FUCK IT!!!

[Gaia]

<p>Have you ever gotten to the point where you are done? Just done. Tired of everyone and anyone in your life? </p><p>I'm at that point right now.</p><p>&nbsp;I just cant stand anyone right now, my family, my boyfriend, just everything, almost like I'm a cunt's hair away from just picking people off from the top of a building with a rifle, or just leaving everything.</p><p>&nbsp;</p>

[Aggie]

<p>I've been there Gaia, it's not abnormal.</p><p>How are you about being alone, are you comfortable? Just some serious alone time would help by either taking a short vacation (maybe a long weekend) and getting out of your apartment and away from your boyfriend.</p><p>I find that once you get your space and maybe deal with the thoughts that keep popping up in your head that you just push back you can appreciate the things in your life that are driving you crazy.</p><p>Sorry if that doesn't help but you're not alone. I for one have felt that way. </p>

[Fat_Sunny]

<font size="2">Spend A Few Moments With Oliver.&nbsp; That Will Cheer You Up!</font>

[TheGameHHH]

I gotta second Aggie's opinion here, the thing that has ALWAYS worked for me is alone time. You might have a completly different personality then me Gaia so it might not work out for you, but being alone is sometimes the only thing that keeps me level-headed.

[drjoek]

<p>&nbsp;</p><p>You know you have all your Buddays here right?</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Plus everyone says your super HOT ( Ive never seen pics so I can't vouch for that) So you've got that </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>The Dalai Lama said youd have eternal peace So youve got that going for you too</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Turn that frown upside down</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p>

<span class=post_edited>This message was edited by drjoek on 3-5-07 @ 3:31 PM</span>

[Don Stugots]

i have been at this point for a while now.&nbsp; stay strong.

[ShelleBink]

Been there often girlie, just don't forget you got people around here if you need to vent and let some shit out.&nbsp; It'll get better, I promise.

[waltermitty]

<font size="2">I wanna stand on top of a building and pick myself off... </font>

[Marc with a c]

you should date me

[Justice4all]

<p>Don't worry Gaia...as the saying goes, this too shal pass.</p><p>never saw you this pissed before. wow. If&nbsp;I was not afraid&nbsp;I might be turned on! :)</p><p>Maybe you should get away for a full 24 hours. No TV, no Cell phone, no computer. Just relax. </p><p>ME time. it might help.</p>

[reillyluck]

<p>agree with you completely gaia!&nbsp; im at that point with my family right now.&nbsp; they suck.&nbsp; I wanna choke em out.&nbsp; so youre not alone on that category.&nbsp; </p><p>lets hit a bowl!!!!</p>

[Dougie Brootal]

<strong>Don Stugots</strong> wrote:<br />i have been at this point for a while now.&nbsp; stay strong. <p>i picked up ric flairs book on your recommendation, just in case i ever get back to this point!</p>

[feralBoy]

I think everyone gets to this point.&nbsp; I'm actually at that point in my life right now, and i've been toying with the idea of moving to cambodia for 6 months.&nbsp; I don't even know anything about cambodia, and it's like the stupidest thing in the world to do, but i'm just like, I have to get the fuck away from everyone.&nbsp; Drinking helps too, btw.

[lleeder]

<font size="3">Fuck it all!!!!!! It doesnt matter thats the thing. If you hate all this shit don't let it get you down. If that doesnt work try alcohol lots and lots alcohol.</font>

[ChimneyFish]

<strong>lleeder</strong> wrote:<br /><font size="3">Fuck it all!!!!!! It doesnt matter thats the thing. If you hate all this shit don't let it get you down. If that doesnt work try alcohol lots and lots alcohol.</font> <p><strong><em><font face="georgia,palatino" size="2">Rarely does a day go by, where I don't feel like Gaia does right now.</font></em></strong></p><p><strong><em><font face="Georgia" size="2">I've found that alcohol&nbsp;is the only thing that calms the voices in my head down.</font></em></strong></p><p><strong><em><font face="Georgia" size="2">Keep your chin up, Gaia. As I've found out all too often, it can always be worse.</font></em></strong></p>

