't think I've told you all the story yet, I don't think I'm ready to yet, but yeah buddy, it's the worst.

I'm very sorry to hear that, Foghat. I'm doing my best to prepare myself, but from what I hear it's impossible.

[IamFogHat]

I'm very sorry to hear that, Foghat. I'm doing my best to prepare myself, but from what I hear it's impossible.

Everyone is different, and don't believe anyone's tale of bereavement as truth, cause yours will be different.
But anyway, we'll be here for you buddy.

[tele7]

Thanks Tele. I lost my mom about 16 months ago. Just earlier today, I was thinking that it still doesn't feel real.

That's very recent. My condolences go out to you and your family. My Dad comes home from the hospital tomorrow and will go on hospice. The whole experience has been surreal for me and my family so far. I think our brains go in to protection mode and feeds us a little pain at a time, or at least I hope so.

[tele7]

Everyone is different, and don't believe anyone's tale of bereavement as truth, cause yours will be different.
But anyway, we'll be here for you buddy.

Thanks, Foghat