6 days drunk

[DarkHippie]

<p>I've been blasted the last six days.&nbsp; just drunk and stoned and incoherent.&nbsp; all i've been doing is drinking captain morgans, smoking pot, and ordering take out.&nbsp; i have not left my apartment.</p><p>you wanna fucken know why?&nbsp; well right now i am suspened from my job.&nbsp; thats not that big a deal, people get suspended all the time, the charge is bullshit, and i'm still getting paid.&nbsp; but i am going crazy waiting to hear from them.&nbsp; it was only suposed to be for a couple of days and its going on its second week.&nbsp; the investigation is taking forever.&nbsp; I fuckin hate it.</p><p>the only thing worse than getting fired forom your job (which i might still be) is waiting to find out if your fired from your job.</p><p>also, my girl left me for a guy she met over the interent--in fucking california!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&nbsp; apparently a guy 3000 miles away gets her off better than i could.&nbsp; she's already taliking about marrage, which she never once mentioned toward me.&nbsp; she didnt even like to be called my girlfreind.</p><p>also my lease is up next month, and i cant look for a new place util i find out if i have a job, and what i can afford.</p><p>did i mention that if i lose my job for this i'm basically fucked in my field.&nbsp; fucked right in the ear.</p><p>So i am drunk, and i am out of captain so i gonna look for some nastier shit in my licor cabinet.&nbsp; i dont want to have to walk to the liquor tore.</p>

[Kevin]

Welcome to the board.. Your officially a RF.netter.

[MilkmanDann]

<strong>DarkHippie</strong> wrote:<br /><p>I've been blasted the last six days.&nbsp; just drunk and stoned and incoherent.&nbsp; all i've been doing is drinking captain morgans, smoking pot, and ordering take out.&nbsp; i have not left my apartment.</p><p>you wanna fucken know why?&nbsp; well right now i am suspened from my job.&nbsp; thats not that big a deal, people get suspended all the time, the charge is bullshit, and i'm still getting paid.&nbsp; but i am going crazy waiting to hear from them.&nbsp; it was only suposed to be for a couple of days and its going on its second week.&nbsp; the investigation is taking forever.&nbsp; I fuckin hate it.</p><p>the only thing worse than getting fired forom your job (which i might still be) is waiting to find out if your fired from your job.</p><p>also, my girl left me for a guy she met over the interent--in fucking california!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&nbsp; apparently a guy 3000 miles away gets her off better than i could.&nbsp; she's already taliking about marrage, which she never once mentioned toward me.&nbsp; she didnt even like to be called my girlfreind.</p><p>also my lease is up next month, and i cant look for a new place util i find out if i have a job, and what i can afford.</p><p>did i mention that if i lose my job for this i'm basically fucked in my field.&nbsp; fucked right in the ear.</p><p>So i am drunk, and i am out of captain so i gonna look for some nastier shit in my licor cabinet.&nbsp; i dont want to have to walk to the liquor tore.</p><p>Ween yourself down, get your confidence back together and most of all, enjoy withdrawals that can give you a seizure or stroke.</p><p>If it gets bad, goto the hospital, Librium is your friend. 6 days drunk is not healthy.</p>

[Drunky McBetidont]

<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ealUv4mvIkQ">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ealUv4mvIkQ</a></p><p>waching this should help :)</p>

[waltermitty]

<p><font size="2">Is it just me or are there an unusual amount of people around who's lives are totally in the shitter right now?</font></p><p><font size="2">(me included... my girlfriend isn't talking to me and I am in a BAD place currently)<br /></font></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p>

[waltermitty]

<strong>betidont</strong> wrote:<br /><p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ealUv4mvIkQ">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ealUv4mvIkQ</a></p><p>waching this should help <img src="http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/images/smile.gif" border="0" /> </p><p>&nbsp;GOD thats a good movie to drown your sorrows to....</p><p>I feel like Nicholas Cage's character lately.....&nbsp;</p>

[Bob Impact]

<strong>waltermitty</strong> wrote:<br /><p><font size="2">Is it just me or are there an unusual amount of people around who's lives are totally in the shitter right now?</font></p><p><font size="2">(me included... my girlfriend isn't talking to me and I am in a BAD place currently)<br /></font></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p>I'm always in a bad place, it's just a matter of your mood and whether or not you want that bad place to be trouble or fun that determines otherwise.&nbsp; Control is only for those who will take it.&nbsp;

[Gwen]

Craig, I hope you find yourself in a better place soon.&nbsp; Hopefully this is also where you bottom out so that things can only go up.&nbsp; Wish there was something I could do to help.

[Chigworthy]

It's too bad you're spending a six-day bender unhappy.&nbsp; Nothing beats an extra length bender when you're happy.