[DarkHippie]

I don't know if you are still painting professionally, but what might work is to just go somewhere for a week in seculsion and just paint out all your frustration.&nbsp; When i am over my limit i lock myself away away and write.&nbsp; Artists turn to art to drive away madness (and artists turn to booze to drive away art, but thats a different story)

[Don Stugots]

<strong>douggrasso</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Don Stugots</strong> wrote:<br />i have been at this point for a while now. stay strong. <p>i picked up ric flairs book on your recommendation, just in case i ever get back to this point!</p><p>&nbsp;doug, for some reason that book took me out of a long dark funk i was in.&nbsp; Maybe because no matter how much shit he was going thru including a plane crash, all he wanted to do was entertain.&nbsp; i cant believe he wins the WWF belt and one comment by Vince after the match makes him a pile of mush.&nbsp; it made me see that i am not the only one with these feelings of failure and self doubt and inner pain. &nbsp;</p><p>maybe i read too much into it or maybe i am just a retard.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>GAIA, we are all here for you. &nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p>

[FUNKMAN]

<p>Hope you feel better soon!</p><p>Funk</p>

[ralphbxny]

<p>I am there currently also!! </p>

[J.Clints]

<strong>Don Stugots</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>douggrasso</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Don Stugots</strong> wrote:<br />i have been at this point for a while now. stay strong. <p>i picked up ric flairs book on your recommendation, just in case i ever get back to this point!</p><p>&nbsp;doug, for some reason that book took me out of a long dark funk i was in.&nbsp; Maybe because no matter how much shit he was going thru including a plane crash, all he wanted to do was entertain.&nbsp; i cant believe he wins the WWF belt and one comment by Vince after the match makes him a pile of mush.&nbsp; it made me see that i am not the only one with these feelings of failure and self doubt and inner pain. &nbsp;</p><p>maybe i read too much into it or maybe i am just a retard.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>GAIA, we are all here for you. &nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>HBK book is also a good one for that</p>

[Snacks]

<strong>Gaia</strong> wrote:<br /><p>Have you ever gotten to the point where you are done? Just done. Tired of everyone and anyone in your life? </p><p>I'm at that point right now.</p><p>&nbsp;I just cant stand anyone right now, my family, my boyfriend, just everything, almost like I'm a cunt's hair away from just picking people off from the top of a building with a rifle, or just leaving everything.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>sounds like my life the past 2 years. When does it end??? Good luck, I hope it get better for you sooner then it has for me.</p>

[Gvac]

<p>I'm certainly no Buddhist but I would strongly advise everyone to check out the basic beliefs of the religion.&nbsp; </p><p>The <a href="http://www.thebigview.com/buddhism/fourtruths.html" target="_blank">Four Noble Truths</a> and <a href="http://www.thebigview.com/buddhism/eightfoldpath.html" target="_blank">The Eightfold Path</a> are food for thought and may help you realize the cause of your unhappiness. &nbsp;</p><p>And Gaia, I'm always here for you kiddo. &nbsp;</p>

[Bossanova]

Yeah, Im pretty much there right now my self.&nbsp; Everything you listed is checked off for me as well.&nbsp; Well girl not boyfriend, but you get it.&nbsp; Good Times

[J.Clints]

<strong>Bossanova</strong> wrote:<br />Yeah, Im pretty much there right now my self.&nbsp; Everything you listed is checked off for me as well.&nbsp; Well girl not boyfriend, but you get it.&nbsp; Good Times <p>oh you be ok you got the 4. get over it. HAHA</p>

[mdr55]

<p>Alcohol and drugs are not the answer. It'll make you forget your problems temporarily but they'll still be there if you don't deal with them.</p><p>&nbsp;</p>

[high fly]

