Patches
01-18-2007, 04:31 AM
<p>Well.. recently..</p><p> Look, I know it'll all be better soon, but I am pretty hurt and need some SERIOUS venting. </p><p> </p><p> If I pitched you a movie about a guy that was deeply in love with a girl and she cheats on him in the house of one of his best friends who ends up dying later that night, and never told him as she stood by his side at his buddy's coffin- Then with no remorse, warning or anything, let her guy go to the sole survivor, the guy that eventually ends up destroying his life, to his hospital bed and bring him magazines and snacks... and yet still tells him nothing- as his other friends learn the truth and simply pity him.</p><div>And then that guy was admittedly completely wrong and, though he loved this girl with all of his heart, lied to her about going out to a bar- meanwhile this girl still harbors the guilt of her actions the night the friend of theirs passed. Still, she crucifies him and breaks his heart the night after a wedding of a relative, where they shared a moment on a dance floor where they promised to soon be the bride and groom. </div><div>Somehow they try to work things out and even share dinner with the family of the guy, who once again fall in love with her, all over again. They even share a great trip (at least in his mind) to <span style="border-bottom: #0066cc 1px dashed">Philadelphia</span>. Unfortunately after they both plan amazing holidays with each other, the guy is once again, unceremoniously dumped, via telephone, this time, on Christmas Eve.</div><div>Still yet, on New Years Day, the guy in this relationship drives from Queens to <span style="border-bottom: #0066cc 1px dashed">Manhattan</span> at the risk of the hatred of the older sister, for the sole purpose of helping the girl, who decided to do drugs for 2 days, and possibly saves her from drowning in a bathtub, which goes mostly unappreciated.</div><div>Several months after the death of his friend, the girl in this unfortunate relationship confesses her sins of that night. In retaliation, for all of this, the guy refuses to drive her to her car. Yet, he is told, 'he got his revenge and more'.</div><div>I made a mistake. I should have drove you. I was very hurt. I do not think I exacted revenge, nor do I plan to. Forward this to your father- will he still believe that I didn't drive you because I never cared about you?</div><div>This email portion was followed up with a myspace message to the girlfriend of the guy who did thia-</div><div>Look, I need to tell you something that you may or may not already know. I debated in my head for a couple of days whether I should do this or not, but based on that I think it would be unfair of me not to, and that the complete lack of remorse from Kate after she confessed, I decided to. <br /><br />The night that Joe and Phil died, Kate was with them right before that before we got into a big fight. The fight was over that she wanted to do cocaine and I didn't, so I told her to get away from me. <br /><br />She ended up running into Joe, Ryan and Phil that night, and hung out with them, while I went and hung out over at my cousin's. <br /><br />What I found out the other night, on Kates confession, and confirmed by others is that night Kate and Ryan hooked up. They did not have sex, but from what I gather, everything short of it. <br /><br />Kate ended up, I guess feeling bad about everything coming to my cousin's to hang out with me- I thought nothing of it- like I said- I did not hear till a few days ago. And we both know what happened after. <br /><br />If you already knew all of this, I am sorry to rehash it all. If you didn't I am sorry I had to be the one to tell you- I am right now the most hurt I have ever been in my life- by the girl I planned on marrying, and a guy I considered to be pretty decent and a friend. <br /></div><div>This just sucks. I don't