[lleeder]

<font size="3">The topic title made me jealous. The rest made me sad. I hope you pull out of everything ok. Be careful coming down from everything the withdrawl will add to those depressed feelings.</font>

[reeshy]

Craig...don't be stupid....PM me!!!!

[mdr55]

<strong>DarkHippie</strong> wrote:<br /><p>I've been blasted the last six days. just drunk and stoned and incoherent. all i've been doing is drinking captain morgans, smoking pot, and ordering take out. i have not left my apartment.</p><p>you wanna fucken know why? well right now i am suspened from my job. thats not that big a deal, people get suspended all the time, the charge is bullshit, and i'm still getting paid. but i am going crazy waiting to hear from them. it was only suposed to be for a couple of days and its going on its second week. the investigation is taking forever. I fuckin hate it.</p><p>the only thing worse than getting fired forom your job (which i might still be) is waiting to find out if your fired from your job.</p><p>also, my girl left me for a guy she met over the interent--in fucking california!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! apparently a guy 3000 miles away gets her off better than i could. she's already taliking about marrage, which she never once mentioned toward me. she didnt even like to be called my girlfreind.</p><p>also my lease is up next month, and i cant look for a new place util i find out if i have a job, and what i can afford.</p><p>did i mention that if i lose my job for this i'm basically fucked in my field. fucked right in the ear.</p><p>So i am drunk, and i am out of captain so i gonna look for some nastier shit in my licor cabinet. i dont want to have to walk to the liquor tore.</p>&nbsp;So how is drinking helping you? You're problems are still going to be there. You may not care about them now while you're intoxicated but it's not really solving anything. You want to drink go ahead and drown your sorrows but save the drama for your momma. Forgive me if I'm being cold hearted, but it is what it is. Drinking isn't a solution, it's only a temporary fix. <p>&nbsp;</p>

[oh_kee_pa]

ok, not to be the negative new guy, but, why were you suspended? if you care to share?? and being drunk, is that really going to solve your problems.... couldnt you be out interviewing at this point... legally a company cant say you're suspended if another company calls for referals...ÿ

[DarkHippie]

<strong>mdr55</strong> wrote:<br /><strong>DarkHippie</strong> wrote:<br /><p>I've been blasted the last six days. just drunk and stoned and incoherent. all i've been doing is drinking captain morgans, smoking pot, and ordering take out. i have not left my apartment.</p><p>you wanna fucken know why? well right now i am suspened from my job. thats not that big a deal, people get suspended all the time, the charge is bullshit, and i'm still getting paid. but i am going crazy waiting to hear from them. it was only suposed to be for a couple of days and its going on its second week. the investigation is taking forever. I fuckin hate it.</p><p>the only thing worse than getting fired forom your job (which i might still be) is waiting to find out if your fired from your job.</p><p>also, my girl left me for a guy she met over the interent--in fucking california!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! apparently a guy 3000 miles away gets her off better than i could. she's already taliking about marrage, which she never once mentioned toward me. she didnt even like to be called my girlfreind.</p><p>also my lease is up next month, and i cant look for a new place util i find out if i have a job, and what i can afford.</p><p>did i mention that if i lose my job for this i'm basically fucked in my field. fucked right in the ear.</p><p>So i am drunk, and i am out of captain so i gonna look for some nastier shit in my licor cabinet. i dont want to have to walk to the liquor tore.</p>So how is drinking helping you? You're problems are still going to be there. You may not care about them now while you're intoxicated but it's not really solving anything. You want to drink go ahead and drown your sorrows but save the drama for your momma. Forgive me if I'm being cold hearted, but it is what it is. Drinking isn't a solution, it's only a temporary fix. <p>&nbsp;</p><p>Dude, you're right.&nbsp; this has just been a little pity party for me cause i'm reaching my bottom.&nbsp; It makes me feel good because when i'm drunk i cant focus my thoughts enough to remember how much this situation sucks.&nbsp; But i think i'm through the worst of it.&nbsp; I ran out of booze and have not been moved to get more. I didnt drink or smoke tonight.&nbsp; I plowed through about 1500 words in the two stories i'm working on, and that always makes me feel better.</p><p>The reason that i am suspended is because a coworker made allegations of abuse toward a consumer.&nbsp; I am suspended with pay until the investigation is over.&nbsp; My boss said not to worry and that if you work long enough you will get investigated,&nbsp; But its been twice as long as the investigation was supposed to last.</p><p>The allegation is bullshit, btw.&nbsp; It was made by an underling who is mad cause i called her out for watching sportcenter while she should have been working.&nbsp; And she reported it 3 weeks after it alledgedly happened</p>