<p><font size="2">Buck up, Gaia!</font></p><p><font size="2">I get the blues, too, but I always try to remember there are corresponding highs in life that are on the way.</font></p><p><font size="2">I always get down around mid February till about this time. I think it's that S.A.D. - thing.</font></p><p><font size="2">While it's fun to talk about having a drink or smoking a doob, the truth is those things actually end up making it worse.</font></p><p><font size="2">I'd say get out in some sunlight and some fresh air, listen to different music, watch different things on tv, and a visit to an arboretum can work wonders. Put that &quot;what goes around, comes around&quot; principle in nature to work. You need some happiness? Then go make someone happy. The more you give, the more you'll get back.</font></p><p><font size="2">Happiness won't come your way by you sitting there waiting on it. you gotta go get it.</font></p>

[Don Stugots]

<strong>jclintsma</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Don Stugots</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>douggrasso</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Don Stugots</strong> wrote:<br />i have been at this point for a while now. stay strong. <p>i picked up ric flairs book on your recommendation, just in case i ever get back to this point!</p><p> doug, for some reason that book took me out of a long dark funk i was in. Maybe because no matter how much shit he was going thru including a plane crash, all he wanted to do was entertain. i cant believe he wins the WWF belt and one comment by Vince after the match makes him a pile of mush. it made me see that i am not the only one with these feelings of failure and self doubt and inner pain. </p><p>maybe i read too much into it or maybe i am just a retard.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>GAIA, we are all here for you. </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>HBK book is also a good one for that</p><p>&nbsp;for me, he would be too much &quot;God got me through&quot; type stuff that i wouldnt be able to take.</p>

[spoon]

Ups and downs are normal and as Mdr55 (Marc ha!) stated you shouldn't turn to alcohol and drugs for these reasons or you'll become an addict at these points when clarity is most needed.&nbsp; Turn to something you actually love and or love to do as your vent.&nbsp; We all have our things that break the lows, some are just more in touch with these thing, as hockey, my pooches and my family are the outlets in my life that bring things back.&nbsp; You seem to be a straight shooter too, so level with the people if they're doing you wrong, at least then it's in the open and you can move on.&nbsp; If painting is your thing, perhaps we can get Bobo to pose with his banjo to pick you up?

[Brad_Rush]

Actually been feeling that way myself for the past week... let me know when you are going to go &quot;postal&quot;. &nbsp;I will do the same and we can make it look like its&nbsp;a cult movement thing.

[J.Clints]

<strong>Don Stugots</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>jclintsma</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Don Stugots</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>douggrasso</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>Don Stugots</strong> wrote:<br />i have been at this point for a while now. stay strong. <p>i picked up ric flairs book on your recommendation, just in case i ever get back to this point!</p><p>doug, for some reason that book took me out of a long dark funk i was in. Maybe because no matter how much shit he was going thru including a plane crash, all he wanted to do was entertain. i cant believe he wins the WWF belt and one comment by Vince after the match makes him a pile of mush. it made me see that i am not the only one with these feelings of failure and self doubt and inner pain. </p><p>maybe i read too much into it or maybe i am just a retard.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>GAIA, we are all here for you. </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>HBK book is also a good one for that</p><p>&nbsp;for me, he would be too much &quot;God got me through&quot; type stuff that i wouldnt be able to take.</p><p>I thought that too. But I really enjoyed it. I felt really good after reading it.</p>

[Don Stugots]

<strong>Brad_Rush</strong> wrote:<br />Actually been feeling that way myself for the past week... let me know when you are going to go &quot;postal&quot;. I will do the same and we can make it look like its <font size="3"><strong>a cult movement thing.</strong></font><p>&nbsp;dont do anything till i give the word.</p>

[hedges]

It's tough for me to give any advice on this one 'cause I almost punched a co-worker tonight. But I don't simmer as much as I used to (well maybe). But I probably still drink as much. I believe this helps but at a certain point it can be a drawback.
I think that what GVAC posted (the basic fundamentals of Buddhism) really was good stuff. But when you're in the "fuck it" mode, even that can be hard to take sometimes.
Maybe the best thing to do for some is something physically aggressive. Me, I like to get an axe and chop wood. Good Luck!

[angelinad128]

Oh God Yes I know that feeling!!!&nbsp;&nbsp; It will take some time but it passes.&nbsp; I say enjoy you alone time, it makes a difference.